Dear Ssamba! Just get well! I'll pray for you! All of us will!
Remembering how sensitive you're to stress, and how easy it is to get stomach-related issues from stress and burnout... and having been through this all by myself once too, I really wish you all the best! Please, sleep well, 7-8 hours a day, minimum. Please, go to sleep early, before midnight preferably. Please, eat well! It's best to cook for yourself - it helps both with your own discipline and taking care of the food being proper for your stomach. Please, relax and smile more, smile at everything because nothing deserves to make you feel unhappy! After all, life itself is a once in a lifetime experience, so you better enjoy it :) Please, find yourself a good psychotherapist who can help you to get through your hardships and to sort out all your worries. If you're by any chance really reading this now and feeling like talking to me, just mail me to takahashi.eria [ at ] gmail [ dot ] com - I'll be really glad to help ;)