Homusaki Shikibu
joined Jul 10, 2021
Hello everyone.
I'm looking for a yuri but I'm not sure if it's been written yet, or something similar to it.
It's about two best friends, one who's super distinguished in everything and another who's the main character, who've fallen for each other but don't reveal their feelings to each other. The main character is grateful to her best friend for teaching her what it means to believe in herself and in her ability to chart her own future; nothing matters more in the world to her than her best friend's happiness.
One day, the main character starts seeing random instances of the near future up to 8 monthsin advance (not premonitions, but actual cut-and-paste footage of her own - - and only her own - - waking experience) in her sleep. Encouraged by what she sees, she asks her best friend out and they become a couple. Based on what she sees in her dreams, she shapes up and adapts herself to be the best person she can be. But she soon starts seeing visions of herself that make her feel anxious, and she does everything she can to try and avert those futures. As it turns out, everything is self-consistent, and the act of trying to avert what she saw was precisely what led her to those unlikely scenarios in the first place.
Realising she could never change the future, she starts to feel more like a captive audience to her own life. Her visions start becoming more frequent, and she slowly starts to lose her grip on reality as she now finds it harder to discern what time/date she's in, not knowing how to deal with changes in her environment that have not yet come to pass. Increasingly, she becomes more paranoid as she struggles with trying to take back control of her life from a future her that is slowly spiraling down.
The fear of the future causes her to rethink their relationship, and although they are both still happy now, the main character becomes more anxious, ashamed at the person she's destined to become, and she begins to wonder if there really is a future for them both together at the rate things are going.
I'd like to know of anyone knows of yuri like that. My friend gave me the idea for it and I've been losing sleep over it for a few days now.
last edited at May 9, 2024 2:52PM