"That's not what I meant to say at all
I mean I'm sick of meaning, I just wanna hold you"
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"Don't you realize our bodies could fall apart any second?
I am terrified, your body could fall apart at any second
Those are you got some nice shoulders
I'd like to put my hands around them
I'd like to put my hands around them"
Lyrics form Bodys by Car Seat Headrest, they might be foreshadowing some stuff? (cope)