Hmmm so if im reading this right, she keeps trying to think about other guys bc she’s scared of how much she’s into the blonde girl
Meanwhile also frustrated that the blonde girl is unfazed and unconvinced by her attempts, and very much aware about how much mc is into her
Sounds like she’s not used to being so invested in a single person and trying to shoot herself in the foot/trying to hide it, but blonde girl’s sneaky enough to keep creating opportunities and pulling her in