*well actually I've read the first few chapters as they were coming out, but it made me too uncomfortable so I haven't touched it since.
What made you change your mind about reading it again? I'm genuinely curious.
I also got uncomfortable few chapters in, but peeked back in when I saw the tag masturbation. Then that woman that wanted to mess with the mom by kissing her daughter in front of her was super interesting, cool philosophical discussions about life. I'm confused on some details though, so I probably should read the beginning at some point.
Ah yes the self-loathing and emptiness of unrequited love. I know it well... It can be torturous, though doesn't have to be.