Her dad was a bum lol good for her good for her

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Hi, former crackhead here,

Comments on this one is crazy. Its like the Drug brigade is here to champion the cause of illegal substances in a society where they don’t even speak out about how casually women are assaulted there…

The "drug brigade" -- as opposed to the anti-drug brigade that have also been crawling over the comments?

Personally I barely even touch alcohol, let alone any currently illegal drugs, but I can recognize a stupid and corrupt drug war when I see one.

“Stupid and corrupt drug war” do you hear what you’re saying about a yuri manga in a crime anthology? This isn’t Ronald Reagan lol.

They portray drugs negatively. That’s it. The police come to the door and she’s paranoid. For a Japanese person, that’s a reasonable fear considering how much their society values “fitting within the lines” to excessive degrees. Even outside of Japan, there are plenty of people fine with doing a crime until an authority appears and they’re regretful. News flash: drugs CAN be harmful. People can OD. People can lose their minds. People can do crazy things off a pill. People can do nice things off a pill. People can have a good time. People can be perfectly fine. A society that doesn’t have nearly as common casual exposure to these situations will portray what they hear about versus what they know, in media about this stuff.

You can dislike how this manga talked about drugs all you want which is like, alright, odd culture war to fight but be my guest. I’m sure author-san is lurking to take your detailed feedback on their simplistic portrayal of ambiguous pills in their manga about a character losing control and killing the love of her life by mistake. But the level of offense in these comments are unwarranted and ridiculous. Why is everyone getting so offended?

If anything, I thought the detail about the main character noticing the drugs didn’t feel like anything special but she felt more depressed afterwards was a neat touch. Didn’t expect a detail like that in a manga at all. And the touch about the drug affecting them differently was cool too. I felt that was an accurate experience.

Edit: I’m thinking about the other comments which call out the undiagnosed/mentioned mental illnesses the characters could have. If that’s the case, their excessive and unregulated mystery drug use accelerating the spiral is pretty cool and accurate to real life as far as my experiences. It’s not every time it could happen, but all it takes is one bad trip messing with your head to lead to an outcome like the ending without realizing. The drugs are an interesting vehicle to the story if this is intentional.

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Comments on this one is crazy. Its like the Drug brigade is here to champion the cause of illegal substances in a society where they don’t even speak out about how casually women are assaulted there…

All that to say, you should probably take anything in a Japanese manga anthology about crime with a pillar of salt, because they’re not exactly as forthcoming about their own criminal behaviors as the west. It’s genuinely not that deep bro.

Re: the actual manga — 5/10. I see what the author was trying to do there, but I think the characters definitely needed more build up. The purpose of the manga was about their lives and the situation quickly spiraling out of control, and the drugs were just a symbol of that. All of it would have hit a lot harder if we actually cared about the characters before it happened. The ending was sad tho.

Thank you all for the positive responses to my analysis! I appreciate it, and I’m open to hearing others’ interpretations of the story. Especially those who have actually read any of the reading list the author included. Writing that analysis took me back to AP English classes lol.

Update:
I disregard any of their opinions if anyone expresses something like "it has (...) sex scene in it so its literature worth is 0".
They'll never be able to write anything as good as Catullus', given their unsensitive nature and rush-to-conclusion habit towards things.
Yes even/especially the infamous Catullus 16 (that is the first to ask this very important question about creators and their creations: Is it really okay to deduce a person's character from what they wrote?).
They'll forever be trapped with their moral orthodoxy, never be able to create anything this good.

I genuinely never would have expected a futa yuri love live doujin would lead to discussions including a link to a published academic essay, but I gotta say I’m here for this. There are many, many works on this site that are “just porn”. This is very clearly using the porn as a vehicle to convey the narrative. You’re right to call out the moral orthodoxy of folks who would claim otherwise.

In fact, I think narratives like this need critical engagement to this extent, as a bare minimum. Again, the author clearly was intentioned with this work, with every classical reference and narrative development they included. They wanted the audience to leave feeling more than just “fap material”. They definitely wanted to change or impact someone’s thinking at least. (And they did with me lol I can never look at MCP the same way again and I don’t know how that makes me feel.)

Probably one of the best Love Live Doujins ever created, if not the best. Now again if only Orihi could work on their actual published yuri that is available in international bookstores that they abandoned to make love live doujins

That and also in chapter 2 Hime refused to drop the honorifics while referring to Rurino, but in chapter 5 page 39 while they're alone Hime just dropped the honorifics... I guess what's done is done :D

Yeah I’m not gonna lie I can see why people would dismiss this as “just porn” but this is actually literature when you pick up on the tiny details that build up. That’s why this mess couldn’t get out of my head. This is literally a well thought out, intentionally designed work of art that’s unfortunately gonna be dismissed because it’s complicated and also dick girl Rurino. Author literally cited their sources too and folks are still going “its just porn” lol.

