Assuming that Ji hwan is giving up No Rae for good this time, I still can't cast aside my fear for Yu Ji or anything to do w/ her to cause confusions and disrupt Seol-a's composure or affect her decisions, thus affecting her behavior towards No Rae or post a threat to their growing relationship.
I mean during chapter 36, we presume that Seol-a was not interested at least since she threw the invitation. But then during chapter 40, we have seen that she went and met one of her ex friends who betrayed her. That chapter was after she realized her feelings for No Rae, if my memory is right. So i wonder why did she go? But then during chapter 44, Seol-a have seen Yu ji again, although it was from her imagination and told Yu Ji as to why she crawled there (refering to the wedding day). Notice the diff. on how she reacted to the other girl. Seol-a, appeared to be more disturbed when it comes to Yu ji. The fact that she has seen Yu Ji in her imagination, is it safe to assume that deep w/in Seol-a's heart, prior to the news, she is longing to see Yu ji? What were Seol-a's thoughts? Could it be that she wants to confirm something (finding out the reason behind yu ji's words)? Could it be somehow connected to the time she has come to realize her feelings for No Rae? (to understand her own feelings) I'm guessing that is the case judging from her sudden decision to be there at the wedding. Furthermore, Seol-a's behavior during the time when No Rae ignored her (she got wasted) was the same when Seol-a heard a shocking news about Yu Ji's death (wasted again). What had happened probably stems down to Seol-a's fear of being separated from the person she held dear to her heart. She said it her self that she was just immature back then and doesn't hate Yu Ji. When she said that it was too late to go back . . . she was referring to both Yu ji (past) and No-rae (present). Could this be another way of saying that she had realized her feelings before is somehow similar to her feelings for No Rae? If it is the case, the pain of Seol-a when she said about being continually hurting at the thought of Yu Ji is deep - way deep.
Ahhh. . not having closure is very difficult, not to mention that she is running away from it. I want to understand more, to delve deeper of Seol-a's thoughts. And what if there is a plot twist? You see, Yu ji's death is unconfirmed. I can sense huge drama coming. SOo puzzling. @_@ Uncovering No rae's past is another case.
I'm sorry if it is long. Please tell me your thoughts about those scenarios. Thanks. ^^
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