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joined Oct 16, 2021

Ah, this one is painful

joined Jul 5, 2019

I just finished the whole novel and it's so good I've been crying non-stop for two days. I love the insights the author gave to both Jing Xiu and Youyan in the novel. Usually in these types of stories I've read before, one person goes too far and it makes me dislike them. Here, I totally get both sides and where they're coming from.

Yuibless
joined Jan 30, 2017

* inchorent screaming *

joined May 10, 2021

They had us in the first half.
Fuck. FUCK. Now am sad.

D05536d6-01d1-4527-9102-4cc772fad5ed
joined Jul 6, 2020

I have a feeling I know what an upcoming "twist" will be, and if I'm correct it makes these scenes all the better.

This is an incredibly honest scene from Jing Xiu. She acknowledges the positive change that Ji Youyan has attempted to do, but still says that this alone isn't enough to fix everything between them.

joined Jul 6, 2020

I'm shaking and crying right now

joined May 10, 2021

Hear that lads? THAT'S THE FUCKING SOUND OF MY HEART BREAKING INTO A MILLION LITTLE PIECES!
Thanks for the update!

joined Mar 26, 2021

Yeah, no, can't come back from that one that easily. It takes a lot to get someone's trust back after you've lost it once.

Yuibless
joined Jan 30, 2017

Oof. That's heavy.

joined May 10, 2021

Long awaited HAPPINESS FOR THE BOTH OF 'EM.
AAAAAHHHHH.
Thanks for the chapter!

1pixel
joined Dec 3, 2010

This is so sweet.
Miss Ji, I hope that your dream comes true too, pick up your guitar again and start singing :D

D05536d6-01d1-4527-9102-4cc772fad5ed
joined Jul 6, 2020

she's learning from her mistakes, and moving forward not only with regards to Jing Xiu, but all the other things in life that she gave up before.

Watanabe-_
joined Jun 10, 2023

Jing Xiu at 1am on her birthday: she forgot :c

maybe it's something specific to do with the time I don't quite get, but I'm sure, before the end of the day, she'll get her gift. At least, we can hope!

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Zephyr Scans
joined Oct 7, 2021

Jing Xiu at 1am on her birthday: she forgot :c

maybe it's something specific to do with the time I don't quite get, but I'm sure, before the end of the day, she'll get her gift. At least, we can hope!

People who remember your birthday usually make it a point to send a happy bday text at midnight sharp :p usually

joined May 10, 2021

Ya really gonna cut us right here huh... Reeeaaaally
Tsk, fuck me.
Thanks for the chapter!

Tamo%20eat%20rice%2023
joined Oct 16, 2021

Awww Xiuxiu blushing is unbelievably cute

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joined Dec 7, 2019

Might be because I haven't read the novel yet, but I'm struggling to understand why Ji youuan wouldn't just send a vid of her singing straight to Jing xiu? Idk seems more self centered to post it on social media.

Couple_under_the_stars
joined Nov 7, 2022

Might be because I haven't read the novel yet, but I'm struggling to understand why Ji youuan wouldn't just send a vid of her singing straight to Jing xiu? Idk seems more self centered to post it on social media.

Part of it might be that their separation was in a large part cause by Youyan putting their relationship in the shadow, focusing on appearances for the sake of her own career. I think being direct and public is also her way to say that she will not act as if she's ashamed or try to hide it.

Her goal is not just to say she loves Jing Xiu, which they both know. It's also to say she will respect and nurture their relationship.

543633_50
joined Sep 10, 2022

Might be because I haven't read the novel yet, but I'm struggling to understand why Ji youuan wouldn't just send a vid of her singing straight to Jing xiu? Idk seems more self centered to post it on social media.

Part of it might be that their separation was in a large part cause by Youyan putting their relationship in the shadow, focusing on appearances for the sake of her own career. I think being direct and public is also her way to say that she will not act as if she's ashamed or try to hide it.

Her goal is not just to say she loves Jing Xiu, which they both know. It's also to say she will respect and nurture their relationship.

I was about to say this. She needs to be public this time and that willingness probably helps Jing Xiu understand how much she's changed. Before, while they dated, she allowed herself to be publicly connected to male actors and that hurt Jing Xiu, among other things. She treated their relationship like something to be hidden.

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joined Feb 28, 2013

Jung Xiu - "Who else would I be bound to, if not her?˘

Me - sobbing mess on the floor

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joined May 3, 2020

Me - sobbing mess on the floor

every chapter.

joined May 10, 2021

Am fucking melting right now holy shit

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joined Feb 3, 2021

Might be because I haven't read the novel yet, but I'm struggling to understand why Ji youuan wouldn't just send a vid of her singing straight to Jing xiu? Idk seems more self centered to post it on social media.

Part of it might be that their separation was in a large part cause by Youyan putting their relationship in the shadow, focusing on appearances for the sake of her own career. I think being direct and public is also her way to say that she will not act as if she's ashamed or try to hide it.

Her goal is not just to say she loves Jing Xiu, which they both know. It's also to say she will respect and nurture their relationship.

I was about to say this. She needs to be public this time and that willingness probably helps Jing Xiu understand how much she's changed. Before, while they dated, she allowed herself to be publicly connected to male actors and that hurt Jing Xiu, among other things. She treated their relationship like something to be hidden.

Yeah, this is the answer. Yanyan needs to show Jing Xiu that she isn’t afraid to attach herself to her in the public eye. Even if it’s just wishing Jing Xiu a happy birthday. In the past, Youyan wouldn’t allow any degree of public acknowledgment of their friendship, much less relationship, so her now being the one to be open is important to showing Xiu that’s she changed.

Also, in case it wasn’t clear from the flashback, Yanyan is singing in French in the video.

AutumnWaterXIII
joined May 29, 2022

This chapter is just so sweet and beautiful T-T

also if I remember correctly from the LN, Yanyan is singing the French song called Weekend in Rome

joined Jul 6, 2020

I'm crying

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