I am Mii. I am so conscious of being touchy to others, especially women I like and simply those I wanna be friends with. In return, I have a weakness for affectionate women. And surprise, I beat up myself in the process of does-she or doesn't-she, afraid to be considered "weird" for my actions. In the end, I become closed-off. It's a tiring battle with myself, really.
This.
I'm usually the type that doesn't like having physical contact with people. It's to the point that my friends tell me that I give off a "don't talk to me/don't get (physically) close to me" vibe.
Really though, I'm just weak to women who get touchy-feely (that and I'm not used to skinship). The does-she/doesn't-she questions just makes things even more awkward.
Oh my god I am so happy to read about other people who struggle with this. It has taken me a looong time to become more okay with physical contact with friends, but it's still awkward and when it's someone I like? God save me. With dudes I can be comfortable and touchy feely etc. no problem cause it's for shit and giggles anyway, but physical contact with girls? Especially a girl I like? Fml I'm so awkward and hypersensitive and -aware about the slightest touch
On another note, my god I am absolutely elated that this got an epilogue, and it got my heart thumping once again. I just love these two, even if there's only 4 chapters on them this might be my favorite couple ever.
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