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HonestYuriHawk
joined Apr 5, 2018

Also Kotori getting a gf. Stares at Mei

That would be the absolut best.

Can't agree more

HonestYuriHawk
joined Apr 5, 2018

i'm sensing an ending coming up...

I hope not. This is one of my favorite series. However it does seem like almost all the lose ends have been dealt with but Mogumo's.

HonestYuriHawk
joined Apr 5, 2018

Airi needs to grow some lady balls and just admit shes into some fucked up kinky sadist shit. Her reputation is already ruined and nobody is falling for her lies anymore. Ohhh but i do love the drama.

Oh yeah. I love me some drama and this series is just the right kind. Can't wait for next chapter. I'm really interested to see how things go between Ichika and Ai in the future. Somehow I get the feeling that even if she knew the truth, she'd be okay with it.

HonestYuriHawk
joined Apr 5, 2018

I seriously don't understand those people, who likes Risako. Like, why? It makes me sick in a stomach when I see people writing about her in so many superlatives, when she doesn't deserve to be liked. Manipulative, unhonest jerk. When I see characters in other series, that look like her, I immediately can't read / watch it because it reminds me of that one character, that I hate : P Sorry for bad Eng.

I won't blame you for hating her. She certainly has her own problems, but that is what makes her an interesting character to me. Although I think she should have handled things differently, I find her way of thinking understandable. Some people push others away before they have the chance to get rejected romantically or otherwise because they don't want to experience such unpleasant emotions. I also find her understandable regarding her desires to not feel things towards others and distancing herself. She appears out of touch with her emotions and unable to understand others emotions. This might be why she is so interested in Kaoru, because of how expressive she is. She even says herself she wonders how fun life would be if she could life like her. She seems very complex and her mindset and motivations intrigue me so I want to know more. For this reason she is one of my favorite characters in the series.

HonestYuriHawk
joined Apr 5, 2018

I really like Risako and at this point, I would rather see the story take a turn and focus on her and/or her relationship with Kaoru, or just her relationships in general really. I'm aware it's more than unlikely, but still, 35 chapters in and I still find her much more interesting (and complex!) than the main characters.

I agree. I do love watching the situation develop between Kaoru and Uta but Risako really has my interest atm. She is a really interesting character and I'm curious as to why she is trying to cut off all of her feelings. But since she expressed her hope in making Kaoru want to cut ties with her so she wouldn't feel anything, it gives the impression that she seems to have feelings towards Kaoru more than anyone else. Tbh I wouldn't mind seeing a relationship between Kaoru and Risako.

joined Apr 5, 2018

we're eternally grateful for the host

Extremely grateful to the host. I didn't know it was being done for free. I was always wondering if I should find a way to contribute to the site since I'm a regular visitor. So big thanks to everyone who helps keep this site running.

HonestYuriHawk
joined Apr 5, 2018

Why do I feel normal after reading this, I wasn't thinking about things like tf am I reading....
I'm a weirdo?? Someone cure me!!!! ˚‧º·(˚ ˃̣̣̥⌓˂̣̣̥ )‧º·˚

You're okay, its not that weird. Some people react to these things differently than others. Just know the difference between fantasy and reality. And if you do happen to have desires to practice such things, only do them with consenting adults, and people you have built trust with. Also do your research first and be sure to know any risks or possible negative health effects involved with such activities, among other things.

HonestYuriHawk
joined Apr 5, 2018

I finally got around to reading this and wasn't left disappointed. I definitely interested in seeing more and where things go. That part in chapter 5 where Ai loosens her grip on her as she is about to fall, and she begs for her to not let go was probably my favorite so far. It was beautiful, in a messed up way.

Healthy loving relationship, just like them sleety girls JC and JK.

Lol. Didn't expect to see this here. I have to say though, on some level, I feel JC and JK have a healthier* relationship than these two. In that their relationship seems closer. Even though they are pretty extreme and their actions aren't healthy, they seem to at least have a mutual romantic interest in each other, and both enjoy it at times. However so far in this series, Hina doesn't really seem enjoy what Ai does to her and only does it to stay with her. While Ai seems to just be using her and making her suffer for her own enjoyment.

