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Dark_Tzitzimine
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joined Dec 18, 2013

Well, this is certainly getting complicated but is good that we have our "supernatural fixers" team now so they should be able to tackle together whatever the hell is after Aizawa. Also I love all the silly ways the author draws the character to emphasize emotions.

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joined Apr 10, 2023

Interesting thing at the end there, I thought Honda's friend might one of the idol girls, the one who said she was meeting somebody. But that text conversation makes it seem like it's just another fan... Or someone posing as such, at least (there's no point in highlighting them if there's nothing there, right?)

I wonder why Kasumi keeps the "fairy" topic to herself instead of asking about it. Especially with senpai since she's very open about what she sees.

Torako-okay4
joined Oct 17, 2017

I don't know if I just haven't read this for a long time and forgot but ch 19 felt like a collection of text walls

joined Nov 16, 2021

this chapter felt brainmelting, if that makes any sense

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joined Oct 19, 2023

Something tells me that the "white text on a black background" boxes aren't just Michi referring to herself in second-person.

joined May 10, 2021

It really feels like I need to re-read the entire thing each time a new chapter comes out...
I don't really know what's happening and what's the deal with the last page, but it seems like everything's fine for now?
Though it still annoys me a bit that Michi ignore Aizawa's ghost when the senpai is around.
Thanks for the chapter!

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joined Sep 23, 2021

for the confused, the scanlators did a pretty comprehensive recap a little while back as a sub-chapter.

now having said that, no idea what's going on with honda rn

joined Aug 5, 2016

To be fair, I did think the pacing had been a little weird since volume 2 but actually hearing from Dorothy that she thought this series was going to be axed soon... Now I understand and feel more relieved. Sure Michi's denial could be going on for a bit too long here but now knowing Dorothy has more confident in this series I'm definitely ok with it too. And judging from what she has been building up until now, I have high hope that she could deliver a good resolution for the series. And now that the spotlight has been passed to Honda... Yep, at least 2 more volumes of ghost yuri for me, I suppose. Yippee

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Satsuaki
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joined Oct 9, 2021

I don't really know what's happening and what's the deal with the last page, but it seems like everything's fine for now?

Recap as quick as I can make it:

Michi knew Aizawa in life but gets her memories wiped every time she comes close to learning this or directly interacts with her. Non confronted Michi about it but openly saying she's never met Aizawa caused Aizawa to despair into double-death. Mini Michi (who seems to be some kind of independent manifestation of Michi's spiritual powers protecting them both) managed to stabilize them but also ran out of power in the process. Sayaka threw her club's big performance to redraw the protective star mark with her own blood and bring them back from the brink before something possessing Ange could enter and kill Aizawa.

This chapter was only the calm after the storm with Sayaka nearly getting kicked out of her club and Michi trying to make sense of what happened, in part revealing how much she's forgotten (Non's photo of her with Aizawa, Mini Michi, everything in the gym where she started remembering the past). Its chaotic energy is all from Michi struggling to make sense of all she's not allowed to know.

As it stands with these 3:

  • Michi: Has spiritual blinders preventing her from speaking to or remembering anything about Aizawa (her dizziness, nosebleeds, blacking out, etc.). She does a lot of mental gymnastics to fill in the gaps, but she's getting her memories wiped every couple chapters at this point. And yet she's accepted she's in love with Aizawa and making progress.

  • Aizawa: Hard to tell because her only language is interpretive dance. But she potentially remembers everything and understands the most. She clearly recognizes Mini Michi and knows she used to know Michi. Considering Michi directly acknowledged her when she turned into a monster and is generally bad at hiding it, Aizawa also probably knows Michi can see her. She seems to be just hanging out enjoying her girlfriend's mental breakdown and hoping for the best.

  • Sayaka: Pretending to be dumb but also not all-knowing. She knows Aizawa is a ghost, she knows the mark belongs to amnesiac Michi and is protecting the school, but she doesn't know from what. Or why things are so weird with these 2. She also must realize Michi can see ghosts which makes the 3 even goofier together. Sayaka has strong spiritual powers but her family seems to have beaten into her an attitude to publicly ignore or disbelieve in them. Even so she's too selfless to stop, so she leans into her happy-go-lucky weird idiot persona.

