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Newp
Oh yeah that is how I figured out how to do stuff when I first started here lol

mvl89
Lol it's just so funny to see it that big, hopefully KitKat can see it now

Guys, I can't wait to get home... Today has been a shitty one. T^T

What happened ?? :<

It was just a tough day at work. Some emotional burden too. No need to worry though. I just need to get some rest. :)

Hopefully you don't have much longer! And hopefully your day will get better :)

Are you ok tho ?? You can share something to us too yknow. And yea. Hopefully your day gets better. Take a rest if you need to. :>

Thanks, GraciousLlama and KitKat101. I'm okay, don't worry :) I'm on duty in emergency department today and it has taken its toll on me. But my shift is almost over now.

Oh gosh yeah that one is crazy, my aunt is a nurse in the ER and it's definitely an emotional place. However that being said I totally want to be an ER nurse lol

Getting assigned in that department will make you feel mentally exhausted too. I can't imagine myself getting assigned in that department. But hang in there Azai !! Fighting !! (^0^)/

lol GraciousLlama, you should hear your aunt. There are days ER is smooth sailing - things happen but you've got time to process it. But some days it's just blow after blow and you have to keep going. Until the moment you have time to sit down and think about what happened, and then you have a shit loaded for you. But thanks, guys. 40 minutes to go and I will be free.

mvl89 if you wan a see how it works just press quote on someones embedded image post and youll see how it works :)

Thanks for the tip. Man, last night I spent the whole night looking for the tag in this forum how to insert images. Darn me, I was too embarrassed to ask you guys because I planned to leave this thread for good.

How about me?? I don't even know how to do that and all. I'm a dinoooo~~ hahaha

lol mvl89 wth. A wild cow with a fucking flower in its head just appeared in my phone.

Azai
Yeah it's pretty crazy, I've never worked it but I have seen it a lot up close. I like the fast pace of it all. But woohoo only 40 minutes left and then you can finally relax! :)

mvl89
Why did you plan to leave us for good T^T

Can't make the picture work. Lol. Anyways, I have to go.

Can't make the picture work. Lol. Anyways, I have to go.

Lol it's okay, but come back soon!

I want next Monday to be here already! I want my old meds back! I wanna have a normal sleeping cycle again! I wanna go to work again! I wanna wake up and feel like a normal person and not like I just ran a fucking marathon! This sucks! I want my new heart already! Argh! Fuck this shit! (ノಥ益ಥ)ノ ┻━┻

mvl89
Lol yeah you can't leave now XD we've become family haha

Suzuma
I'm sorry! Hopefully it will get better soon!! :(

sighs Sorry about that.
mvl
Whatever exactly that ...that thing is...I love it. It's awesome. XD

Llama
Thanks. I'll be okay. :) I just tend to get whiny sometimes when things get really frustrating and right now...well, "frustrating" is a gross understatement. Anyway though, I'll manage. ^^

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sighs Sorry about that.

Don't be. That's probably the only way we can actually help you.

sighs Sorry about that.

Don't be. That's probably the only way we can actually help you.

Yeah there is no need to feel sorry about that haha we won't judge you for being upset

sighs Sorry about that.

Don't be. That's probably the only way we can actually help you.

You guys are helping me by being here and keeping my mind off of things a little, which is a great way to pass time while I have nothing else to do...literally. XD Lin and my friends have a lot of their own stuff to deal with right now and can't really be here as much as I'd like, so yeah. ^^ Just pray for me on the day in 7 weeks when I actually do get the new pump. XD

sighs Sorry about that.

Don't be. That's probably the only way we can actually help you.

You guys are helping me by being here and keeping my mind off of things a little, which is a great way to pass time while I have nothing else to do...literally. XD Lin and my friends have a lot of their own stuff to deal with right now and can't really be here as much as I'd like, so yeah. ^^ Just pray for me on the day in 7 weeks when I actually do get the new pump. XD

/ hugs Suzuma /
/ awkwardly let go / That's probably the only bit of affection you guys will see from me. (But I just feel like it should be done in my defense).

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HELLLLLOOOOOO EVERYONE !! just came here to give HUGS< HUGS HUGS * to everyone who wants em or needs emm.
also Hello everyone whom i havent met sounds like some love happened!! YATTTAAAAAA Love on a Tuesday!!

now i will also excuse myself cause i havent left the Darkroom in the last twelve hours and could use some vitamin...beer. tehehhe well asta la vista cyber buddies!!

hope my hugs reach everyone
manee im hyper to finally be free.

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Morning, everyone... yawn

Honey comb, yr pic is fab..

Will be back later..

bear-hugs Azai ^^ Other than most others, I'm not afraid of PDA. XD

Yeah I cannot even leave for a second to use the bathroom dude. Talking about being doomed to this family!

You will never leave us. Never. o.o

....So there was this huge lightning bolt right now that hit the house right next to the one we live in. It was bright as fuck and the loud "BOOM* made me jump outta my skin and drop my glass of soda. Now, take a guess who's still sleeping like a baby as if nothing happened. XD

sighs Sorry about that.

