Ikr, it's so confusing to be young and in love with someone as same gender, bcs I had myself a "best friend" and I didn't know it was love until 4 years later. 6 years later we talked again after years of being separated (we had a fight, and guess for what. Yes, jealousy) and she confessed to me but at that time we already had our other love ones.
It was so hard to understand bcs I'm bi and for her it was so clear what she felted but she was , afraid to lose our friendship.
I really don't want this to our aya and mitsuki but well, I appreciate how the author is somewhat realistic
I'd love to see the pattern fade away, and I'm sure it's getting less common these days, but I can't actually imagine it fully leaving until it's no longer possible for a parent to put their child out on the street and deny them access to continued education and support.
I'm sure some people would balk, like "what's that got to do with this comic!?" but remember we still don't know why Mitsuki is living with her uncle instead of her parents, and Aya's family is still assuming she's straight and has a boyfriend, who knows how her parents would react to her coming out? And even if for our two protagonists these aren't their active present concerns, the existence of that fear cuts down on queer peers and role models and open discussions and self questioning.
I didn't know I was queer as a kid because I didn't know that was a category I could be, just a type of fictional character people on TV were, like "superhero" or "magical girl" or "furry". I was never even given the proper prompting to question myself until I was like 19. Even if I had asked the question earlier, I would have just ended up as part of the "teenage homelessness" statistics instead of the "adult queer permanently alienated from her parents" statistics.