"Nyoooo my life needs a narrative arc that ends in passion and flamessss!!!!" go to therapy
go to therapy
Are you high? It's a well-known Japanese Fact™ that therapy is not an okay thing to engage in, or even acknowledge the existence of! We can't be having with such dangerous things. It invites you to examine your life, gain perspective, and sort out your feelings! Understanding your feelings is expressly forbidden in Japan!
They are supposed to stay vague, confusing sources of thought and drive! If you knew what those things were that made you doki doki in the kokoro, you might find some direction and purpose in your life, and that upsets the status quo!
What then, I ask you?!
WHAT THEN??