HonestYuriHawk
joined Apr 5, 2018

Aaah the yandere is strong within her... I would have like to see a full series of this with her hiding her sister and the sister slowly recovering and reacting to what happened and this relationship. There's a good potential!

Agreed. It'd be messed up. But it would certainly be an interesting ride.

joined Apr 5, 2018

For how simple it is, this is easily one of my favorite reads on the site. I just love the concept.

HonestYuriHawk
joined Apr 5, 2018

I actually prefer the Editor/Author pair to the original one

Same. I definitely get more excited when I see the chapter is about them. I'm really looking forward to where it goes.

joined Apr 5, 2018

I'm going to get a cavity from all the sugar this manga just fed me~

Same. That was just completely heartwarming.

HonestYuriHawk
Yuru Oyako discussion 06 May 21:08
joined Apr 5, 2018

taiyaki is the champion of mother daughter incest. she is carrying this entire sub genre on her back and we should be grateful. every morning i wake up and think to myself, "thank you, taiyaki"

Yes. I'm incredibly grateful. Taiyaki is the best. There isn't really anyone else who is filling this void and at the same time doing it so well.

Taiyaki never fails, praise our leader Taiyaki, our lord and savior

Basically my thoughts exactly.

HonestYuriHawk
joined Apr 5, 2018

In for harem ending, but shipping hard on Utena x Azul now.

A bit late to the series, but from a sadist POV, i understand Utena reaction regarding Azul entirely. She is considering the magical girls (those 3, so quite Azul specific) so highly. But Azul broke too easily disappointed her. She want Azul to fight off more fiercely, resist with all her mind, but still got crushed, succumb and only then finally submit.

She want Azul to submit as a magical girl. Not as an evil underling.

Not to mention, if someone is broken so easily just by a couple of lewd act, where is the loyalty in it? Wouldn't that means Azul will just lick boot of the next sadist queen who gives her a bit of pleasure? That's the reason why Utena looked at her like trash.

So go go Azul, train hard. Prove your strength. So you can splendidly being broken down bit by bit by Utena

Exactly. Its no fun if you don't have to work for it or they just give in. Crushing that resistance is where a lot of enjoyment can be found. Not a fan of harem endings but I'm definitely shipping Utena x Azul.

HonestYuriHawk
joined Apr 5, 2018

These new characters should be fun

HonestYuriHawk
joined Apr 5, 2018

I've been following the last five or so chapters with greater interest than before, so not that I have no respect for the story, but still. Am I the only one who, deep down, just wants to see Risako and Kaoru having some very intense and angry sex.

I certainly wouldn't complain. I love her character design and as much of a villain the story seems to make Risako out to be, she is an interesting character. Honestly I don't even think she is that bad. It was logical to assume that Reiichi wasn't interested in Kaoru and was trying to let her off easy, given the amount of times she confessed and failed. On top of that she even checked on Reiich's feelings towards Kaoru before accepting the confession. Given the fact we know she seems to only show or have attachments towards Kaoru, I think its possible that Kaoru is the one she is most interested, even if not as a romantic interest. She's clearly struggling with her lack of feelings and how she has recognized that she is different so I think given the circumstances she hasn't done anything wrong given what we currently know.

HonestYuriHawk
joined Apr 5, 2018

Other translating groups should feel free to translate this project without feeling guilty. Especially if they feel passionate of the story. There is no reason why Chaosteam should feel entitled in keeping this series to themselves and other groups shouldn't feel intimidated.

I never really understood that kind of mindset either. Why should a fan translation group feel it has a claim of ownership over a title. Certainly I understand that it would be frustrating to put time and effort into something only to have someone else release it before you. However if a group can't keep up with regular updates then I see no reason why other groups shouldn't be allowed to step in and get it done.

