Kaoru needs to grow up. It is none of Uta's responsibility to be there for her because her husband won't.

We've seen her mom exhibiting the same behavioral pattern. She wouldn't tell Kaoru she was sick, even to the very last minutes. Kaoru is the same. She won't take action of the situations around her, even when it is very detrimental. Her main kickback is not her losing her mom (although yeah that was pretty serious) but her own personality of always having to cling on others to cover up her issues.

I rather believe that this is the opportunity for kaoru to confess a uta on the possible cheating of reicchi but also of risako ... to unpack his bag and to precisely evolve it positively.
Also for the story how do you want uta to come back if kaoru doesn't call her ?
Finally kaoru does not just make a crisis because it is all alone but that it remembers the vision of reicchi and risako on the way, it is different!
Especially since uta is not aware of the actions of her brother or of risako.

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You know, when I first read this (way back when the Onsen arc was new), and then along with all the updates, I was kind of on Uta's side.

But I just re-read the whole manga, and man, she is such a selfish child.
Cutting someone you love out of your life completely (which is what I infer by the use of the black word balloon Ch. 25, Pg 27), someone who clearly loves you back, just not in the same way, someone whom you admit brings you joy and happiness because, what, because it hurts that you can't have more?

I really wouldn't attach too much blame to either of them. It is a difficult situation, Uta is fairly mature, but she is still young and inexperienced, still in school. She doesn't really have much choice about her mom taking her away, so to a great extent she is probably just trying to make the best of the situation - she didn't come up with a plan to move away, she just chose what she thought was the best path of action with the situation she found herself in.

Kaoru was being a "selfish child" too. Kaoru was stubbornly refusing to accept that things needed to change between them, refusing to acknowledge Uta's feelings and the pain her denial was causing Uta. It wasn't sustainable, so something had to give, Uta is trying to protect herself, but she is also trying to do the right thing. If Kaoru had engaged, Uta probably wouldn't have felt the need to cut off contact entirely. It is unlikely she realises how much Kaoru relied on her (Kaoru didn't either), so it isn't really fair to blame her for Kaoru's crisis (it wouldn't be a fair load to drop on a teenager anyway).

Conversely I don't think it was entirely wrong for Kaoru to accept the support Uta freely offered over the years, but she does need to be considerate of the cost for Uta (especially since Kaoru is the adult). Yet, when Uta reached out and tried to explain, she went into hard denial. If she is serious about being sisters, she needs to push down her own discomfort to help Uta. Ask Uta about her feelings, talk it out, and ask how she can make it easier (maybe lead the way by being honest about her own needs, and thanking Uta for what she has done up to now).

Interesting thought - if Kaoru and Uta reconcile and work out some sort of emotional support compromise, it may be an interesting symmetry with Reiichi and Risako. Both Kaoru and Reiichi finding what they want from marriage with someone outside of it.

You know, when I first read this (way back when the Onsen arc was new), and then along with all the updates, I was kind of on Uta's side.

But I just re-read the whole manga, and man, she is such a selfish child.
Cutting someone you love out of your life completely (which is what I infer by the use of the black word balloon Ch. 25, Pg 27), someone who clearly loves you back, just not in the same way, someone whom you admit brings you joy and happiness because, what, because it hurts that you can't have more?

Which I understand this is the point. I just hope we'll see some actual growth out of her character arc, and soon.

Also interesting as a personal note that I didn't pick this up in an initial reading.

I am excited to see Kaoru's growth as well.

So what you are saying is uta should have just let things fester in the worst way possible? That's normally how relationships like this end up

There's no new chapter this month.

There's no new chapter this month.

That's unfortunate. I was looking forward to finding more about Kaoru's mother's death, and how that affected her relationship with Reiichi and Uta's family (It's strange that the manga doesn't seem to mention anyone's surnames).

Raws for chapter 31
https://m.imgur.com/a/DXVYykQ
That hug at the end tho. Also can I just say how much I missed uta ◕︿◕

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Wait, Ch.30 has never been uploaded. Did ChaosTeam dropped it or they're just late ?

