I think I start to understand how Niji san thinks based on the two extra pages Usui sensei draws:
https://dynasty-scans.com/chapters/our_love_is_disgusting_ch11_5#7
https://dynasty-scans.com/chapters/our_love_is_disgusting_ch11_5#8
In first extra page, Remu san was referring to Azuki san. She met Azuki san in her part time work and hopes she could take more shifts to meet her more.
But on the second page, Niji san wrote in her own fanfic story, she thinks Remu san is saying about her and thus made a version of Remu san saying "Remu san thinks about Niji san a lot (Niji san thinks Remu san loves her) and that she would want to take more shifts so that she could live with Niji san when both graduates).
I feel sorry for Niji san all of a sudden.
I can understand if she uses fanfic to cope her reality because that's what some creative people would do when the reality doesn't go just like how people want to(think of it as coping mechanism).
Niji san 's problem is that she blurred her imaginary world with her reality. Thus when the real Remu san doesn't act according to her expectation, she starts getting disoriented and got angry about it..(which is not good.. right?if it's happened in real life scenarios)
(After seeing the newest chapter)
It seems that Niji san is portrayed as the bad villian in the manga!
Sounds like she wanted to change Remu san into how Remu san should be according to her imaginary novel D: (or is it?)
As for Azuki san, I have a feeling that she does , and in fact in love with Meguru san.
However, due to past relationship with Meguru san and how Meguru san said it's disgusting for Azuki san to touch her (which hurts Azuki san deeply and turns to creating model instead), she doesn't want to hurt Meguru san,this pushes Meguru san away this time and said No to her. I think this time,Meguru san does want Azuki san to touch her(giving her permission or consent?),signifying that they are in a relationship.
This time though, what she doesn't know is that, she is pushed away with a No.
Though I don't quite understand what she means when Meguru san said "she has corrected Azuki san"?
If it's a normal couple, I think.. I think that it's normal that both want to touch each other. Unfortunately, that's not the case for both Azuki san and Meguru san. Traumas haunt their lives pretty bad..
Oh..
It seems that Azuki san has put making models as her passion. So it doesn't matter if Meguru san isn't in her mind anymore because she can now enjoy making models without thinking about Meguru san..(ah..)
If I'm Azuki san, I'll also thank Remu san for accepting that side of disgusting self.
Not everyone can accept that side if it's revealed to people. But those who could still accept and be a part of your life is sincere and should be taken care about ಥ‿ಥ..
(On second thought, I really like Azuki x Remu now. Being so supportive on their hobby that people considered disgusting yet both could have fun with it...is precious ಥ‿ಥ..)
last edited at Oct 22, 2025 11:59PM