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First time I feel conflicted on finding their entire dynamic hot. They technically don't show what happened during the fade to black, but it's hard to imagine Fuuko wanted to have sex with her in that moment. At the same time, she 1kept the bloody uniform?? Of course that wouldn't make Mashiro's actions right, but Fuuko's feelings regarding her seem to be really complicated.
Based on Fuuko's narration at the end, it seems her complicated feelings are rooted in the toxic, defeatist mindset Mashiro has instilled in her: that she is destined never to be anyone's first, should settle for what Mashiro provides, and that they are, in some sense, kindred spirits because of this. It's a very nasty and unhealthy idea, and one that Fuuko likely clings to whenever things don't go her way (as they did recently with Yuni).
I don't think Fuuko has any genuine romantic feelings for Mashiro beyond that, and Mashiro's strength comes from keeping Fuuko isolated and depressed. She's like a parasite taking an opportunity. This is not sustainable and not the endgame for Fuuko (I'm sure). It also potentially positions Yuni as Fuuko's savior, since she can show Fuuko that she can be someone's number 1. If the author intends for Fuuko to have a good ending, this chapter makes me more confident that she and Yuni are endgame.
last edited at Aug 19, 2026 1:04PM
So, what an eyeball taste like?
She had great charm for a glasses girls
The defloration page is a bit pretty
Woah, wait a minute, did Mashiro fucking do THAT to Fuuko on that one page? Her fingers are wet and bloody, and you see blood dripping down Fuuko's leg.
If I'm right than did she technically sexually assault her?
yeah I'm a bit surprised how few people are really noticing this, and that it isn't tagged with dubcon at absolute bare minimum.
If you look at the previous pages, she's just apathetic and doesn't refuse Mashiro.
On page 21, you can see Fuuko willingly kissing Mashiro.
Also, the imagery of the spread is clear: she's covering the eyes of her child self herself, symbolizing that she willingly loses her innocence. Emotionless sex doesn't mean rape or dubious consent (also, they have at most a couple years difference).
That's a good point. I'll refrain from calling it SA, but boy is it still fucked up how she took her virginity and then ditched her.
@ Mugino
So, what an eyeball taste like?
Only one way for you to find out.
First time I feel conflicted on finding their entire dynamic hot. They technically don't show what happened during the fade to black, but it's hard to imagine Fuuko wanted to have sex with her in that moment. At the same time, she 1kept the bloody uniform?? Of course that wouldn't make Mashiro's actions right, but Fuuko's feelings regarding her seem to be really complicated.
Based on Fuuko's narration at the end, it seems her complicated feelings are rooted in the toxic, defeatist mindset Mashiro has instilled in her: that she is destined never to be anyone's first, should settle for what Mashiro provides, and that they are, in some sense, kindred spirits because of this. It's a very nasty and unhealthy idea, and one that Fuuko likely clings to whenever things don't go her way (as they did recently with Yuni).
I don't think Fuuko has any genuine romantic feelings for Mashiro beyond that, and Mashiro's strength comes from keeping Fuuko isolated and depressed. She's like a parasite taking an opportunity. This is not sustainable and not the endgame for Fuuko (I'm sure). It also potentially positions Yuni as Fuuko's savior, since she can show Fuuko that she can be someone's number 1. If the author intends for Fuuko to have a good ending, this chapter makes me more confident that she and Yuni are endgame.
This really gets me thinking, what does Mashiro ultimately want? She claims she doesn't love fuuko, but you have to be obsessed to some degree to track her down & stalk her. I wonder if she's still playing around with any other girls or if she's dedicating her time only to Fuuko. On a second read, she's actually a much more complicated character than I thought. It says a lot that she wants Fuuko to live alone and die alone, almost like she wants her to share in her suffering.
I feel so bad for Fuuko, and this explains so much how she ended up the way she did and her personality, on top of the other stuff we learned about her in the past.
Also, once again we have more religious symbolism. Mashiro praying to god, Fuuko's virginity literally being taken inside the church and her being "stained" by her own blood. You could also interpret Mashiro's words as her confessing her sins. And love stated to be some kind of curse god bestowed upon humans. You could also interpret some of this as meta commentary on Class-S? They'll never actually find true love with other women, it's "just" sexual desire. (I'm 100% reading too deep into this Manga but it's fun so idc).
On a second read, she's actually a much more complicated character than I thought. It says a lot that she wants Fuuko to live alone and die alone, almost like she wants her to share in her suffering.
I was getting that sense in past updates too. She at least wishes Fuuko would make her Fuuko's number one and was dissapointed Fuuko didn't seek her out. We see her repeatedly asking Fuuko if Fuuko loves her this update, while knowing Fuuko is still carrying a torch for Fuuko's first love. Mashiro also liked how impressed with and focused on Mashiro Fuuko was when younger.
This chapter we get her whole love ideology, where Mashiro thinks it's impossible for her to love or be loved. That explains all this behavior. With love off the table, she'd like to monopolize Fuuko as much as possible. Fuuko getting involved with someone else is acceptable as long as Fuuko comes back to Mashiro in the end, but Mashiro took action because that wasn't happening this time. She is pursuing what she thinks is the deepest and most meaningful connection she can have with someone.
Yuni basically fell out of love with Nanase, because Nanase has zero EQ and is unable to provide what Yuni needs: attention and love.
I suppose they complement each other that way, Nanase and Yuni: one with zero EQ the other with zero IQ. Proof being that they are still "together". Otherwise this story would have been like five chapters long probably haha.
Had Fuuko and Mashiro not had sex before? I thought the thing this time was digging in with uncut nails.