HonestYuriHawk
1 x ½ discussion 06 Apr 06:03
joined Apr 5, 2018

One thing I really like is how naturally dominant Ayako is when she's in the right kind of mood. and how she doesn't even realize it. Her instincts kick in and she is total aggressor on Asuka. It's extremely sexy.

Especially considering how insistent Asuka gets about doing things with Ayako, for Ayako to flip the tables on her is just... very nice.

Completely agree. As aggressive as Asuka can be, when Ayako gets going I definitely see her being the more dominate of the two. For example in chapter 13.1a. I think this gives us a pretty good idea of what is to come.

Asuka has her moments too .... suspect the long term pattern will be switching, they are very much alike ;)

I'm hoping there is a scene where Asuka talks about some past stuff with her mom, and her perspective on certain events. I can see Ayako dying of embarrassment with the realisation of what her playful motherly scolding looked like for Asuka, and how close she came to accidentally making her innocent 14yo daughter come.

Good point. Hopefully we get to see both of them being dominate. Also yes, I would love a scene where they talk about past feelings. It would be amazing to see their reactions.

HonestYuriHawk
1 x ½ discussion 05 Apr 16:27
joined Apr 5, 2018

One thing I really like is how naturally dominant Ayako is when she's in the right kind of mood. and how she doesn't even realize it. Her instincts kick in and she is total aggressor on Asuka. It's extremely sexy.

Especially considering how insistent Asuka gets about doing things with Ayako, for Ayako to flip the tables on her is just... very nice.

Completely agree. As aggressive as Asuka can be, when Ayako gets going I definitely see her being the more dominate of the two. For example in chapter 13.1a. I think this gives us a pretty good idea of what is to come.

HonestYuriHawk
joined Apr 5, 2018

I have flash backs of devastation from the days I heard it wasn't continuing.....

Same

HonestYuriHawk
1 x ½ discussion 05 Apr 05:26
joined Apr 5, 2018

I hope this relationship won’t turn out like Dear My Teacher, where they both are waiting for Asuka to turn of age and time is lagging in the story and jumps to the end where they get together officially

If they do go this route I really hope that they at least have a decent amount of story after they become official. It would crush me if there was only one or two chapters where we get to see them in a official relationship.

I think we're probably pretty close to the end. Google Translate is terrible with Japanese, of course, but if I interpreted a couple of Taiyaki's tweets from a while back correctly, she's said that this volume will be the last one.

It would be unfortunate if we were this close to the end. Does anyone else know anything about this? I'm personally hoping the we get to see at least 2 volumes worth from this point. 1 volume for them to deal with the implications of their feelings, and another to act on their feelings and act like a couple.

If I'm right that we're close to the end, there are a few things I wish had been explored a bit more before this point, but overall that would be a very satisfactory ending, IMO.

Yes there are still quite a few points that can still be explored like Akira's guilt and Ayako's past. Perhaps if there is a Miyuki spinoff, we will be lucky enough to see more of Ayako and Asuka's relationship there.

HonestYuriHawk
1 x ½ discussion 05 Apr 04:38
joined Apr 5, 2018

We haven't had another reference to it, and it is a bit late for it to be pre-realisation, so maybe it will turn out to have just been for that scene... although I suppose they could have done the shopping/ordering off-screen.

Well in terms of time passing within the story, the bed conversation likely didn't happen that long ago. It happens at the end of chapter 10 and then chapter 11 is the wedding. Its true that a lot of chapters of flashback (the dark days) happened in between putting physical page distance between it and the current point, however I don't think it would be odd to see this plot point again since its possible it might have happened just days ago.

It could be pretty fun... Ayako gets home from work to find Asuka unusually exuberant... "Hey mom, guess what happened today"... throws open her bedroom door, throws herself on the bed and poses "***our*** bed arrived!" (big grin).

I suppose there could also be a call back much later, going bed shopping as a sign Ayako has completely accepted their relationship (along with some "I can't believe I was that oblivious" reminiscing).

