this is quite the predicament
Because your heart doesn't listen to reason. I still have feelings for my first love, and it's been 20 years now, she's been married for 15 of those. That's why these "she married a man instead of me" stories always sting
I probably have no right to say this but are you still in contact with her? If you are, I think it's best if you just say how you feel and stop talking to her altogether, since it's been that long. In the end I'm sure it'll hurt more, but it'll also last less. The first love is always the strongest though and if you don't take my advice, I still wish you luck on your journey.
Sorry if I offended you, I just wanted to give my two cents and make it hurt for you in the least possible way in the long run because that sounds very painful.
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