I don't think I've seen another yuri manga with what seems like a strong focus on self-love and self-hate, it's fantastic to see imo. One of the most interesting yuri pickups I've seen in a while!
Don't feel bad, guy. It's not your fault or hers. You're both victims of society's expectations. I'm really liking this trend of sympathetic male characters in yuri works. It feels like the genre is moving on from a major point of contention (at least for me).
I've read this chapter three times already. It's really good. I find the self-loathing to be quite relatable, and I hope that things get better for the main character and her mental health.