Rape is kinda hot
No, it's not. It's scary and traumatizing. It breaks you in a way that's impossible to put in words, and leaves behind everlasting scars. It's being robbed of the most intimate and sacred part of yourself, leaving behind nothing but a cracked hollow place. Forget fiction, real life rape is horrifying.
On that note, could I ask moderation to add a rape tag to this story? Rape stories like these are sometimes triggering enough to draw me back into that dark place where the past repeats itself over and over and I'm shut in room believing that violence is going to happen again any minute. I'd really like to avoid stories like these.