Kaoru is pretty desperate. I still don't believe she loves Uta in that way though...how could it ever turn sexual?

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Wait, Ch.30 has never been uploaded. Did ChaosTeam dropped it or they're just late ?

They're late with it, but if you can read spanish, somewhere on facebook is the translation for that chapter, though I'm not sure if it's still there.

Kaoru is pretty desperate. I still don't believe she loves Uta in that way though...how could it ever turn sexual?

At this point I think Uta might want to keep Konatsu's story in mind. Even if Kaoru wants to sleep with Uta as a source of comfort at the moment since she's in a bad emotional state, lonely, and thinks Reiichi is cheating on her, she hasn't confirmed any romantic feelings for Uta. It would likely end in heartbreak if they hooked up now.

Despite Uta's feelings, she would be better of rejecting any advances Kaoru might make at the moment until Kaoru sorts herself out and decides what she really wants. She needs to confront Reiichi and Risako first.

Everything's going the way I planned! A little wink to those who said that the author didn't master his story ^^ I think kaoru will fall asleep when she comes in contact with uta maybe on the sofa or that uta brings her back to her room and kaoru asks her to sleep with her.
Obviously something emotional is going to happen between them, uta missed kaoru terribly and it's for sure that kaoru doesn't want uta to stay away from her. And uta might have some desires that will come up.
I hope kaoru will tell uta everything because on the one hand it would be good for her and on the other hand it would allow uta to understand what her brother and risako are doing.

nice to see Kaoru suffering

Everything's going the way I planned!

whoa calm down Yagami

Everything's going the way I planned!

whoa calm down Yagami

Lol but it's true ^^ read my old post there are 5 or 6 chapters!

When is the suffering going to end? It was getting so sad so I put this manga on hold for several months only for me to suffer again after checking the recent chapters.

I just want Utah and Kaoru to have a happy ending.

Wait, Ch.30 has never been uploaded. Did ChaosTeam dropped it or they're just late ?

They're late with it, but if you can read spanish, somewhere on facebook is the translation for that chapter, though I'm not sure if it's still there.

Just saw different group translated Chapter 30 and 31 tho

Chapter 31: "Remember that hard-won character development of Uta's where she finally decided to give up her love for Kaoru? Remember the highly problematic mom and the highly problematic dad and their highly problematic relationships with one another and each of them with Uta? Forget all that--feels are incoming."

It's also on Mangadex for what it's worth

Chapter 31: "Remember that hard-won character development of Uta's where she finally decided to give up her love for Kaoru? Remember the highly problematic mom and the highly problematic dad and their highly problematic relationships with one another and each of them with Uta? Forget all that--feels are incoming."

Ughh... I have mixed feelings about that.

So its finally started! But IRL Kaoru much more than in Uta needed in good psychotherapist.

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While it was nice to learn a little more about Kaoru's mother's death, I'm still curious as to why Uta's mother lost her medical license. Her conversation with Kaoru suggests that she'd made some sort of mistake that resulted in Kaoru's mother's death, possibly out of recklessness (considering her cavalier attitude toward performing an unlicensed medical exam on her daughter-in-law), but maybe that's just my imagination.

Chapter 31: "Remember that hard-won character development of Uta's where she finally decided to give up her love for Kaoru? Remember the highly problematic mom and the highly problematic dad and their highly problematic relationships with one another and each of them with Uta? Forget all that--feels are incoming."

Ughh... I have mixed feelings about that.

I think that was her only choice. Its like trying not to think about purple elephants. Think about how much more time you spend thinking about elephants when you are trying not to think of them.
If she shoved down those emotions eventually they would have just grow bigger and consumed her. If she can learn accept them though, they lose their power and she'll learn to let them go.

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(deep breath)

"It would only prolong her sadness."

Gee, yeah, mom, you're right. I'm sure if your death is a fucking SURPRISE, she'll handle it way faster and more healthily. You goddamn fucking numbskull.