Arachne posted:
I think the proceeding chapters are going to really affect my opinion on this because it feels sorta sudden.
I want to see this revealed as a coping mechanism or mask, rather than her suddenly being super okay and super cool in school. I don't think aya defending her should magically make her better, it obviously helps but I don't think most people go from breaking down in tears to swaggering in over the course of a week.
I just think in that week, she wanted to prove that Aya was right, so she recorded her song for people to hear.
She almost broke, BUT Aya distinctly saved her from breaking by getting angry on her behalf and supporting her all the way. What she didn't have in middle school, where her friend dropped her when things got tough.
So, the bullying followed by Aya's speech made her understand she didn't need to be afraid of not belonging or hide anymore, because she now has actual friends who'll stand up for her all the way.