I don’t disagree with the main character-analysis points you make, but I don’t see the necessity, or even the utility, of putting those ideas in terms of “attacking or defending Erika” (or any of the other characters).
I once knew a therapist whose litany when people would voice their view of a situation, often in an aggrieved tone, would be to say, “Try that again without the judgement.” Readers here often seem to assume that it’s a given how someone should behave ethically in a situation where a close friend is spirited away in adolescence and then returns unchanged when the rest of their cohort has become adults. But, as I have been saying, one substantial point of the whole supernatural element here seems to be to put these characters into an ambiguous relation to one another that is both familiar and unprecedented. So much of this business about how the characters “should” feel or act seems to ignore the very founding premise of the story.
I agree with this. That analysis was going completely fine until it hit the dumb factionalism stuff. I think it's worth exploring one idea in particular there, that Erika's biggest weakness is not about her feelings or relationship to Koto, but her feelings or relationship to Aya. I feel like this last chapter has made it pretty clear if it wasn't already that Erika's handling her long-term unrequited love about as healthy as anyone could reasonably expect from a person. Even back at 14, her negative emotions wrt Koto and Aya were fairly subdued and mostly just sad, compared to her competition with Unbeatable Rival Aya, which would get Erika doing things like childishly racing up the stairs and shouting swears in the middle of club meetings. She's obviously gotten much better at keeping a lid on those outbursts now as an adult, but obviously it requires more emotional work than her interactions with Koto, based on how it's once again getting under her skin with the acting. And yet, she's still supportive of Aya acting. She's still inviting Koto to come see them both, with Aya's permission. She still wants Aya and Koto to be together to some degree because she cares about them and knows they care about each other, even though them continuing contact risks romance reappearing. Living with Aya and taking care of her changed her image of Aya from Unbeatable Rival Aya to Hard Life Aya to some degree, even if Erika doesn't know the details she could tell Aya was in a vulnerable place. As Aya gets into acting and Erika's insecurities flare up, she's still completely fine with Aya as a friend. Erika's problem is, as it has always been, with herself. Erika's flaws hurt herself, not her friends. In this way you could say she's very similar to Aya, her external presentation a front that's far more mature and healthy, covering a lot of swallowed pain and anxiety in a way that's probably long-term not in her best interests. Two characters defined by their desperate unmet need for therapy, lmao. The primary difference between them and Koto, of course, is that Koto is just not good at masking the pain like Erika and Aya are. She's still in desperate need of therapy lol.
I think their dynamic is super interesting, and I'm rooting for all three to end up happy, however that looks in the end. :)
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