Now for Honda:

The ending's taking us into a new subplot. Honda's friend (who we've never met but is probably in the photo here) stood her up at the festival. Honda sent her a selfie with Michi to make her jealous, but this backfired when her friend hit on Michi instead. There's nothing else to go off yet but there's been hints for a while Honda has a complicated social life, along with connections being drawn to Michi's current state. Michi thinks she could sort this out if she made friends, Honda has lots of friends and is still just as insecure about defining those friendships. Michi struggles accepting her love for a dead girl, Honda's openly crushing on that same dead girl. This new arc will likely help Michi come to terms with her feelings for Aizawa like how volume 2 did using Kasumi and Sayaka.

Something tells me that the "white text on a black background" boxes aren't just Michi referring to herself in second-person.

The challenge with those is they have no pronouns. It's impossible to tell if it's Michi's internal thoughts, her subconscious speaking to her, or some omniscient narrator. Their repetition is such a distinct choice I expect them to show up in future chapters but I can't guess what they represent for now beyond Michi's fractured mental state. Could again be Michi's subconscious or something more supernatural.

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joined Jun 10, 2023

i would love aizawa-san if she were a worm ;-;

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joined Jan 9, 2017

It really feels like I need to re-read the entire thing each time a new chapter comes out...
I don't really know what's happening and what's the deal with the last page, but it seems like everything's fine for now?
Though it still annoys me a bit that Michi ignore Aizawa's ghost when the senpai is around.
Thanks for the chapter!

Because her instincts tell her that if she aknowledge a ghost she will get traumatized AGAIN. See chapter 1

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joined Sep 21, 2019

Aizawa: would you still love me if I were a wor--

i would love aizawa-san if she were a worm ;-;

DARN IT I got sniped

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joined Oct 19, 2021

Aizawa: would you still love me if I were a wor--

i would love aizawa-san if she were a worm ;-;

DARN IT I got sniped

So, we have a definitive answer to The Worm Question™.

Pinekon
joined Jan 10, 2022

Maybe other chapters were like this, and I forgot, but reading this (19) chapter, I had to double-check a few times to see if this wasn't some shitposty chapter, with the art style and everything. Not that I minded, but I really had to check to make sure.

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joined Apr 10, 2023

Maybe other chapters were like this, and I forgot, but reading this (19) chapter, I had to double-check a few times to see if this wasn't some shitposty chapter, with the art style and everything. Not that I minded, but I really had to check to make sure.

It's definitely not the only chapter like this, this style is basically how the author keeps the manga fun (at least for herself? Lol) when the content is mostly just conversations. The chapter where Kasumi came out to Michi was in particular very similar.

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joined Apr 19, 2018

Everyone hide yo girls before they fall for Michi

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joined Mar 24, 2020

i hate how this manga leaves me confused but i also love it at the same time

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joined Aug 10, 2015

not sure if a drama between honda and michi is something i´d like to see instead of the actual mysteri but sure the pace get really whack at times

Satsuaki
noighd
joined Oct 9, 2021

I adore how the most foreboding chapter of this manga is purely buildup to Michi getting kissed by a genki gyaru.

Masaki's definitely the girl from Honda's photo in the volume 2 extras.
Either Masaki really, REALLY knows her type or she knew Michi in the pre-amnesia days - she was at their school at the start of the year which is an odd detail. And despite all the red flags even Honda's shocked how fast Masaki jumped Michi. Still, Masaki didn't seem to recognize Michi at first in the selfie. Though if she does know her, that's the perfect chance for Michi to explore her missing memories without getting wiped again since it has nothing to do with Aizawa.

It's also the perfect case for Michi to admit she's in the middle of a love triangle and even double down on her feelings for Aizawa over a living girl.

There's tons of structure set up this chapter: It's a short while until goodbye at winter break, Masaki's surely coming back to school and Aizawa won't take that well, then two weeks of yuri divorce, something big happens at the New Years' concert, then reunion. Somewhere in there Michi is going to have to break into school and meet Aizawa. And bear in mind Christmas is a romantic holiday in Japan. That's like 5 emotional climaxes and probably the next 2 volumes worth of plot.

