I love this manga so much:')

Is this what broke?

Oh shit I get it now the breaking rock is a callback to all the Sisyphus references. Reading the whole series back I feel kinda dumb for not getting it at first lol. Just further points to how good the writing is though that a second full read through can show so much. I'm curious if Sisyphus rock (boulder?) breaking signifies Hime giving up and considering leaving the complicated relationship? The way she reaches for Ruri's hand though seems to signify something different. Maybe that she wants to break the cycle of constantly pushing that boulder up that mountain and fully commit to getting Ruri or something. It's open ended in a good way imo

I didn't understand anything :D

I loved that Rilke quote and the authors' reading list at the end lol. (edit: it's merely a reading list, like "list of things I was reading for school probably that may or may not have influenced me during the making of this" and people are claiming it's a REFERENCE list... um)

I don't even know who these characters are but it was interesting, I liked the ending. It all made sense when I read in one of these comments that one of them is supposed to be a fan of the original couple so this was a nice story.

Super unpopular opinion probably but the sex scenes, graphic and all, were too focused on penetration. A little boring and not what I personally look for in yuri (I read some het when the fancy strikes and these honestly registered more like sex scenes in het. There are ways to write/draw sex w trans women that don't fall into this btw.) Still, it'd be great to get more NSFW yuri of this quality, w more Rilke quotes please.

*I think I'll pick up Bataille's and Shibusawa's essays (if the latter is translated) to try and see if I can understand why the sex was written and drawn Like That. There's something to be said abt ppl going well the Aggressiveness was intentional and functional in the wider narrative to convey xyz, but like, the idea of woman w penis = aggressive sex is clearly there and it deserves questioning. Why do lesbian narratives have to borrow imagery from heterosexuality, and why do trans women have to be cast in the roles of men? That's what bothered me.

Also the sex scenes were so explicit and detailed and long, they're obviously designed to titillate, and people dismissing a work for having a bunch of lingering piv shots aren't wrong either.

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Super unpopular opinion probably but the sex scenes, graphic and all, were too focused on penetration. A little boring and not what I personally look for in yuri (I read some het when the fancy strikes and these honestly registered more like sex scenes in het. There are ways to write/draw sex w trans women that don't fall into this btw.) Still, it'd be great to get more NSFW yuri of this quality, w more Rilke quotes please.

yeah agreed. this was something i noticed too. it's hard to explain but the whole thing felt like it was framing ruri as Male(tm) instead of just girl-who-has-a-penis. i don't read this artist for the sex so much as the art and story, so i just kinda overlooked it but... the sex dynamic felt bizarrely het for being ostensibly a yuri love triangle, which is a shame.

albert camus jumpscare

Super unpopular opinion probably but the sex scenes, graphic and all, were too focused on penetration. A little boring and not what I personally look for in yuri (I read some het when the fancy strikes and these honestly registered more like sex scenes in het. There are ways to write/draw sex w trans women that don't fall into this btw.)

i dont think it's unpopular tbh, its quite a common trope for artists who draw in this genre. i see it a lot on twitter too. orihi's works only stand out so much because it usually bothers to have a story and you can tell they care about the characterisation beyond using them as vessels for fap material. but anyway its an extremely fair criticism.

Having a hard time putting this all together at the end. So is the implication supposed to be that Megumi conceived of this whole arrangement knowing Hime's feelings to both flex on her and give Ruri someone who would be really motivated to satisfy her in her absence? Knowing that Hime will go for it even knowing that Ruri won't fall for her, bc she just loves her that much? And the whole time, she's super confident that Ruri will never return those feelings. But then it turns out Ruri actually did catch feelings, Megumi didn't have control the whole time, and Hime decides to go for it?

I'm not confident in that reading. I'll probably have to take another couple passes through.

Having a hard time putting this all together at the end. So is the implication supposed to be that Megumi conceived of this whole arrangement knowing Hime's feelings to both flex on her and give Ruri someone who would be really motivated to satisfy her in her absence? Knowing that Hime will go for it even knowing that Ruri won't fall for her, bc she just loves her that much? And the whole time, she's super confident that Ruri will never return those feelings. But then it turns out Ruri actually did catch feelings, Megumi didn't have control the whole time, and Hime decides to go for it?

I'm not confident in that reading. I'll probably have to take another couple passes through.

