^Agreed. The narrative of this merely seems to be picking and prodding. Seems shallow even for yuri.
I've read up to chapter 32 of the manhua, and still don't think it's anywhere up to par with the level of writing in the web novel. Back when I first read it, my first thoughts were: "Jing Xiu's overly harsh on Ji Youyan." "She's trying her best to change, can't you accept it?" But I eventually came to understand why.
Ji Youyan's behaviour back then was dreadful (I'm not going to go into specifics), and she is probably the sole cause of Jing Xiu's mental problems and her inability to trust in love. Ji Youyan would later come to lament herself for reducing such a proud person to the pitiful and vulnerable state she was at when they broke up. Youyan herself doubted that she had enough responsibility to care for Jing Xiu, and their lack of ability to understand each other killed their relationship. But the connection they used to have could not be rebuilt that easily because Ji Youyan herself, by her own actions, had burned that bridge.
When they broke up, Ji Youyan gave Jing Xiu a clear (and 100% true) reason as to why she couldn't be with her when she's at her weakest, but Jing Xiu refused to trust her because she had been fed too many lies over the years, and this is just as "convenient" as any reason she had made up in the past. But you'll eventually see the Jing Xiu that's willing to put Youyan's career before her own, and the one willing to sacrifice her own life (and personal health) to save Ji Youyan.
I'm not gonna delve into how this will eventually play out, but this is generally my opinion from the experience I had reading the web novel. Again, I must re-state that I don't think the manhua has managed to convey character's emotions and thoughts anywhere as well as the web novel (just like the usual manga vs light novel debate). Certain chapters gave off a more "goofy ahh..." energy and seems to lean heavier on the comedy side than the novel version does. I don't want to be harsh, but the novel is, at least to me, a more satisfying experience.
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