Welp, that's fair enough. I am a little gun-shy myself after my last experience. I thought she and I had a very good working relationship, and was happy to pay her in advance. And then she ghosted on me. Took down her deviantart web page and everything.
If you should change your mind or reopen your commissions, drop me a line at infinitecities.com. I don't know if your prices are compatible with a trucker's income, but if they are, I pay promptly and I am easy to work with. :D