as someone who rarely dabbles in the "troubled-and-messy-queers-with-past-relationship-trauma" types of stories, this is insane and so sick and twisted. i sat in the same position for at least 2 hours to read through all 11 chapters screaming, crying, pissing, shitting, throwing up, flipping tables, unflipping said tables, then apologizing for flipping the tables. "is this the toxic yuri everyone is talking about?" i begin to question all my life choices up until now, slowly analyzing every page. there's spit coming off of my lips from my incoherent shouting because everything is going wrong, then everything seems to get right and suddenly all wrong again in one scene.
now, i am patiently waiting for the next chapter.