It’s my belief aggressiveness in the sex scenes with Rurino was intentional too. The art is captivating in how it conveys the emotional tension during the sex scenes. That sounds like a gooner comment but I swear it’s just crazy the level of literature this Love Live Hasunosora Futa Threesome Doujin is…

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I think we will never know or fully understand what is the meaning of the ending, and I'm fairly sure that even the author doesn't know. Considering the author's other works, I think Ruri will still be together with Megumi while keeping a FWB relationship with Hime. This author has a thing for complicated/fucked-up relationship like this.

I don't find that to be a satisfying answer, though. Why go through the effort to put together and then dramatically break the sisyphus symbolism if not to signify that something changed? I agree that it being complicated and fucked up and tensely ambiguous is part of the point, but saying the author doesn't know what she meant to depict at the end is doing a pretty serious disservice to a pretty excellent work. It's kind of disrespectful to the mangaka honestly, this is a work obviously created with intention.

I spent entirely too much time reading this doujin over and over again, and it was singlehandedly the thing that got me to try Hasunosora as a LL property so...let me throw my hat in the ring with my interpretation.

So yes, the thing breaking at the end is the sisyphus boulder. I wish I had a bit more cultured knowledge to explain how this ties into the narrative as a whole. But that's what broke.

A lot of people came into this doujin with little to no knowledge of Hasunosora or what's going on there. Hasunosora is better known as "The V-Tuber Love Live" in the west. This school doesn't do one big idol group, but rather a bunch of smaller subunits as their musicians. In Hasu, Megumi and Rurino formed an idol group called Mira-Cra Park as a duet. They also, canonically, have something yuri going on. They're childhood friends and Megumi in particular has made comments about how she loves Rurino (?) and something about them dressing up as a princess and prince (?) ... Basic context is that they're basically official without being official. Or at the very least extreme yuribait. Hime was a fan of the two before she was introduced into the series properly (you can see her commenting on their livestreams). She's a big Mira-Cra Oshi, and when Megumi graduated, she joined with Rurino.

I think this is pretty important context, specifically for the Sisyphus boulder metaphor. It's my belief that the boulder isn't about Hime trying to keep her feelings for Rurino hidden, but about maintaining the status quo.

So this mess of a chapter.

It starts off with Megumi coming back without warning, which is meant to throw off both Hime and Rurino (but we're only in Hime's POV so we don't understand that entirely yet). Megumi in this chapter, although Hime (and the audience) believes her have "the advantage" in this situation, is quite insecure about this budding relationship between Hime and Rurino. That's why she invites Hime to have a threesome with her and Rurino, as well as why she comments "You must know now that Ruri-chan will only ever look my way" to Hime. Although she dresses it up pretty confidently, she came back to stake her claim to all three of them that Rurino is hers.

However, even though Chapter 3 happened with the phone sex, we still see in Chapter 4 that Rurino can't stop herself (yeah okay...) from having sex with Hime even when Hime says no. We also see in Chapter 5 that Megumi comments that her and Rurino hadn't had sex at all while she was there. Another reason why Megumi invites Hime to have a threesome -- Rurino has practically lost interest in her physically. It's also mentioned somewhere in the beginning that Rurino and Megumi used to be intimate very frequently before the start of the story.

The threesome scene is supposed to be Megumi's way of establishing dominance. That even though Rurino and Hime are fuckbuddies, she's still the one who owns Rurino. That's why you see Rurino pounce on Megumi first, and raw, and she comes inside her. That’s why Megumi starts crying when her and Rurino are in the act. That's also why, if you pay attention, during the RuriHime parts of those scenes, Megumi is distant and removed to the side for the most part. When it's RuriMegu, Hime is usually close by. (I can't believe I analyzed these porn scenes for their narrative purposes but...they're there). I don't know if the whole threesome thing is supposed to be a competition between Megumi and Hime, because I kind of read it like Megumi expected to win before they even began and Hime gave up trying to win early on. something about Hime drawing the heart in the window is sticking out to me too but idk could just be for funs

When we get to the bathroom scene, I feel like it's supposed to call back to the previous bathroom scene in Chapter 3 (?) where Hime says she feels sick looking at herself and what she's done. But this time Hime is used to it because she's already accepted that she's lost but also that she doesn't want to let go of any opportunity to be in any sort of relationship with Rurino. So she goes in pretty relaxed, but when Rurino follows her trying to continue behind Megumi's back, that's supposed to signify that something's off. A reversal of the previous bathroom scene follows: where Hime previously was alone feeling disgusted about herself, here Rurino is calling her "the cutest, sexiest girl in the world" while the girl she is supposed to be in love with is asleep in the other room.

