I would find Saeko san the worst person to date.
Yes, she cheats but surprisingly, I'm not that angry, just like Miwa san?
Maybe I'm the type that isn't emotionally invested to someone like Saeko san.
I would pretty much be "go ahead and like all the girls you like, I'm not interested. "
And.. unlike Miwa san, I'll probably don't even cater to Saeko san 's need (probably because I've low drive in the first place. And even if I have a high drive, I will surpress it until it's gone, or just DIY I suppose?).
But it will be totally different if I'm very emotionally invested to Saeko san.
But knowing Saeko san 's personality, like she likes fooling around, I'll keep my distance with her, probably just love her at a distance and hopefully see her happily together with any girls she wanted to be.
Not that I love torturing myself to see someone I love to love someone else and not reciprocated, simply because I guess I love the feeling of loving someone.
After all,what is love?
It's still a lesson I keep learning and finding answers.
And I kind of hate it when I'm been taken away the privilege to love someone I love, and had something or someone controlling instead.
It's the worst feeling out of all.
last edited at Oct 18, 2024 5:25AM