I think we will never know or fully understand what is the meaning of the ending, and I'm fairly sure that even the author doesn't know. Considering the author's other works, I think Ruri will still be together with Megumi while keeping a FWB relationship with Hime. This author has a thing for complicated/fucked-up relationship like this.

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Having a hard time putting this all together at the end. So is the implication supposed to be that Megumi conceived of this whole arrangement knowing Hime's feelings to both flex on her and give Ruri someone who would be really motivated to satisfy her in her absence? Knowing that Hime will go for it even knowing that Ruri won't fall for her, bc she just loves her that much? And the whole time, she's super confident that Ruri will never return those feelings. But then it turns out Ruri actually did catch feelings, Megumi didn't have control the whole time, and Hime decides to go for it?

I'm not confident in that reading. I'll probably have to take another couple passes through.

I think we will never know or fully understand what is the meaning of the ending, and I'm fairly sure that even the author doesn't know. Considering the author's other works, I think Ruri will still be together with Megumi while keeping a FWB relationship with Hime. This author has a thing for complicated/fucked-up relationship like this.

I don't find that to be a satisfying answer, though. Why go through the effort to put together and then dramatically break the sisyphus symbolism if not to signify that something changed? I agree that it being complicated and fucked up and tensely ambiguous is part of the point, but saying the author doesn't know what she meant to depict at the end is doing a pretty serious disservice to a pretty excellent work. It's kind of disrespectful to the mangaka honestly, this is a work obviously created with intention.

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Pretty meh. At the end of the day, it's just porn I guess

I think we will never know or fully understand what is the meaning of the ending, and I'm fairly sure that even the author doesn't know. Considering the author's other works, I think Ruri will still be together with Megumi while keeping a FWB relationship with Hime. This author has a thing for complicated/fucked-up relationship like this.

I don't find that to be a satisfying answer, though. Why go through the effort to put together and then dramatically break the sisyphus symbolism if not to signify that something changed? I agree that it being complicated and fucked up and tensely ambiguous is part of the point, but saying the author doesn't know what she meant to depict at the end is doing a pretty serious disservice to a pretty excellent work. It's kind of disrespectful to the mangaka honestly, this is a work obviously created with intention.

I spent entirely too much time reading this doujin over and over again, and it was singlehandedly the thing that got me to try Hasunosora as a LL property so...let me throw my hat in the ring with my interpretation.

So yes, the thing breaking at the end is the sisyphus boulder. I wish I had a bit more cultured knowledge to explain how this ties into the narrative as a whole. But that's what broke.

A lot of people came into this doujin with little to no knowledge of Hasunosora or what's going on there. Hasunosora is better known as "The V-Tuber Love Live" in the west. This school doesn't do one big idol group, but rather a bunch of smaller subunits as their musicians. In Hasu, Megumi and Rurino formed an idol group called Mira-Cra Park as a duet. They also, canonically, have something yuri going on. They're childhood friends and Megumi in particular has made comments about how she loves Rurino (?) and something about them dressing up as a princess and prince (?) ... Basic context is that they're basically official without being official. Or at the very least extreme yuribait. Hime was a fan of the two before she was introduced into the series properly (you can see her commenting on their livestreams). She's a big Mira-Cra Oshi, and when Megumi graduated, she joined with Rurino.

I think this is pretty important context, specifically for the Sisyphus boulder metaphor. It's my belief that the boulder isn't about Hime trying to keep her feelings for Rurino hidden, but about maintaining the status quo.

So this mess of a chapter.

It starts off with Megumi coming back without warning, which is meant to throw off both Hime and Rurino (but we're only in Hime's POV so we don't understand that entirely yet). Megumi in this chapter, although Hime (and the audience) believes her have "the advantage" in this situation, is quite insecure about this budding relationship between Hime and Rurino. That's why she invites Hime to have a threesome with her and Rurino, as well as why she comments "You must know now that Ruri-chan will only ever look my way" to Hime. Although she dresses it up pretty confidently, she came back to stake her claim to all three of them that Rurino is hers.

However, even though Chapter 3 happened with the phone sex, we still see in Chapter 4 that Rurino can't stop herself (yeah okay...) from having sex with Hime even when Hime says no. We also see in Chapter 5 that Megumi comments that her and Rurino hadn't had sex at all while she was there. Another reason why Megumi invites Hime to have a threesome -- Rurino has practically lost interest in her physically. It's also mentioned somewhere in the beginning that Rurino and Megumi used to be intimate very frequently before the start of the story.