Another poster mentioned Rurino doesn't have a condom on in that scene, and only put a condom on in front of Megumi. So while Megumi thinks she's in control, reality is different. (Boulder goes here, I think) Another thing that proves that is what Rurino says: "sex with you is the best sex I've ever had, just don't tell Megu-chan"

I don't really feel like continuing to analyze the bathroom sex scene too much, but I'm pretty certain that the panels with just Hime's mouth is her saying "Suki" or "I like you" to Rurino — essentially a confession scene. I want to say the following panels imply that they keep going all night (or for a significantly longer time after that). The status quo is broken (in secret, behind Megumi's back, while she's asleep.)

EDIT: Another thing I want to add is that Hime and Rurino’s fuck buddy relationship has already changed behind Megumi’s back. In whatever chapter where Rurino “made love” (I think that’s what she said) to Hime, Rurino told her they didn’t have to tell Megumi about it, and that she didn’t want to just see Hime as a sex doll but as a person too. I’m pretty sure that’s why Megumi makes the comment she does in Chapter 5 when she sees how gentle Rurino is with Hime.

In the last couple of pages, it reads to me like either Rurino and/or Hime are trying to rush Megumi off to the airport. That's why they keep getting thrown off by Megumi talking about that pillow. They're expecting her to just go so they can get on with whatever it is they're going to to (more sex with feelings I guess), but Megumi keeps finding the smallest reasons to prolong her stay. That's why it ends with Hime constantly looking at grabbing Rurino's (ringed? where did that ring come from...) hand, before becoming too impatient and reaching out to grab it behind Megumi's back. And then the boulder breaks, because Hime couldn't hold herself back, and it's likely that Megumi turned around to see them holding hands.

I don't even think Hime grabbing Rurino's hand is meant to establish something like "Rurino's together with me now", like Rurino's leaving Megumi. I think it's more to say "I'm on the same level as you now, Megumi, and there's nothing you can do about it." It's like telling the reigning champion that someone who they didn’t even think could be considered a contender is the finalist they’re up against. Hime was never supposed to be more than the fangirl who joined the group, but now Rurino can’t keep her dick out of her. That Mira-Cra status quo is shattered and will never go back to how it was before. They will never be "Megumi, Rurino, and the fan who joined the group" again. Megumi is going to fly back to LA, probably paranoid about the other's relationship and her place in Rurino's heart, Rurino's going to be between the two of them, and Hime is...probably going to be a bit better being confident of her place in this situation. But Rurino and Hime still have to do lives together, and Megumi still has to go to LA. Such a mess.

anyways, I don't know. something about the emotion in this doujin intrigued me. I could be wrong but this was such a mess I don't want to reread it to figure it out again lol. if you read all of this thanks.

Edit: grammar, additional comments

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Rurino probably also likes Hime, but only to a normal friend (or sex friend) amount (chapter 3 page 29), not romantically. Knowing that 1) her feelings are likely unrequited 2) Rurino and Megumi entrusted her with the responsibility of being a responsible sex friends turned out to be her taking advantage of the chance to be intimate with Rurino 3) (debatable) she probably ship RuriMegu (chapter 1 page 21), too, so she rekt her own fav ship, she's crushed by guilt and angst she stopped providing sex service to Rurino for so long that Rurino engaged in sexual assult. (Hime also kind of expected and secretly wanted that.)

Hime definitely ships RuriMegu, given in canon she was a fan of their group before joining, right?

Anyways, I think you’re right. Giving a case of Icarus flying too close to the sun with this whole ordeal. At first Hime just wanted some attention from Rurino, and settled for the sex friends thing, but that led to her wanting all of the attention even though she knew it was unrealistic. I guess the assault really is just her way of trying to feel like Rurino needs her, and only her, even though the last panel with Megumi’s apparent return (and the entire phone sex chapter which was, wow) shows otherwise.

Is the implication that Rurino will literally fuck anything that moves as a substitute with the underclassman?

Isn't the implication the opposite? Jealousy over her supposed-not-having-anyfeeling-for-"sex toy" being "stolen" by someone else, thus intervening.

