It's a dream/nightmare. She's very afraid of losing Ichigo and probably cannot handle it if she does. The dream is telling her that.
The transition between pages 34 and 35 makes me think you are correct (basically, the entirety of the doujin before page 35 is her dreaming). That explanation actually does make sense, though still, pretty vague way of presenting a point. Liked it nonetheless.
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