But that's a lot of thinking ahead when I can't imagine what the hell is about to happen in Honda's room.

Random notes:

  • Ange being Michi's 2nd favorite is surely setup for Michi to confront whatever's possessing her.
  • I keep confusing myself so for everyone's sake, Honda never said Masaki went to a different school. That was something Kasumi assumed and stuck. Honda didn't bother correcting but did get all awkward when it was brought up.
  • Dorothy says Masaki was originally meant to appear in volume 1, back when she thought she needed to rush the story. Masaki probably is a pivotal character.
  • High school isn't compulsory in Japan so someone who skipped middle school could still test to get in.
  • Imaginary Honda #2 was super Osakan which somehow translates to Canadian? I don't make the rules.

Now I'm going to ramble about horror and romcoms.

It's an uncommon understanding that irony is key to both horror and comedy. Both rely heavily on building and subverting expectations, following similar patterns of raising, relieving, maintaining tension to banked and spent. It's this commonality that makes horror comedy like chocolate + peanut butter. In fact you'd be hard pressed finding a horror movie that doesn't throw in moments of even black comedy to subvert irony in the opposite direction.

And I think Dorothy does a masterful job utilizing irony for both purposes; this chapter being a prime example. Honda acting weirdly weird despite normally being the weirdest character leaves the whole scene uneasy, the strange inversion with Michi using the outgoing fonts while Honda has the shaky stuttering ones, leaping in and out of Honda's usual style of rapid-fire oddball jokes solely to stall and avoid the inescapable elephant in the room. Building up this feeling of dread. We know something's wrong that Michi is savvy enough to pick up on but not identify. Dramatic irony, when you're screaming at the TV hoping the dumbass protagonist realizes they shouldn't go in the house. The unrocked boat that should have been.

The foreboding balanced by a constant undercurrent that Masaki represents a romantic danger, (some small comfort to the yuri-loving audience who are still likely fearing the inevitable rivalry.) while subverting Michi's hopes of finding refuge in friendship. She doesn't see it precisely because she's blinding herself to love. Meanwhile Aizawa notices immediately. Yet this further subverts the typical impotent threat of a third wheel: Masaki is unintentionally raising the stakes for Aizawa's unstable unlife. The tension doesn't let up with the reveal - there's a dread for what happens when Aizawa finds out; you know someone's going to get hurt, not just in the feelings, and Michi's at fault.

But indeed there's almost always a sense of culpability in horror. The protagonist always gets a chance to dodge danger and ignores it. It's part of the cautionary tale, tied here into self-discovery. Undoubtedly, Masaki is already scary as a horror monster because we know she's a time bomb for Aizawa. And Michi's brought it on herself. Not that Honda doesn't share the blame. That shot of her in the elevator pre-emptively apologizing is almost comically unnerving, maybe the most bad vibes panel in the entire manga, followed by a hard cut to superdeformed chibis as she dodges the subject a final time.

This chapter's so uniquely Aizawa-san's style I love it.
It's wild that all this tension is spent introducing a simple love triangle. That Masaki's double-page intro somehow fits in the same category as the rest of the full-page jumpscares - very deliberately playing off multiple layers of tension. The general sense of danger, the horror of an impending love rival, and the comedic irony of subverting both aspects with each other; this would never work in a non-horror romantic comedy. It's a testament to the manga's strength synthesizing all 3 genres. Even if some people might have strong opinions on love triangles.

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Ykn1
joined Dec 20, 2018

Michi is a good, responsible owner of her new puppy. :D

And Masaki is... interesting. Seeing how she stopped going to school and is very, very interested in Michi, she may know something relevant to the story as well.

Pinekon
joined Jan 10, 2022

Oh no She dropped the cake!

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joined Apr 18, 2023

forgotten childhood friend?? secret stalker fan??? time travelling psychic????? ahhhhhhh i need to know who masaki is nowwwwwwwww

joined Aug 21, 2017

Michi's rizz is unreal

Torako-okay4
joined Oct 17, 2017

Please date Hanamura Masaki-chan

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