So it wasn't just a fling and an incredibly fast shotgun marriage, It was actually a relationship that started in Uni.
As we've all suspected, she pushed him back. Going as far as throwing objects at him. Still, I feel like he's a bit dumb for saying "I don't know what changed" when he already knew of the miscarriage. I understand that someone that was all love-love now becomes this person full of hate and anger can be startling, but come on man. Could of dropped a call to a doctor or researched online "Why is my girlfriend acting this way?".
I understand why she feels like shit though. She continued working while pregnant ( over here in the west women do that almost till birth, or if there's health complication ) but in Japan you'll almost never see a women with any semblance of baby bump working. They all quit, temporarily or permanently, when they get pregnant as to "safe-guard" the live that's inside them. She must feel like it is all her fault and that phone call with her mother must of been "you whore bitch, that's what you get, etc..." Which probably didn't help.
She says it herself near the end before meeting her current roommate, "I haven't changed".
Also, the "But did I really consider that... just now" probably means she considered train suicide ( which is a common and pretty successful way of committing suicide ).
last edited at Jun 19, 2014 3:56PM