I always find it interesting that Tara's imagination of Beverly is way more reserved and she always writes her in a tone that makes it sound like she's this close to leaving her, then in reality it seems Beverly is more than willing and actually more likely to be the instigator of Tara's horny fantasies.
It's probably completely unintentional, and I'm probably overanalyzing it to an outrageous degree, but it feels like Tara is self conscious of all the things she thinks are flaws and understands Beverly is there to keep her in check, which is likely true to some extent, but it doesn't feel like she's doing so reluctantly. I just find it heartwarming that Tara found someone who doesn't just meet her halfway but is also allowing her to be herself, while also keeping her sane.
Thank you for coming to my Ted Talk.
Damn, I never thought about it quite like that. Beverly said something along those lines when she and Tara first had sex, but reexamining their subsequent adventures through that lens is both enlightening and heartwarming.
