I think the idea is that Risako has this tragic flaw where she comes across as so cold and together, everything she does seems like a deliberate master plan even when it's reactive, emotional, or flailing. Her behavior in this chapter is not particularly evil-genius... she seems to legit believe she and Kaoru will be best gal pals with Reiichi off the table, and then later she childishly tries to make Kaoru jealous. There's a kabillion panels, both in the present and in the flashback, where she just seems totally nonplussed by something Kaoru does.
I largely agree, but I think even you are giving her too much credit.
In this the scene on pg 21, when Kaoru tells her she wants to stay away because she reminds her of Reiichi, we get this really great panel of Risako that's a mix between completely dumbfounded and teetering on the edge of despair, where she realized just how badly she f-ed up. I'm not sure what her plan was when she accepted Reiichi's confession, or if she even had one, but she definitely didn't consider the possibility that it could do serious damage to her relationship with Kaoru.
After that conversation, though, she immediately walks out and her behavior does a complete 180, keeping her distance from Kaoru and flaunting her relationship with Reiichi, where before she stayed suspiciously close and seemed to completely ignore the relationship. To me, that doesn't read as trying to get Kaoru jealous, it reads as having given up and lashing out. She might have thought out the individual actions at that point, but not any overall plan or goal. It's just that the relationship was causing her pain, so she wanted someone else to also be in pain. She decided to give up on Kaoru so she wanted to make absolutely sure that bridge was thoroughly burned, so she couldn't look back and second guess her choices.
^ the only reason that I still can't fully trust her is the fact that Kaoru in the present doesn't fully trust her. Kaoru talks about how she's a great liar and how she can't always trust her in present time. That makes me feel like there's more to the story than what we know so far. As far as Kaoru is concerned in the flashback Risako is just mean instead of a good liar with a great pokerface. I wonder what happens that makes her see Risako that way.
I thought her justification for that was Risako making it look like she had no interest in Reiichi and even making it seem like she was in Kaoru's corner until she got together with him and her behavior did it's polar inversion. Without knowing about her true feelings, Kaoru probably assumed that Risako only became her friend in the first place to get close to Reiichi and, once she found out about Kaoru's feelings, eliminate the impression. Being able to keep that act up for years would take both an exceptional liar and a truly manipulative soul.
The fact that she does seem to have a legitimately good poker face, or at least she doesn't show much emotion in general, probably didn't help things.
I'm not saying she's a good person or her behavior was justified. I just don't think she's the manipulative mastermind everyone assumes or even that she's as well put together and in control of her life as she likes to pretend. She very much acts without thinking things through or having a long term plan.
As for her lying about meeting with Reiichi, I don't think we have enough information to know what's going on. It seems pretty unlikely they were actually having an affair, which raises questions about why she lied. Personally, I suspect pg. 21 might be the answer. The last time she pretended to be in a relationship with Reiichi it blew up in her face, so this time she wanted to pretend she had no contact with him whatsoever, so Kaoru wouldn't be mad at her. The idea that Kaoru might find out she was lying probably didn't even enter her head, assuming the whole thing wasn't entirely spur of the moment and it got any thought at all. After that, it was just more flailing when she got caught out.
Speaking of Kaoru and Reiichi's marriage, do we have any indication he's been cheating beyond the inconsistencies with Risako? I'm starting to wonder how many of their marital problems are his fault or based on reality, versus products of Kaoru's own terrible self image and everyone's inability to communicate more competently than a turnup.
last edited at Jan 18, 2020 9:43PM