The threesome scene is supposed to be Megumi's way of establishing dominance. That even though Rurino and Hime are fuckbuddies, she's still the one who owns Rurino. That's why you see Rurino pounce on Megumi first, and raw, and she comes inside her. That’s why Megumi starts crying when her and Rurino are in the act. That's also why, if you pay attention, during the RuriHime parts of those scenes, Megumi is distant and removed to the side for the most part. When it's RuriMegu, Hime is usually close by. (I can't believe I analyzed these porn scenes for their narrative purposes but...they're there). I don't know if the whole threesome thing is supposed to be a competition between Megumi and Hime, because I kind of read it like Megumi expected to win before they even began and Hime gave up trying to win early on. something about Hime drawing the heart in the window is sticking out to me too but idk could just be for funs

When we get to the bathroom scene, I feel like it's supposed to call back to the previous bathroom scene in Chapter 3 (?) where Hime says she feels sick looking at herself and what she's done. But this time Hime is used to it because she's already accepted that she's lost but also that she doesn't want to let go of any opportunity to be in any sort of relationship with Rurino. So she goes in pretty relaxed, but when Rurino follows her trying to continue behind Megumi's back, that's supposed to signify that something's off. A reversal of the previous bathroom scene follows: where Hime previously was alone feeling disgusted about herself, here Rurino is calling her "the cutest, sexiest girl in the world" while the girl she is supposed to be in love with is asleep in the other room.

Another poster mentioned Rurino doesn't have a condom on in that scene, and only put a condom on in front of Megumi. So while Megumi thinks she's in control, reality is different. (Boulder goes here, I think) Another thing that proves that is what Rurino says: "sex with you is the best sex I've ever had, just don't tell Megu-chan"

I don't really feel like continuing to analyze the bathroom sex scene too much, but I'm pretty certain that the panels with just Hime's mouth is her saying "Suki" or "I like you" to Rurino — essentially a confession scene. I want to say the following panels imply that they keep going all night (or for a significantly longer time after that). The status quo is broken (in secret, behind Megumi's back, while she's asleep.)

EDIT: Another thing I want to add is that Hime and Rurino’s fuck buddy relationship has already changed behind Megumi’s back. In whatever chapter where Rurino “made love” (I think that’s what she said) to Hime, Rurino told her they didn’t have to tell Megumi about it, and that she didn’t want to just see Hime as a sex doll but as a person too. I’m pretty sure that’s why Megumi makes the comment she does in Chapter 5 when she sees how gentle Rurino is with Hime.

In the last couple of pages, it reads to me like either Rurino and/or Hime are trying to rush Megumi off to the airport. That's why they keep getting thrown off by Megumi talking about that pillow. They're expecting her to just go so they can get on with whatever it is they're going to to (more sex with feelings I guess), but Megumi keeps finding the smallest reasons to prolong her stay. That's why it ends with Hime constantly looking at grabbing Rurino's (ringed? where did that ring come from...) hand, before becoming too impatient and reaching out to grab it behind Megumi's back. And then the boulder breaks, because Hime couldn't hold herself back, and it's likely that Megumi turned around to see them holding hands.

I don't even think Hime grabbing Rurino's hand is meant to establish something like "Rurino's together with me now", like Rurino's leaving Megumi. I think it's more to say "I'm on the same level as you now, Megumi, and there's nothing you can do about it." It's like telling the reigning champion that someone who they didn’t even think could be considered a contender is the finalist they’re up against. Hime was never supposed to be more than the fangirl who joined the group, but now Rurino can’t keep her dick out of her. That Mira-Cra status quo is shattered and will never go back to how it was before. They will never be "Megumi, Rurino, and the fan who joined the group" again. Megumi is going to fly back to LA, probably paranoid about the other's relationship and her place in Rurino's heart, Rurino's going to be between the two of them, and Hime is...probably going to be a bit better being confident of her place in this situation. But Rurino and Hime still have to do lives together, and Megumi still has to go to LA. Such a mess.

anyways, I don't know. something about the emotion in this doujin intrigued me. I could be wrong but this was such a mess I don't want to reread it to figure it out again lol. if you read all of this thanks.

Edit: grammar, additional comments

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^ I think you won the Dynasty Commentary Awards.

That and also in chapter 2 Hime refused to drop the honorifics while referring to Rurino, but in chapter 5 page 39 while they're alone Hime just dropped the honorifics... I guess what's done is done :D

ringed? where did that ring come from...

