God it's been a while since I stayed up past midnight and cried after binge reading a good manga.

Honestly this may be my new favourite.

Noooooooooooooooo, what's that ending? nooiioooooo

Pain pain and more pain

That was worth the mental breakdown. The ending was tragic af but at least it made me feel something

P/s: I hate that glasses bitxh with my whole hwart. Everybody got their own problems but she's just a bxhth

Well, all told it was a hateful manga.

They were simultaneously perfect for each other...and each other's demise.

Those last two pages are some of the most impactful manga pages I've ever seen. What an incredible, fucked up work of art.

After a long time away, this is the first thing I finish reading. Damn was it depressing. At least my favs Yuu and Ichika are safe

i felt like this was how it was gonna end back around chapter 7 lol i even commented something along the lines of "going out romeo and juliet style" and honestly i wasn't too far off XD on a more serious note, though i know this manga is very unrealistic and over-exaggerated and quite frankly discussing lol, it does speak some truth surrounding drama and youth. like when you are young and think "omg its the end of the world" over something stupid, but you don't have the broad-mindedness an adult would to properly process and deal with the situation. so you think the only logical way to end the pain is to die.. I've been there man :/ luckily I'm still here.. cant say the same for these two. defiantly an interesting and entertaining read

Looking back on it, the whole thing felt a bit rushed towards the end I wonder what happened there and a few things were also left unsolved.

There is an unofficial side story book the author released for comiket
https://mobile.twitter.com/mnmnoooO/status/1555932765249744896

jesus christ

Oh well that was something.

This manga is very good, in a way that's hard to describe without coming across as pretentious lol. The story, imo, succeeded in making us (or at least this is how I felt while reading) feel towards the story, how the main characters felt for each other.

There was a sense of beauty in the suffering of the main characters, there was a fascination with the one who become obsessed with watching and meddling in the lives of others, and there was a feeling of great distain for the one who hated and cast judgement upon everyone else.

A cute, beautiful, yet disgusting and deeply disturbing story. I can hardly bring myself to go back to look at the last few pages, but a morbid curiosity is almost pulling me to go back. Weirdly similar to how Ai must have felt about Hina.

I hate the ending. I want to see what happens to glasses girl and Yuu

"I Love Your Cruddy" seems to be what the author or editor chose, which can't be meant for any English-speaking audience. The title translates to something like "The Filthy You is the Cutest" or "You're the Cutest When You're Filthy".

That sounds about right

Man I'm sad, been thinking about this all day

if anyone's interested, I decided to start writing a Kitanai Kimi fanfic based on the premise "what if they never ran away from home?"
https://archiveofourown.org/works/43393401/

I know the implication is they both died but damn can you imagine if one of them woke up?

Moreso Hina, since left ro herself Airi would probably either shut herself in or recover instead of going psycho.

"Depressing as fuck" hahahaha

I always had a feeling this wouldn't end well but I didn't expect them to die in one chapter. I thought Hina was gonna stop choking Ai and snap back to her senses and that Ai was alive, just fainted. And then those last two pages came and my heart dropped, I ugly cried and all.

I avoided finishing this because I wasn't brave enough to see it through. I couldn't see any other way of them recovering from that mess after running away, not with only the two of them who were both mentally unstable and needed help. They were gonna end up committing or thinking about suicide sooner or later.

Perhaps if Hina had said or done something else (like convincing Ai to stay alive idk), would the outcome be different?

But poor Hina. She did everything from finding a job, to even killing Ai herself bcs Ai couldn't. She deserves better.

holy shit i cried fr how am i supposed to sleep after reading this im gonna cry again

edit: its been a week i still cant forget this :(

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https://twitter.com/mnmnoooO/status/1606599885104779265
A second unofficial followup doujin manga will be released at comiket.

i'll never be able to forget this ( ༎ຶ⌑༎ຶ ) i literally feel horrible but i can't cry

Airi is such a horrible person. She keeps being a selfish asshole from the beginning to the end. All the events that happened didn't change her in a better direction, only made her become even worse. I must say I really admire the author for making Airi the way she is. It makes perfect sense and I can't ask for more.
Airi is terrible as a human being, but great as a character. I love her so much

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Ok my favorite was Ichika, she may be one of the most far-gone characters there, and that is saying a lot in this title. I don't give a flying fuck about morals or ethics in works of fiction, thus I can enjoy the sour yet sweet taste of this title. I had missed the ending and just casually discovered it had ended indeed! It was...PERFECT, I don't see how it could be any other way. I loved it. It started out really fun with the perversion and fetishes and whatnot and then, well, I get it that Airi wanted to die, that life was pretty meh. I just had to re-read the last few pages..wonderful ending!! I didn't find it sad though,I mean, I highly doubt they could had ever been "well" again so...HOORAY.

oh damn, i started reading this since the release and now that i came back. the ending totally ruined me. however i enjoyed it. thanks for making me feel depressed for almost 2 hours, i wanna cry but i cant ;)

My god, it still hits me hard lol