Don't be. That's probably the only way we can actually help you.

You guys are helping me by being here and keeping my mind off of things a little, which is a great way to pass time while I have nothing else to do...literally. XD Lin and my friends have a lot of their own stuff to deal with right now and can't really be here as much as I'd like, so yeah. ^^ Just pray for me on the day in 7 weeks when I actually do get the new pump. XD

don't worry :), I'm sure you won't have to suffer for long...
Anyway, I just woke up, I went to sleep because my head was still hurting even after I took that panadol... why does my head hurt more than my belly when I get my period sometimes? like I only have cramps the first day and the day before:D
okay, I'll tell you an embarrassing story that happened yesterday. So I had cramps and I thought I'll get my period later at night or sth becaus that's what happens... but I was feeling really weak and stuff so I didn't really think it through... bad idea I was sitting in the lecture and omg, I tried to uncross my legs and I noticed there was bloooood >.<... I was like O|||O... so I just sat one the chair until everyone left... my italian friend doesn't even talk to me anymore... >.> she just hangs out with the italian girls and then when the disappoint her she comes and tells me she's gonna try to hang with other people more as well... honestly I'm a patient person but it's getting me a bit annoyed lately and I don't wanna try to talk to her because when I do she's end up going to be with the italian people and talking in italian all the time and I don't understand much italian (btw, I can tell what they're talking about at least but... -.-), sometimes she doesn't even look at me... do I really have to straight up tell her that I don't like that? =.= I mean isn't it obvious that I don't? sigh... I try not to get it to bother me but she was my closest friend and she doesn't really seem to care about me after all and it makes me really sad... I don't wanna go after her asking her why she's doing this or try to get her to hang with me anymore, I have done things like that a lot of times in my life and got rejected... Is it really worth to hang with her if I have to ask her to? I guess most girls are not really interested to hang with me -.-, only guys who think I'm hot/cute... until they find some other girl they think is hot... I mean I always doubt my guy friends will be as close when they get a gf... >.>
a-anyway back to the story! ^-^'' I just sat there and when everyone left I put my pullover around my waist and to my side and I don't think anything was visible but I went around the campus to get home because I didn't want anyone to see I had a pullover around my waist... when I was wearing a jacket on top... it was kind of obvious what had happened... but it's not like people on the street analyze my attire but anyway...

oh gosh... I'm gonna break down at some point... I don't want to but everyone seems to be making it worse... my mom gave me her card details to get some tickets to visit on Christmas. Now someone used her card and she asked if I did, I told her no, I don't use this site or spend this much money on online stuff... she asked me like 3 times to make sure and I said no, I almost lost my temper at some point. Now she sends me the paper with the transactions asking me again?! is she serious?! I try my best to just use my grants so that she doesn't need to send me money and now she's doubting me?! does she think it's all an act or sth? I mean she's not saying it directly but... I say to myself 'don't think about, you'll get upset' I wake up and she messages me about it... why is everyone so insensitive...? I don't understand and I also slept too much and did 0 work today because I had a headache all day but I have 12 days until my first deadline and I don't have time for this... I watched some videos about how to rig in after effects properly because my classmates were all using different methods so I tried to look up a more efficient one so it's not like I was lazing around but still... Whose fault is it going to be if I go back to hugging my pillow and I fall asleep?! why doesn't my mom just call her bank?! ugh!

I had a weird dream as well... about some alien woman having to kill people in her sleep and then I was her disguised as a mafia member and then as a poor girl with lots of sisters that needed to get a grants from the government to support them... and then I was buying some glasses (drinking glasses) and a starfish in a store... and I was thinking of a story where a girl falls in love with some phantom of the opera type of character in a modern setting and they keep killing people but they love her? gosh, I'm not falling for some psycho like that or making any story about it... I'm over being curious about disgusting people like that -.-

oh gosh... I'm gonna break down at some point... I don't want to but everyone seems to be making it worse... my mom gave me her card details to get some tickets to visit on Christmas. Now someone used her card and she asked if I did, I told her no, I don't use this site or spend this much money on online stuff... she asked me like 3 times to make sure and I said no, I almost lost my temper at some point. Now she sends me the paper with the transactions asking me again?! is she serious?! I try my best to just use my grants so that she doesn't need to send me money and now she's doubting me?! does she think it's all an act or sth? I mean she's not saying it directly but... I say to myself 'don't think about, you'll get upset' I wake up and she messages me about it... why is everyone so insensitive...? I don't understand and I also slept too much and did 0 work today because I had a headache all day but I have 12 days until my first deadline and I don't have time for this... I watched some videos about how to rig in after effects properly because my classmates were all using different methods so I tried to look up a more efficient one so it's not like I was lazing around but still... Whose fault is it going to be if I go back to hugging my pillow and I fall asleep?! why doesn't my mom just call her bank?! ugh!

I think your mom should have contact the bank immediately instead of keep asking if you used it. Credit Cards are being stolen to shop online everyday. It must be tough for you especially the questions came from your mom. Did you tell your mom to call the bank instead of you. If she doesn't do immediately, who knows what else would happen to her credit card.