I think it's from canon which Megumi gave to Rurino, the ring also appeared a few times in former chapters, like chapter 1 page 12.

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gee whiz someone tell these lassies about polyamory

saying the author doesn't know what she meant to depict at the end is doing a pretty serious disservice to a pretty excellent work. It's kind of disrespectful to the mangaka honestly, this is a work obviously created with intention.

It's still porn tho lol

saying the author doesn't know what she meant to depict at the end is doing a pretty serious disservice to a pretty excellent work. It's kind of disrespectful to the mangaka honestly, this is a work obviously created with intention.

It's still porn tho lol

Do you mean "it doesn't count as creation because it has (many, or agressive, or something) sex in it"?
lol, lmao even.

Update:
I disregard any of their opinions if anyone expresses something like "it has (...) sex scene in it so its literature worth is 0".
They'll never be able to write anything as good as Catullus', given their unsensitive nature and rush-to-conclusion habit towards things.
Yes even/especially the infamous Catullus 16 (that is the first to ask this very important question about creators and their creations: Is it really okay to deduce a person's character from what they wrote?).
They'll forever be trapped with their moral orthodoxy, never be able to create anything this good.

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That and also in chapter 2 Hime refused to drop the honorifics while referring to Rurino, but in chapter 5 page 39 while they're alone Hime just dropped the honorifics... I guess what's done is done :D

Yeah I’m not gonna lie I can see why people would dismiss this as “just porn” but this is actually literature when you pick up on the tiny details that build up. That’s why this mess couldn’t get out of my head. This is literally a well thought out, intentionally designed work of art that’s unfortunately gonna be dismissed because it’s complicated and also dick girl Rurino. Author literally cited their sources too and folks are still going “its just porn” lol.

It’s my belief aggressiveness in the sex scenes with Rurino was intentional too. The art is captivating in how it conveys the emotional tension during the sex scenes. That sounds like a gooner comment but I swear it’s just crazy the level of literature this Love Live Hasunosora Futa Threesome Doujin is…

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Interesting analysis, SEABIRDZ. Readable and persuasive! Thanks.

awesome job SEABIRDZ!!!! i feel like i understand it a lot better now. it's a really complex story with a lot left unsaid, and soooo much subtle symbolism. really a masterpiece of a doujinshi (and i say that as someone who dislikes futa and got nothing out of the sex scenes!). glad my observation about the condom use made it in too :D

Thank you all for the positive responses to my analysis! I appreciate it, and I’m open to hearing others’ interpretations of the story. Especially those who have actually read any of the reading list the author included. Writing that analysis took me back to AP English classes lol.

Update:
I disregard any of their opinions if anyone expresses something like "it has (...) sex scene in it so its literature worth is 0".
They'll never be able to write anything as good as Catullus', given their unsensitive nature and rush-to-conclusion habit towards things.
Yes even/especially the infamous Catullus 16 (that is the first to ask this very important question about creators and their creations: Is it really okay to deduce a person's character from what they wrote?).
They'll forever be trapped with their moral orthodoxy, never be able to create anything this good.

I genuinely never would have expected a futa yuri love live doujin would lead to discussions including a link to a published academic essay, but I gotta say I’m here for this. There are many, many works on this site that are “just porn”. This is very clearly using the porn as a vehicle to convey the narrative. You’re right to call out the moral orthodoxy of folks who would claim otherwise.

In fact, I think narratives like this need critical engagement to this extent, as a bare minimum. Again, the author clearly was intentioned with this work, with every classical reference and narrative development they included. They wanted the audience to leave feeling more than just “fap material”. They definitely wanted to change or impact someone’s thinking at least. (And they did with me lol I can never look at MCP the same way again and I don’t know how that makes me feel.)

Probably one of the best Love Live Doujins ever created, if not the best. Now again if only Orihi could work on their actual published yuri that is available in international bookstores that they abandoned to make love live doujins

I genuinely never would have expected a futa yuri love live doujin would lead to discussions including a link to a published academic essay,

It's a futa doujin that cites Richard Wagner drama to reflect plot development and character introspection, though. Not really suprising :)

In fact, I think narratives like this need critical engagement to this extent, as a bare minimum. Again, the author clearly was intentioned with this work, with every classical reference and narrative development they included. They wanted the audience to leave feeling more than just “fap material”. They definitely wanted to change or impact someone’s thinking at least. (And they did with me lol I can never look at MCP the same way again and I don’t know how that makes me feel.)

