Anon
(✿˵•́ ‸ •̀˵) What happened...?Poor little Neko chan! (╯•ω•╰)
I guess I was hoping for too much, life doesn't go that easy. It's just lately its been quite hard in drama mainly. Today was kinda deep. basically we have a group of 7 people and our main idea for a piece is about a guy with dementia (sever condition of memory loss) and the world around him, so like his family, friends etc. But anyways yesterday i came up with lots of ideas on how we could act it out, but the thing is sometimes they just don't let people speak, like not even in a kinda "i'm the leader" way, but more like they are just being plainly mean now. So basically, I never usually get upset about not getting a role or something i just brush it of and I don't ponder on things too much, but I guess today was diffrent, because everyone has a breaking point, even me. Lately we've been splitting into these groups where it will be me, Leigh and Bruce who are like "not as good" i guess, and then the other 4 together as like the ones who are "the better group". But today they were like "lets decided on roles already" and I said I wanted to explore the role of the dementia guys wife and how she felt, because i think it would be boring to just play a sympathetic wife and stuff so we could spice it up a little with a comedic approach towards her, but they kinda just brushed it off I guess. So then today we split into 3 groups, so me and leigh were kinda together on our own while they were exploring the important scenes like the family scene between the daughters and mother while they just told us " you could explore the neighbours or something". So my stomach dropped a little cos I understood what was up, but then while me and leigh were sitting by ourselves trying to come up with ideas she suddenly said.."so I guess we are being cast aside". ..And that line broke me a little, and to hear the nicest and sweetest person Leigh say that too. But the thing is, the stuff they came up with in their group didn't even turn out that good! they keep trying to act naturalistic like Tv acting and sure, you can add some of it into theatre stage acting, BUT YOU CAN"T MAKE THE WHOLE PIECE BE LIKE THAT! it just will get boring, the whole point was to explore different styles of acting like melodrama and over exaggeration but literally all we have ever explored is naturalism because they think they are so good at it!...It just saddens me...plus we don't even have a story line, they think that "a Guy with dementia who has family and work problems" is a story...no...you see that in all documentaries, the whole point of a drama piece is to add individuality into the piece and have something HAPPEN. Like idk even him for example being hit by a car because he forgot which rode his house was on...
I...i'm sorry i went on for so long, you Don't really have to read it all,but it just felt nice to write out just what exactly i'm feeling right now...h...happy neko...yeey TT//-//TT
°(^▿^)/° Congrats! That sounds awesome! You really must have a great singing voice... (๑°o°๑)
heh that was actually the uplift of my week I guess, I really do enjoy singing and performing for people =w=
Get well soon! Colds just suck ass...
I'm better now OwO ! yey, no more cold, I've just been tired mostly, but that will soon end since there is 4 DAYS left till the holidays and seeing my bff yeeeeey >w</
It hasn't snowed recently but it was so cold that half of the town was still white... It got warmer during the day that's why it was thawing but now it's supposed to get really cold again. So... I guess we'll be stuck with the rest of that snow for a while longer... O_o
Oh nooooooo XD jeez there it goes getting cold again there ahaha, make sure you keep warm Anon~ =w= It's easy to catcha cold like I did QAQ But I kinda miss snow in a way, must be nice to see all the white snow....but not the sludge of course XD
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