Suimasen Scans
joined Feb 8, 2024
I think the doll makes sense when you consider Sorawo's most recent major life event was a cult kidnapping, near execution, and then seeing Toriko almost leave her for someone else. The kidnapping forcibly dragged up a ton of unpleasant memories from her life on the run, especially her family relationships. We don't knlw much about her mom, other than that Sorawo mentally confuses it for her mom. The Otherside has also been connecting through her fear of her dad, grandma, and the cult they were a part of, to the point she has to corner Kozakura to complain about it. Meanwhile, Toriko is also trying her hardest to make Sorawo into her girlfriend, which is sort of the first rung on the ladder to becoming family.
There's a lot of traumatic imagery being laid out in front of her in this scene! The textual reading of it is the Otherside is going to take Toriko (or Sorawo) away, and that takes the form of Sorawo's dad and grandma discussing whether to give the doll to her, and with the reader's explicit understanding that Sorawo is projecting the Red Person/her mom's actions onto her dad and grandma. It speaks to one level of her fears - reexperiencing family abuse after their death, and Toriko being taken away by the Otherside. Toriko saves the day, has her first kiss with Sorawo, and does an engagement by knife on Christmas morning. Everything's coming up Toriko!
EXCEPT Sorawo's narration while she's going crazy hints at a symbolic reading of that scene. There's a fundamental incompatibility between how Sorawo conceptualizes family and how she conceptualizes a happy life with Toriko. Family and accomplice are mutually exclusive to her. She prefers the latter (even telling Toriko as much), and treats the former as a hostile presence. So Toriko being very up front about wanting to Sorawo's girlfriend is her choosing "family" over "accomplice". Sorawo watching this scene play out while through a window of a home, the very symbol of family, is expressing a more abstract fear that Toriko will be "taken away" from her because of Toriko's desire to start a family.
She has A LOT to process, except she's actively trying not to because that gives her the brain willies.