I told her, she said ok, she's going tomorrow but now she messages me and she's like. "Just check if it's you so I don't go to the bank if it is" =.= I used to message my italian friend when I had problems, she's really nice and stuff... but I'm tired of this and everyone who doesn't care about my feelings and just goes on and steps all over me... Is it that hard for them to realize they're hurting me?! do I have to like... make a sad face for them to get it? how long do I need to hold it for? will they even look my way? do I actually have to just cry in front of them to get a reaction? I think that's so low, I'd never do it... I'm not great at getting what other people are thinking unless I know them well but I know or suspect if I've done something to bother them and I try to apologize... or ask if it bothered them made them uncomfortable? I can't tell if it did at all but I can tell it might have, I don't know how people don't understand that...

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I had a weird dream as well... about some alien woman having to kill people in her sleep and then I was her disguised as a mafia member and then as a poor girl with lots of sisters that needed to get a grants from the government to support them... and then I was buying some glasses (drinking glasses) and a starfish in a store... and I was thinking of a story where a girl falls in love with some phantom of the opera type of character in a modern setting and they keep killing people but they love her? gosh, I'm not falling for some psycho like that or making any story about it... I'm over being curious about disgusting people like that -.-

LOL...what is this your weirdest dream? I think my weirdest dream was dreaming about Justin Bieber LOL...I had no clue how he got into my dreams.

I don't think I remember it... but I remember the scariest one. I was found a serial killer and he shoot himself multiple times in front of me. He was wearing a sailor uniform and a mask and I took off the mask and checked his ID. Then I went downstairs (we where at the top of a stairway) and he got up and shoot right next to me hitting the wall. He had this really creepy smile on his face... he probably missed on purpose... Anyway, I begged him to shoot me because I was really scared and yeah... he shoot I closed my eyes and I heard the sound and I woke up sweating... it was quite scary... not to mention the stairway I dreamed of was in my house so I was a bit scared of it for the next days >.>

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ew, I just saw this naked and afraid on youtube... why do people do disgusting things like that... I fast forwarded and it only got worse.. what's this... ugh!! >.< okay okay ^-^''' I think my period is making me angry~ te-he~ ^-^**

oh gosh... I'm gonna break down at some point... I don't want to but everyone seems to be making it worse... my mom gave me her card details to get some tickets to visit on Christmas. Now someone used her card and she asked if I did, I told her no, I don't use this site or spend this much money on online stuff... she asked me like 3 times to make sure and I said no, I almost lost my temper at some point. Now she sends me the paper with the transactions asking me again?! is she serious?! I try my best to just use my grants so that she doesn't need to send me money and now she's doubting me?! does she think it's all an act or sth? I mean she's not saying it directly but... I say to myself 'don't think about, you'll get upset' I wake up and she messages me about it... why is everyone so insensitive...? I don't understand and I also slept too much and did 0 work today because I had a headache all day but I have 12 days until my first deadline and I don't have time for this... I watched some videos about how to rig in after effects properly because my classmates were all using different methods so I tried to look up a more efficient one so it's not like I was lazing around but still... Whose fault is it going to be if I go back to hugging my pillow and I fall asleep?! why doesn't my mom just call her bank?! ugh!

I think your mom should have contact the bank immediately instead of keep asking if you used it. Credit Cards are being stolen to shop online everyday. It must be tough for you especially the questions came from your mom. Did you tell your mom to call the bank instead of you. If she doesn't do immediately, who knows what else would happen to her credit card.

I told her, she said ok, she's going tomorrow but now she messages me and she's like. "Just check if it's so I don't go to the bank if it is" =.= I used to message my italian friend when I had problems, she's really nice and stuff... but I'm tired of this and everyone who doesn't care about my feelings and just goes on and steps all over me... Is it that hard for them to realize they're hurting me?! do I have to like... make a sad face for them to get it? how long do I need to hold it for? will they even look my way? do I actually have to just cry in front of them to get a reaction? I think that's so low, I'd never do it... I'm not great at getting what other people are thinking unless I know them well but I know or suspect if I've done something to bother them and I try to apologize... or ask if it bothered them made them uncomfortable? I can't tell if it did at all but I can tell it might have, I don't know how people don't understand that...

Tell your mom once again that it wasn't you. If she doesn't call her bank immediately, more charges would be coming. She needs to call the bank so they can cancel her card and send her a new one. Tell her you won't talk to her about this anymore. I cannot believe she wouldn't believe you. In the mean time, if you like, turn off your phone and then go off to sleep or something.

Don't think too much about it. I understand it's heart breaking, so cry if you have to--to release it. Some moms or rather parents don't trust their kids.

hopefully she won't ask again... she isn't like being super rude about it, she's trying to phrase it nicely so I didn't think much of it first but when she insisted I go annoyed. I replied to her message and I told her I never go to this site, I can't send you my transactions because my letter only has how much money I have spent, it doesn't have any sites on it. I told her, I sent her one of those papers so she can check it... I don't even remember what I bought last month to send it all to her... I buy from specific places and that place that was on her card was some weir/plug/electric stuff store... why would I buy anything from there...?