"Suki" wa mada watashi no mono ni wa naranai keredo
"Love" is still something myself can't fall in, but
kono hito no chikaku ni iyou to kimeta
I decided to stay by this person side.
Sono tame ni watashi ga akiramenakereba ikenai mono ni
In order to do that I'd have to give up on things,
kono toki wa mada kidzukanakatta
which I still didn't realize at that time.
I always thought this line seemed dark, but didn't and couldn't think more deeply into it (from lack of details), but wow, the foreshadowing from Chapter 5.
She'd have to... give up on love to stay by her side?
I'm surprised Yuu realised that Nanami meant "don't fall in love with me", and now that Yuu knows, and still wants to be able to stay by her side (rather than Nanami wanting Yuu to stay by her side, although it is true, it's Yuu wanting to remain with her, that has to be taken in consideration I suppose), she can't let Nanami know, no matter how she ends up feeling for her. This is sorta akin to a one sided love isn't it? Although it's more like a love she is asked not to reciprocate, but in a way, it kinda reminds me of that, because if she did start to love her, Yuu can't let her know.
Edit: I uncensored, chapter's out
last edited at Jul 1, 2016 9:55PM