Absolutely! And even on the climax of sex scene the way the author present it is cinematic, definitely not something any artist would do for some "just porn"/"fap material". Chap 3 page 25's comparison of the raining LA (Megumi mentioned she lives in Pasadena) outside and Rurino cumming inside Hime and 27's Hime covering her face with the phone, with her facial expression not having been drawn left me an especially deep impression when I read chapter 3, and that's just one chapter...

I cannot fathom how someone could even overlook these shots and concludes "this is just porn". >:(

its the all-timer of thought terminating cliches

I know nothing about Love Live, have never watched any of the anime or played the games, but this is by far one of the most interesting doujin's I've ever read. I am now fascinated by how much poetry the author was able to convey, especially in the sex scenes (and this is me saying as a demisexual person lmao)

Having an academic background, I can positively say this doujin is like academia porn, both figurativately and literally. And thanks for the extra context + analysis, SEABIRDZ! Your comments were a whole other joy to read after finishing the manga. Cheers, mate!

revisiting this comment section was great, genuinely good analysis that put to words what i like about this doujin so much and what i meant by saying earlier that the author clearly cares about the characters. its what makes orihi's works enjoyable even if the sex scenes are basically all the same lol.

honestly if you're the type of person to skip past dialogue and just go straight to the sex scenes, that's fine, but why even bother opening the comment section at that point, no less posting something.

I think we will never know or fully understand what is the meaning of the ending, and I'm fairly sure that even the author doesn't know. Considering the author's other works, I think Ruri will still be together with Megumi while keeping a FWB relationship with Hime. This author has a thing for complicated/fucked-up relationship like this.

I don't find that to be a satisfying answer, though. Why go through the effort to put together and then dramatically break the sisyphus symbolism if not to signify that something changed? I agree that it being complicated and fucked up and tensely ambiguous is part of the point, but saying the author doesn't know what she meant to depict at the end is doing a pretty serious disservice to a pretty excellent work. It's kind of disrespectful to the mangaka honestly, this is a work obviously created with intention.

I spent entirely too much time reading this doujin over and over again, and it was singlehandedly the thing that got me to try Hasunosora as a LL property so...let me throw my hat in the ring with my interpretation.

So yes, the thing breaking at the end is the sisyphus boulder. I wish I had a bit more cultured knowledge to explain how this ties into the narrative as a whole. But that's what broke.

A lot of people came into this doujin with little to no knowledge of Hasunosora or what's going on there. Hasunosora is better known as "The V-Tuber Love Live" in the west. This school doesn't do one big idol group, but rather a bunch of smaller subunits as their musicians. In Hasu, Megumi and Rurino formed an idol group called Mira-Cra Park as a duet. They also, canonically, have something yuri going on. They're childhood friends and Megumi in particular has made comments about how she loves Rurino (?) and something about them dressing up as a princess and prince (?) ... Basic context is that they're basically official without being official. Or at the very least extreme yuribait. Hime was a fan of the two before she was introduced into the series properly (you can see her commenting on their livestreams). She's a big Mira-Cra Oshi, and when Megumi graduated, she joined with Rurino.

I think this is pretty important context, specifically for the Sisyphus boulder metaphor. It's my belief that the boulder isn't about Hime trying to keep her feelings for Rurino hidden, but about maintaining the status quo.

So this mess of a chapter.

It starts off with Megumi coming back without warning, which is meant to throw off both Hime and Rurino (but we're only in Hime's POV so we don't understand that entirely yet). Megumi in this chapter, although Hime (and the audience) believes her have "the advantage" in this situation, is quite insecure about this budding relationship between Hime and Rurino. That's why she invites Hime to have a threesome with her and Rurino, as well as why she comments "You must know now that Ruri-chan will only ever look my way" to Hime. Although she dresses it up pretty confidently, she came back to stake her claim to all three of them that Rurino is hers.

However, even though Chapter 3 happened with the phone sex, we still see in Chapter 4 that Rurino can't stop herself (yeah okay...) from having sex with Hime even when Hime says no. We also see in Chapter 5 that Megumi comments that her and Rurino hadn't had sex at all while she was there. Another reason why Megumi invites Hime to have a threesome -- Rurino has practically lost interest in her physically. It's also mentioned somewhere in the beginning that Rurino and Megumi used to be intimate very frequently before the start of the story.

