Sigh.
But I do think as the readers, we need to wait until we get all the info. Like why Ayako feels so guilty (other then the obvious reason) I hope she reveals what went down to akira in next chapter and we get to see Ayako resolve any doubts.
And obviously explaining to Asuka what she always thought was impossible. (That Ayako loves her back, and that Asuka is the only one she smiles like that for)
I just don't want to wait!