Something about a rotting apple.
Try re-reading the extra, but imagine that the apple is a metaphor for their relationship/Huang Qi's feelings. From budding leaves, flowering, bearing fruit, and so on. Might make the story direction slightly clearer.
I do understand the whole idea behind the apple being metaphorical and seemingly also literal here as they find an actual apple, I was saying "something" because it only serves to make the story and the tone more confusing in my opinion. The issue I have with the apple is that it's trying to show their relationship rotting, but they're not actually dating/romantically involved. It feels like the apple metaphor is trying to be full of artful angst, displaying how the relationship is bad and toxic, yet we don't see enough of their relationship for that to actually mean anything or matter. Their entire relationship is roommates that have sex. There's not enough writing focused on the characters and their personalities to get deeply attached to them, or what they have between them. They have an intense sexual connection, the roommate is a muse, but nothing about what's displayed tells me that it would be a bad separation if they moved on after a couple of months. At least for me the characters and this artful angst feel like two separate things that exist on different planes that aren't meshing here.
Edit: I want to say though that even if it doesn't fully work for me I found it to be an interesting read, a lot of ideas that I think if expanded on or handled differently could work better. It gave me at lot to think about. I also appreciate the translation, thank you!
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