Mom's past seems really dark... Damn. Does she think her daughter got abused too?

Also Asuka why the hell do you stop her!?!? Lmao.

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I've had this theory since chapter 5-ish, but I think there's finally enough evidence to put it out there. I think Ayako has special pheromones [...]

This isn't tagged supernatural nor fantasy so I don't think magic stuff would happen.

This isn't tagged supernatural nor fantasy so I don't think magic stuff would happen.

We're talking about chemicals here, nothing supernatural or fantastical about them.

Thank you so much to English translaters.

hmmmmm

I've had this theory since chapter 5-ish, but I think there's finally enough evidence to put it out there. I think Ayako has special pheromones (kind of like that one yuri assassin manga that the name of slips my mind at the moment) that causes others to be attracted to her. I think her and the aunt were researching them in college to try to find a way to cure her, and somehow it ended with the brother dying. I think Ayako is humoring Asuka because she thinks that it's her fault and that she can't control her feelings for her because she's under the pheromones' influence. It's possible she's right (but I doubt it), and that Asuka has the same pheromones albeit in a smaller amount, for which Ayako is probably going to blame her attraction to her on. I figure end game is that they both get cured and find out that they do actually love each other after all; maybe the incestuous siblings will be the ones to point out that it's possible to just accidentally love each other?

What the??? Am I missing something???? This is a trip of a theory but still... If 1x1/2 becomes a Yuri science fiction, I'll take it. As long as Asuka/Ayako end up together.

And also, WE GOT AYAKO'S POV!!! :,) Even though I wasn't ready for the darkness at the beginning, I'm so excited that Taiyaki finally went there. We are finally getting to know Ayako's thoughts and feelings. So, does this mean she's numbed herself of emotions because of trauma??? And she is finally feeling something with Asuka?

Bruh... this felt really short.. and she sounds like she’s getting very jealous/possessive... but now i’m really curious about the next chapter oof

jealous Ayako is actually feeling emotions! I need to wait for next chapter before I come to the conclusion that Ayako is possessive. Because we all know Asuka is. Hmmm. This just got so much better. But I also got more impatient.

Does anyone know what that object in the first page of chapter 15 is??? Is it a globe???

Did.... did they just imply that happened to Ayako

Hmm... We just got a bit of Ayako's past...
Seems like a good time to have 3 or so flashback chapters. Each with at least two subchapters. Each with an alpha and beta part.

Did.... did they just imply that happened to Ayako

That's my impression too :(

Ladies and gentlemen, fasten your seatbelts

Like I said before, doesn't seem to be an implication. Seems to be an outright declaration of "Ayako got the Bad Touch as a child". :(

:(((((((((((((

Does anyone know what that object in the first page of chapter 15 is??? Is it a globe???

I think its a “cage” that she felt alienated from “feelings” that she spoke about, something doesn’t add up here…or she drank something made her that way (‘^0^)

Ohh ok, wasn't expecting this. I don't know I'm kind of scared, was it a good idea to introduce this kind of trope ? Because it truly feels like it's coming from nowhere. I mean until now, nothing made it seem like Ayako has this kind of childhood or was mentally affected through her life (maybe that's how she dealt with the trauma, like nothing happened or maybe she got some help). Well, I'll trust Taiyaki and see how the story's going to evolve.

I don't understand why Asuka pulled off when Ayako deepened the kiss, I didn't expect her to react like this.

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You know, I was kind of thinking that maybe Ayako was somewhere on the spectrum and that explained her having a hard time figuring out her emotional state, but looks like it's WAY more baggage to unpack... :(

Hah... They're back...
It's really difficult for me to read this one.

You know, I was kind of thinking that maybe Ayako was somewhere on the spectrum and that explained her having a hard time figuring out her emotional state, but looks like it's WAY more baggage to unpack... :(

I don't know what to feel.
I'm just worried in general.

Hmm... We just got a bit of Ayako's past...
Seems like a good time to have 3 or so flashback chapters. Each with at least two subchapters. Each with an alpha and beta part.

Mhm. Don't forget a few holiday one shots/specials sprinkled in!

Boy I can't wait till June 2021 to get back to the main story.

Hmm... We just got a bit of Ayako's past...
Seems like a good time to have 3 or so flashback chapters. Each with at least two subchapters. Each with an alpha and beta part.

Mhm. Don't forget a few holiday one shots/specials sprinkled in!

Boy I can't wait till June 2021 to get back to the main story.

Honestly, i'm thankful. Taiyaki is updating as much as they can. And it is worth the wait! This storyline is everything. What I am a little impatient about is, hopefully getting an English physical copy of this manga!

Ohh ok, wasn't expecting this. I don't know I'm kind of scared, was it a good idea to introduce this kind of trope ? Because it truly feels like it's coming from nowhere. I mean until now, nothing made it seem like Ayako has this kind of childhood or was mentally affected through her life (maybe that's how she dealt with the trauma, like nothing happened or maybe she got some help). Well, I'll trust Taiyaki and see how the story's going to evolve.

I don't understand why Asuka pulled off when Ayako deepened the kiss, I didn't expect her to react like this.

I feel like it finally answers a lot of questions actually. Like her expression less face, and her confusion with actually feeling something with Asuka, and just feeling something in general.

Oh these two women are so messed up psychologically. They are perfect for each other.

Fuck...someone eventually did get the 'BAD TOUCH'.. I just always thought it was gonna be Asuka not Ayako.

Jesus Christ & Kami-sama... all my fucking tears.

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Even though this was only few pages, it took me good half hour to read because my heart couldn't take the stress. I had to take breaks in between pages to calm my heart.
I'm sadden Ayako had such traumatic childhood. It would explain why she acts in a cool state.
However, this makes me think she never loved her husband. She might've been with him because he was convenient since he was pushy but she never felt the way like she does for Asuka, hence her confusion but also the fact that she said she doesn't really understand her own feelings. Yes, she is jealous and possessive but who doesn't when they're in love? She doesn't know how to control it because it is new feelings. If you look back on every time she talks or think back about her husband, she doesn't seem heartbroken of a loved one gone. More like loneliness since she found someone of comfort? Just my assumptions..

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Moms sometimes in heat...