Now that I think about it...*story time!* one time there was a firefly in my house just flying around, a day later it was on the floor and I thought "what is that? oh is that firefly" fast-forward a few hours and it was face up shining its little light...but I knew it was dying since insects do not lie down face up. Its light slowly blinking on the dark room...made me realize my own mortality and I thought "what a beautiful way to die", not long after...it blinked one last time...I felt so bad.