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joined May 3, 2014

I wasn't satisfied with my previous comment and some things I said, not pointing clearly as I wanted. Some things I said I'll repost as they were and some I'll add to word my thoughts better.

On the page 61 I had one interesting analyze about importance of mother's figure in creation of Yuni's ideal type of woman, telling that Nanase and Yuni's mom are resembling each other physically and professionally (always busy with their own things and Yuni is always waiting for them).
So, I said:
"What was lacking here (in Yuni's relationship with Nanase) as the third part of Yuni's ideal woman?
It's receiving AFFECTION of her mother!"

I can only tell: Fuuko, you just got your girl!

"I love you like I gave birth to you" is the deepest sanctuary which two lovers can reach with each other becoming the wholeness and EVERYTHING to each other.
And it's something very important for same sex couples.
Why?

Fuuko was deeply touched after seeing the baby realizing that she can't have it with Yuni in literal way, seeing the baby as the crown of physical joint of two lovers who are creating new life from their love.
But she became enlightened, realizing there is more to creation of life.
It's all about GIVING THE BIRTH TO LOVE!
It doesn't have to be in a shape of a baby as the crown of love!
It's about joining two halves of heart in one whole heart!
(yeah, we are all made like just one half of the heart and we need our other half to make wholeness and become one. We are just one wing of two, needing the other to fly.)

Fuuko realized it, realized what she wants. She wants to become EVERYTHING with Yuni. To give her love in EVERY possible way. To be Mama who gave the birth to love, loving Yuni as she is her own flesh.
It's the truth.
Love (especially between two women) is something wonderful when it comes to Fuuko's vision and realization of woman (in love).
She expressed absolute love through the word Mama.
She is willing to give the birth to love and she is offering it to Yuni.
And Yuni IS her other half of the heart.
Those united by heart become like Winged Beings, and trying to set them up the stumbling stones on their way is just ridiculous.
They'll fly over.

My sincere respect to author who rewarded us with gem of the story.
.....

And, just to give a short notice:
read (think) my username as Hai Hai (reading it from both directions same way), the curtain is open (whatever it means)...

i never saw some one doing so much mental gomnastics and try to write poetry over one insane bitch with family trauma, and and the scum of the earth that is Yuni, cheating cuz ??? your wall of text is supposd to make us readers understand what???

brother they are toxic and not mentaly well! what gem of an story are you prisong this for? it’s just cheating porn! how much can the author make 2 people look worst that god shit on the street and you think some deep meaning of love???? LOVE? in the same breath as cheaters?

they are the definition of betraying the fundation of any relationship and that is trust! there is no grand deep meaning in cheating!

Those united by heart become like Winged Beings, and trying to set them up the stumbling stones on their way is just ridiculous.

you really did just made up this whole thing up, cuz there is no logic or rationality in doing this pretending there is some deep meaning to them cheating as if some force of LOVE is keeping them together! LMAO

last edited at Jul 20, 2024 10:29PM

welease.wodger
joined Oct 2, 2021

Thanks author- san, keep cooking what your cooking. Would love to hear some Fuuko ASMR... " Baby, I'll be a good mummy, a gooood mummy "
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Nanase's partner should surely end up being Yuki ( though author - san probably thinks otherwise ¯⁠\⁠_⁠(⁠ツ⁠)⁠_⁠/⁠¯ )

And Fuuko's parents should burn in hell for all eternity

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Fbeff6ae5beor
joined Sep 22, 2018

Here’s the PV for the curious.

https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=rvqZf5KJsTg

Nq9nh0qj
joined Oct 25, 2023

Lmao Nanase's character profile almost seems like the author is making fun of her. Feels like so much volleyball...which is as expected lol

Interesting about Nanase being described as having experienced "ordinary happiness", which is the best type of happiness that Fuuko and Yuni lacked.
There was little doubt that Yuni and Fuuko were on the same wavelengh, which was completely different from Nanase's. And here the author is directly confirming it.

joined Jun 27, 2022

Little Fuuko was so cute, and damn, her parents are loaded. I guess Nana was her nanny and living with them while having a huge library. Though I don't think Grimm's Fairy Tales are suitable for little kids.

Does the author even know that those books were not meant for children? If I were to read that to my five-year-old daughter, she would be traumatized.

Nanase's bio was interesting in the sense that she's truly a completely ordinary girl who loves volleyball. You wonder why she even fell in love with Yuni, "always smiling and doing her best." The complete opposite of Yuni. There might be some foreshadowing with her childhood friend; it would be interesting if something develops there.

Contrary to what others think, Nanase is still the better partner for Yuni, in my opinion. She's healthy with a good mindset in life, ambitious, active, and outgoing. It would be great if she could pull Yuni with her, but alas, we know that's not happening. Fuuko is just too messed up and toxic.

I already gave up on the writing and am just going to enjoy it for what it is: a beautiful, slightly morbid, funny trainwreck. I don't know about you guys, but I burst out laughing when Fuuko said she wants to be her mommy XD.

Yuu
joined Mar 28, 2015

Madmac posted:

Little Fuuko was so cute, and damn, her parents are loaded. I guess Nana was her nanny

"Nana" is how a child would call her grandma.