I hope we see it again since you're right. It could be pretty fun to watch the possible scenarios play out. Also if it gets brought up again it puts pressure on the two of them to share a bed together again. I also don't see Asuka just forgetting the fact that she used to be able to sleep next to Ayako every night and then was told she couldn't until they get a new bed. Shes definitely going to want that bed if she can get it!

(mood reasoning: With confirmation Ayako feels the same way as she does (even if they aren't supposed to be acting on it), Asuka is going to be on cloud nine for a while... I wonder what Rui will make of it)

I think Jun at least is certainly going to be suspicious since he knows Asuka is in love with Ayako and knows there are probably only a few things that would make her this happy. I wonder if Asuka will tell him herself since he seems to be more or less accepting of her situation even if he doesn't think its normal and I imagine Asuka might want to have someone to talk with someone about it depending on how things develop. Although I suppose Akira could also work, but I can see Asuka being a bit hesitant to go to her.

As for Rui, I can see her making a playful guess that it has to do with her mother, and Asuka being unable to hide her emotions could lead to Rui asking more questions about what could possibly have happened with her mother to make her so happy.

HonestYuriHawk
1 x ½ discussion 04 Apr 21:36
joined Apr 5, 2018

More like Ayako has come home to "face the music". She is steeling herself to admit to her daughter that she has sexual feelings towards her, that they have to stop, that, as she sees it, she has failed as mother..

As much as I want to see them together asap, I think I would be okay with this scenario. It would be fun to watch Ayako try to set boundaries between the two of them only to have her defenses slowly fall over time because of her love for Asuka and seeing her give into her true desires.

but it seems likely Asuka is going to argue pretty strongly against the last part, and as for the middle one, Ayako never has been good at saying no to her daughter...

Thats what I'm counting on and I love it. I'm all for watching Asuka slowly try to nudge her overtime to give in and her only putting up token resistance because her true feelings betray her. I wonder if they will remember their agreement to buy a new bed to share. Given these new developments this would certainly be a big trial for them to overcome if they intend to try and suppress their desires.

HonestYuriHawk
1 x ½ discussion 04 Apr 13:04
joined Apr 5, 2018

I think it's clear Asuka wants to be both Ayako's daughter and lover, so calling her mom would be the natural thing to do.

Exactly. It just seems right.

HonestYuriHawk
1 x ½ discussion 03 Apr 18:53
joined Apr 5, 2018

Am I the only one that likes Asuka calling Ayako “Mom” or is it just me..

Well I'm not into it in and of itself, but I think that is the way it works in the story, and I like the unconventional angle in that. It is a really interesting place to be. Ayako loves being Asuka's mom, and Asuka loves Ayako being her mom; it isn't separate from their romantic feelings, it's woven together into a single thing. Asuka is the only person in the world for whom Ayako is "Mom" so for both of them the word is symbolic of their specialness to each other... I really don't think either of them will be pushing for Ayako's first name to replace it, especially not in the bedroom.

I'm hoping it goes a lot further than a word, and Taiyaki is going to dig deep on the layered emotional significance as their relationship evolves. Familiar/unfamiliar, maternal/erotic; a duality in everything they do together.

The only scenario I can see for using Ayako's name is if at some point in the future they are trying to "pass" as a normal couple... even then I think Asuka would probably just call her mom and pass it off as a joke about the age difference.

What a beautifully worded assessment. I agree, though I'm also biased as I would also prefer if she continued to call her Mom.

I still think that Ayako will ask, at some point to Asuka to adress Her by name, but damn ... I know full well how deep in the dark side I am, but I like the fact She still calls Her Mom.

To add support for circamoore's argument, given how we have already seen Ayako's strong desire to want to have a family, for example when she is leaving to visit Akira and how we can she has long desired and dreamed of being part of a family, I don't think that she would want to put that kind of distance between them from a family perspective and would want to continue to be called Mom to maintain that closeness and have a reminder of their family bond.