Azuki: I have both romantic and sexual feelings for you.
Meguru: God, you’re disgusting, how could you even say that?
Azuki: Hmm… okay, I’ll never physically desire you again.
Meguru: Well, let’s not say anything rash here.

This is one of my favorite Yuri probably ever....
I love the trope "secretly has a fetish and gets exposed by also a fellow secret fetish lover, so they bond", I actually have that relationship with one of my closest friend online, so everytime I read something similar or exactly like that trope I just feel pure joy. Aside from stuff on 'how its so relatable!', I gen think the plot is pretty good and managed to keep me on hook waiting for new chapters
(speaking of chapters, is it dropped :( )

The artstyle....meh? its a straightforward simple yet good artstyle so I cant exacly rave on it, but I sure do like how the characters look.

I really like Azuki, the author did a good job on creating her and making her an enjoyable character, her love for meguru is somewhat confusing in my opinion but yet it looks so simple: "I love Meguru and I feel bad that she ran away from me every since that almost encountered sexual intercourse", the fact that she still has that massive crush and still yearns for her (so she tries making meguru through dolls) is kind of impressive and got me thinking about the people I rejected a couple times in my years, do they still think about me? The psychology of Azuki intrigues me, I guess is what I'm trying to say.

Yakou, she is a good character, there are some flaws tho, but I don't think they are exactly worth mentioning. She is funny and sexy (good combo!) and her relationship with Azuki (as I said, and I will repeat again) def reminds me and my closest friend. They way she copes with trauma is realstict, I actually felt myself pitying her a lot and also cheering on for her great future and to people to just fuck off and let her love the dolls (so what if you suck on the barbie's boob!?).

my god....NIJI.....she is a morally grey character (?), I saw th discussion on her so I dont exactly want to freely say "I AHTE HER" but she isnt my fav, due to the black mail towards Yakou. Even though, I get it, she is jealous and wants her to herself (I mean...we all have written a fanfiction about you and your crush...right?), so Im not gonna go and say "ITS WRONG!" when Azuki and Yakou are out there doing stuff behind peoples stuff (fetishes = abnormal things you prefer sexually that PEOPLE WILL HARRASS YOU FOR!) . Overall Niji is somewhere in my mind and I def think about her and the discussion about her on this thread.

that's all Im really gonna say....
btw if I said something wrong about a character or my opinions or views on them is factually wrong (please do correct me!)
overall this manga is my fav!!☆

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Everyone's just traumatized and not sire how to take it so either , find comfort with others and slowly healing , or hurting others and refusing to admit there is a problem worth working through .

Yakou was so brave when she was standing up for herself to her sister! This was her worst nightmare before, but now she is boldly asserting herself because she know's she isnt alone anymore! It's so heartwarming!

This chapters confirms what I think the series is all about and how Remu and Azuki contrast with Meguru and Niji.

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I hope Meguru isnt going to be ALL " this Nd that's disgusting " after her realization that shes kinda the problem and she's kinda hurting people . I hope more of her issue is the whole hiding azuki from her then anything else . Azuki doesnt even know theor sisters so I feel realllly bad for her

proud of you remu! look how much you've grown! really curious to see how this + niji's meddling will affect her and meguru's relationship though

Not enough, what a cliffhanger!
Now nearly all of them have their secrets out, and things are about to hit the climax!

Thanks for the translation and upload I've missed this series so much!

I'm so proud of Yakou for standing up to Meguru. I hope this gives her resolve against Niji.

This chapters confirms what I think the series is all about and how Remu and Azuki contrast with Meguru and Niji.

Considering Meguru's face, I really hope Niji doesn't have a 'redemption arc'. Part of the manga (I think) is about how accepting that you are weird or gross also includes accepting that others are going to judge and avoid you, but that doesn't matter if you know who you are, have people who understand you and make you happy. In Niji’s case, I don't think she is dangerous or that her fetish is especially perverse, but She is the problem, what really makes her different from the other girls is not accepting that she is, in fact, weird/gross, she separates herself from the rest and immediately draws a line where she is superior and normal unlike the others, that lack of sincerity is going to prevent her from sincerely connecting with others and is only going to isolate her, while (at least for now) Meguru's face makes me think that she wants to understand and not judge.

I don't know how this will turn out, but I'm glad Remu is standing up for herself

Who would have thought that nicely done cliffhangers are frustrating?
Lmao

I still don't understand why making nuked figurines is so disgusting. Is Mihelangelo's David disgusting?

I still don't understand why making nuked figurines is so disgusting. Is Mihelangelo's David disgusting?

Man the figurines must be really reselient if they survived getting nuked

Buddy, need some stomachache medicine here, badly.

I still don't understand why making nuked figurines is so disgusting. Is Mihelangelo's David disgusting?

Man the figurines must be really reselient if they survived getting nuked

The figurines really are resilient for being nuked indeed lol.
Michelangelo’s David is kinda weird (and all of the other naked statues) when you’re not used to it, really. Their groin areas are fully visible after all.

We have a society that deemed nakedness and human bodies inherently sexual, so until that gets subverted, it’s gonna be that way :<

Thank god things didn't go all category 6 like I thought, surprising amount of growth from most of the characters

naked figurines and an overheard phone call about doing lewd stuff

naked figurines shouldn't be considered weird tho, maybe the manager lady was shocked to find a undressed figurine (cause I'm sure not all figurines are always found nuked randomly) and her first thought for some reason was "ha ha some weirdo prob into this and forgot this'....
naked statues/figurines/monuments were never really meant to be sexual (I'm assuming back in Renaissance era) but the more people became open about sex, first thing people assume about seeing a naked body is sex....which is reasonable but I don't think it should be weird (All though its understandable that people can get uncomfy).

anyway that's like my view on this☆

I still don't understand why making nuked figurines is so disgusting. Is Mihelangelo's David disgusting?

Man the figurines must be really reselient if they survived getting nuked

if we ever get nuked, those figurines will be the only ones left

Well, it's progress. We'll see in which direction, though.

Ahhh, such confrontation.
Will Onee san find out that the head figure is made with her on mind?
But letting people know one's deepest secret really made people feel scared right?
Remu san is really brave ಥ⁠‿⁠ಥ

Oh ya, the figurines aren't disgusting.
Reminds me of Nishi Uko sensei's manga in one of her chapters where there is a lady who creates a figurine out of her girlfriend and she practices on how to propose her girlfriend before giving the ring to her real girlfriend

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omg that's adorable??

Yakou was so brave when she was standing up for herself to her sister! This was her worst nightmare before, but now she is boldly asserting herself because she know's she isnt alone anymore! It's so heartwarming!

I know I was vividly imagining how things would collapse with her sister behind her, it felt so crushing. It's such a relatable fear, getting exposed like that and destroyed socially and in the eyes of those you love. I almost couldn't read it. But I'm so glad I did, she was so strong, she faced her worst fear head-on and the world didn't end or anything, I'm so proud of her. I love how she had the strength to lay claim to her own desires, and point out that her sister was actually the one in the wrong for violating her privacy.

Aghhh I love this manga so much.

Now we can shift to imagining Azuki's reaction to being exposed...