So the lady was the mom's or the dad's mother. Obviously, they looked down on her.

joined Jun 27, 2022

Madmac posted:

Little Fuuko was so cute, and damn, her parents are loaded. I guess Nana was her nanny

"Nana" is how a child would call her grandma.

So the lady was the mom's or the dad's mother. Obviously, they looked down on her.

That makes sense, thanks for letting me know. I gotta say I enjoy these chapters alot. I'd love for more chapters where Fuuko is doing some introspection. It's funny how the author finds this more dark than all the emotional abuse, the hurting and cheating, and she's kind of right.

Trampling on a child's innocence is just sad.

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joined Apr 27, 2014

Here’s the PV for the curious.

https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=rvqZf5KJsTg

T H A NK Y O U S O M U C H

Nq9nh0qj
joined Oct 25, 2023

Little Fuuko was so cute

Just adorable! Something must be wrong with her mom and brothers if they can be mean to such a cute little Fuuko!

EkmekPrensesi
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joined Apr 23, 2024

BITCH WHAT THE FUCK

Utenaanthy01
joined Aug 4, 2018

Author-san, why you keep being mean to Fuuko?

5688-1340606550
joined May 11, 2013

I'm guessing based on the extra pages next volume will focus on Nanase x Yuki? As much as I love a good shitshow it would be nice to see something sweeter. I will need it if Fuuko is gonna take things in the direction I think it's going...

Nanase's profile at the end is kinda hilarious in how much it demonstrates she and Yuni are doomed. I mean c'mon favorite type is "a girl who's always smiling"? lol

Fr, her profile might as well have just said Yuki lol.

joined Jul 20, 2024

Love the Fuuko's backstory. Simple explanation of an abusive relationship between family and daughter. Unfortunately, tossing away the books would be one instance in a thousand of scared memories. Hopefully yuni and Fuuko can find healing in one another. Nanase is an amazing girlfriend, but Yuni is also suffering from lack of affection from her parents, that Nanase may not be able to fill in that void. The only way Nanase can fill that is if she takes a step back from sports and has more one-on-one time with Yuni, even then it may not be enough.

Fuuko lays her heart on the line for the ones she seems is her flower in a field thorns and ashes. She did it once with the woman who married that guy, and she is now doing it with Yuni, although it seems to be more wholesome. Nanase doesn't seem to have that unhealthy thinking as she loves her entire life to the fullest with her friends and sports.

Yuni and Fuuko have bonded so quickly because they see a glimmer of light in each other that helps them escape from the shadows of the past.

The drawback is that unless Yuni and Fuuko express their true feelings, they may starve each other of love and have a falling out. These types of relationships are inherently toxic because each person has no understanding of what it's like to communicate and "receive unconditional love". Yuni is most likely to test Fuukos love for her and see where her limits are, whether it's not calling for days on end to see how Fuuko reacts or create scenarios in her mind that Fuuko is cheating on her and that Fuuko never loved her in the first place.

Only time can tell.

Side note: Hopefully we get a chapter of Fuuko reading to Yuni! It would be amazing to see Fuuko recreate the times she cherished with her grandmother.

last edited at Jul 23, 2024 4:50PM

Nq9nh0qj
joined Oct 25, 2023

Side note: Hopefully we get a chapter of Fuuko reading to Yuni! It would be amazing to see Fuuko recreate the times she cherished with her grandmother.

Well Fuuko does want to be Yuni's momma so some Mother/Daughter story-time sounds like a great activity! :P

joined Feb 11, 2022
Sdm%20ladies%20cheering
joined Apr 10, 2023

That's "fungus", the book's title is "Snow White of the Caterpillar Fungus". We learn the full title of the book later because it comes up repeatedly.

joined Feb 11, 2022

https://dynasty-scans.com/chapters/my_girlfriends_not_here_today_ch01#15

Noooo , you can't just cancel your date on your girlfriend like and THEN do that :'(

joined Feb 11, 2022

https://dynasty-scans.com/chapters/my_girlfriends_not_here_today_ch01#19

There are times where you need to tell society to fuck off

joined Feb 11, 2022

https://dynasty-scans.com/chapters/my_girlfriends_not_here_today_ch01#22

Oh no it wasn't "snow white of the caterpillar amongus" :(

joined Feb 11, 2022

https://dynasty-scans.com/chapters/my_girlfriends_not_here_today_ch01#35

Well for one , it's kinda her fault for exposing her private live on twt , shit like this could happen, you had it coming girl

joined Feb 11, 2022
joined Feb 11, 2022

https://dynasty-scans.com/chapters/my_girlfriends_not_here_today_ch02#6

You see when she made that alt account she derogated from one of sun tzu primary rules "Let your plans be dark and impenetrable as night, and when you move, fall like a thunderbolt"

46-75
joined Jun 25, 2019

Couldn't you make just one big post instead of 6 small ?

Image62
joined Feb 28, 2015

I respect the hustle

Girlslove
joined Aug 9, 2024

Nanase is clearly in love with Fuuka. As you can see in chapter 17, Nanase blush slightly when Fuuka get close to her on the floor in the compartment. Not only that, but Fuuka might also have secret feeling for Nanase that she don't know yet. She is so focus on Yuni coz she is coping and doing the copium. She look to Yuni for comfort becoz that's all she know. I think at the end they will come together becoz of they shared feelings about Yuni and will end up fall in love.

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