You’re getting the characters confused. Hime is the one who was jealous, and simultaneously is the “sex toy” that Rurino “doesn’t have feelings for”. It’s unclear if Rurino’s feelings are anything beyond horniness though because even on the date with the underclassman, she was bringing up Megumi (the long distance gf).

Is the implication that Rurino will literally fuck anything that moves as a substitute with the underclassman? Obviously she’s already using Hime as a substitute, but maybe it doesn’t have to be just her, which is why she comes in to interrupt the moment (and later makes Rurino force her so that she can feel like she’s still special to her senpai)…which would make the devastation of Megumi’s apparent return all the worse.

Hime will probably end up making the same face the underclassman had soon. There’s no way for her to win.

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Ending would have been stronger if the author abandoned whatever this last minute half-baked plot was and instead just let the build up to their first time play out w/ chapter 20 being their relationship being deepened. Feels like author saw Lily being part devil as way more of an issue than was conveyed through the manga. Essentially once Lily was like “I don’t want to make a contract with you” that was the end of that conflict considering there was literally nothing stopping them from being together regardless.

But…I’m glad they got a happy ending. Thanks for the sweet story.

Tristan and Isolde parallel? The ring?? The phone??? Diabolical. You couldn't get this kind of emotional devastation out of a normal cheating setup.

This 3-shot is exactly what "my girlfriend's not here" wants to be.

I couldn’t have said it better myself. I don’t know what other author could compare to the level of writing skill this has. Every other that could try would get far too much into horny territory and completely miss the emotional entanglement this Love Live porn doujin has somehow managed to unearth.

Now if only the author could work on their actual published works with this same level of dedication lol.

It is insane that this doujin is singlehandedly what’s getting me into Hasunosora. It’s too good.

I think what happened is they were caught intimately by classmates — look at how they’re fallen on top of each other in a panic, wearing their school uniforms — and their (presumably homophobic) classmates began to mock them / bully them (hence them “being zombies” representing a brainless mob mentality that only seeks to devour whats alive). They ran to hide in a place that felt safe, spent the entire time having sex to hide from their uncomfortable feelings and fear of having to confront what they thought the world was, and killed themselves because they didn’t see a way out. The feeling of being outted = life or death is definitely all over this. The flu was just an excuse, and their assumption that homophobia is as common and spreads as easily as the flu.

This was so good i binge-watched the anime to be able to come back and understand truly what the hell was going on…And honestly, after doing that, not only do I not regret it but the doujin became even better. Top tier, thanks for the food.

We still get more of this? So Lucky!

This is one of those series i wish was a lot longer than it actually is. The extras just reinforced that.

Your Honor, it’s peak.

Definitely recommending everyone who’s upset about Fuyu watch the drama or at least wait until there’s 10 chapters of this. The toxic yuri really only lasts 30 seconds (exaggerated) in reality but the pacing of the chapters really isn’t doing her any favors lol. She’s not that bad guys, swear.

That being said, it’s definitely extremely obvious how Fuyu still pines for Itsuki through the art. I love seeing how hurt Itsuki’s reactions to Fuyu’s attacks are, it’s a good depiction of how breakups can linger between both people when unresolved

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It’s so hard for me to root for Mai when Nanao is right there and so much more fun to read with Asumi. Definitely going to end with a threesome or something.

Yuzu serve

Her boundaries are too flimsy. Regardless of the relationship(s) she has with teachers, her students are still STUDENTS. It’s kind of ridiculous she’s being bullied and scolded by kids.

That being said I’m pretty sure this is going to be a story about learning healthy boundaries in relationships. It’s definitely still going to be yuri.

Manatsu if there were ever a time to dumbass your way through an obstacle, now is the time.

This slowburn + healing formula works so well. I'm so damn hooked!

It's an adaptation of a completed web novel, if you're interested.

Is the novel also translated or do I gotta learn Chinese?

I actually posted the link to the complete novel in another thread the other day. It’s definitely worth a read if a little slow at times, but the webcomic is faithfully following it and the team behind it are doing a good job making it a valid interpretation of the story.

Check out Long Awaited Feelings at https://app.yoru.world/story/172

This slowburn + healing formula works so well. I'm so damn hooked!

It's an adaptation of a completed web novel, if you're interested.

Is the novel also translated or do I gotta learn Chinese?

I actually posted the link to the complete novel in another thread the other day. It’s definitely worth a read if a little slow at times, but the webcomic is faithfully following it and the team behind it are doing a good job making it a valid interpretation of the story.

Check out Long Awaited Feelings at https://app.yoru.world/story/172