I just need a happy ending, for all of them, please.

Im crying

Me too :'(((

Still to this day the chapter where she died took such an emotional toll on me like damn I feel it even NOW. I truly do wish some sort of happiness for these characters.

This chapter did both hurt me and made me smile a little. Hurt me in a way it reminded me that both their lovers are gone and they don't even share the knowledge until now. It made me smile because they both leaned on each other to mourn and cope about it...

The characters in this story are so well written, this series is really on another level when it comes to quality

The nurse/doctor looks too much like a dyke that I quite dislike. dropped???

The nurse/doctor looks too much like a dyke that I quite dislike. dropped???

lol no one cares bitch. anyways, i am down BAD for that nurse

ilove this manga so much

This series is great but I keep thinking, what was the chance for Seiran to survive if she just told Mimi to heal her with magic when she arrived back, instead of keeping all to herself and ended up dying.

Like I know her death left a big impact to the story, but I can't help but think things could just go other way. Like the author chose this way to process her ideas.

Gahhhhhhh, this series is gonna kill me someday.

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I don't recall Mimi having healing magic? She can heal herself because she was put under an immortality spell, she doesn't even cast magic to do it. I don't remember her being well-versed in healing magic to use on others, certainly not to the extent of fixing Seiran's mortal wounds.

This series is great but I keep thinking, what was the chance for Seiran to survive if she just told Mimi to heal her...

Yes, probably. At the same time, I feel it's perfectly in character and makes sense that she wouldn't. It feels, for lack of a better term, perfectly appropriate, that it was exactly like her to act as she did. The whole way in which the story unfolded feels very fitting and right, for lack of better terms. Besides, I feel that nothing else would've had the same impact.

In any case, this series hits in a manner very few, if any, ever have. It's so hard to read at times, but I can never resist reading it, I constantly find myself drawn to it, it's just so good. I agree with the fellow above, this is going to kill me at some point.

Ugh my heart. I'm still in shock about her death

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I don't recall Mimi having healing magic? She can heal herself because she was put under an immortality spell, she doesn't even cast magic to do it. I don't remember her being well-versed in healing magic to use on others, certainly not to the extent of fixing Seiran's mortal wounds.

You can read chapter 4 again. And since an upperclassman said she could survive if she still had healing water, I feel it was more because of blood loss than it was a mortal wound.

Well, things already happened. Hope there won't be anymore loss, though I still have uneasy feeling, when the story keeps reminding about the forbidden spell, and Shiina has the same magic as Mimi's mother.

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Thanks, I had forgotten about that instance since it's been a while.

This series, in addition to being wonderfully moving in general, is also one of the most efficient tragedies I've read? Like, it's made me so fundamentally emotional about the story that I don't even need to read the story to be reduced to a wreck at this point. I will simply see the words Ari or Seiran in isolation and need to lie down. By now, my tear glands have developed such a Pavlovian response to this series that they're going to wring themselves dry in the brief time window between my seeing a chapter title and the first page actually loading (although that amount of time can be anywhere between ten seconds to a century, given this site's reader). Looking forward to all the irreparable damage this series is going to hit my nervous system with in the chapters to come.

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Oof, getting to read the letter Ari wrote for Seiran, after everything that has happened... hits you right in the kokoro T.T

My Wish is to Keep Reading This Until I Die of Sadness

that letter is just rubbing salt in the wound T_T

Thanks. I had just about forgotten the pain. Yay suffering

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I just discovered this ....

I've read through it ....

It's like ......my god , I don't have words to express the feelings.

Cries and subscribes

Thanks for translating it, also we could use a better tag : "heavy drama" or something similar.

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I still have my hope that Seiran will comeback… somehow

Was that... jealousy? Intriguing... Other than some good fluff, I love how this series does fluff, and how well it's balanced with the pain. Not too sure how to feel about the whole "grimoire" thing, but I feel that there's a lot of room to play with that, and the writing so far has been phenomenal, so I'm looking forward to seeing how it goes. Personally, I hope it somehow and for some reason makes Shiina absurdly OP.

Don't be jealous, you are so precious together.

welp yup gurl let me finish the sentence for you, you're getting.......jelly.