The threesome scene is supposed to be Megumi's way of establishing dominance. That even though Rurino and Hime are fuckbuddies, she's still the one who owns Rurino. That's why you see Rurino pounce on Megumi first, and raw, and she comes inside her. That’s why Megumi starts crying when her and Rurino are in the act. That's also why, if you pay attention, during the RuriHime parts of those scenes, Megumi is distant and removed to the side for the most part. When it's RuriMegu, Hime is usually close by. (I can't believe I analyzed these porn scenes for their narrative purposes but...they're there). I don't know if the whole threesome thing is supposed to be a competition between Megumi and Hime, because I kind of read it like Megumi expected to win before they even began and Hime gave up trying to win early on. something about Hime drawing the heart in the window is sticking out to me too but idk could just be for funs

When we get to the bathroom scene, I feel like it's supposed to call back to the previous bathroom scene in Chapter 3 (?) where Hime says she feels sick looking at herself and what she's done. But this time Hime is used to it because she's already accepted that she's lost but also that she doesn't want to let go of any opportunity to be in any sort of relationship with Rurino. So she goes in pretty relaxed, but when Rurino follows her trying to continue behind Megumi's back, that's supposed to signify that something's off. A reversal of the previous bathroom scene follows: where Hime previously was alone feeling disgusted about herself, here Rurino is calling her "the cutest, sexiest girl in the world" while the girl she is supposed to be in love with is asleep in the other room.

Another poster mentioned Rurino doesn't have a condom on in that scene, and only put a condom on in front of Megumi. So while Megumi thinks she's in control, reality is different. (Boulder goes here, I think) Another thing that proves that is what Rurino says: "sex with you is the best sex I've ever had, just don't tell Megu-chan"

I don't really feel like continuing to analyze the bathroom sex scene too much, but I'm pretty certain that the panels with just Hime's mouth is her saying "Suki" or "I like you" to Rurino — essentially a confession scene. I want to say the following panels imply that they keep going all night (or for a significantly longer time after that). The status quo is broken (in secret, behind Megumi's back, while she's asleep.)

EDIT: Another thing I want to add is that Hime and Rurino’s fuck buddy relationship has already changed behind Megumi’s back. In whatever chapter where Rurino “made love” (I think that’s what she said) to Hime, Rurino told her they didn’t have to tell Megumi about it, and that she didn’t want to just see Hime as a sex doll but as a person too. I’m pretty sure that’s why Megumi makes the comment she does in Chapter 5 when she sees how gentle Rurino is with Hime.

In the last couple of pages, it reads to me like either Rurino and/or Hime are trying to rush Megumi off to the airport. That's why they keep getting thrown off by Megumi talking about that pillow. They're expecting her to just go so they can get on with whatever it is they're going to to (more sex with feelings I guess), but Megumi keeps finding the smallest reasons to prolong her stay. That's why it ends with Hime constantly looking at grabbing Rurino's (ringed? where did that ring come from...) hand, before becoming too impatient and reaching out to grab it behind Megumi's back. And then the boulder breaks, because Hime couldn't hold herself back, and it's likely that Megumi turned around to see them holding hands.

I don't even think Hime grabbing Rurino's hand is meant to establish something like "Rurino's together with me now", like Rurino's leaving Megumi. I think it's more to say "I'm on the same level as you now, Megumi, and there's nothing you can do about it." It's like telling the reigning champion that someone who they didn’t even think could be considered a contender is the finalist they’re up against. Hime was never supposed to be more than the fangirl who joined the group, but now Rurino can’t keep her dick out of her. That Mira-Cra status quo is shattered and will never go back to how it was before. They will never be "Megumi, Rurino, and the fan who joined the group" again. Megumi is going to fly back to LA, probably paranoid about the other's relationship and her place in Rurino's heart, Rurino's going to be between the two of them, and Hime is...probably going to be a bit better being confident of her place in this situation. But Rurino and Hime still have to do lives together, and Megumi still has to go to LA. Such a mess.

anyways, I don't know. something about the emotion in this doujin intrigued me. I could be wrong but this was such a mess I don't want to reread it to figure it out again lol. if you read all of this thanks.

Edit: grammar, additional comments

Damm, I would never reach that conclusion by myself, but thats a rlly good summary of what happend and what the ending meant. But yeah that relationship is quite a mess.

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