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gravity discussion 31 Jan 20:04
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Agree w/ everyone else, the threat of suicide just came out of nowhere and wasn't needed. However I don't HATE it per se but I do think it was a dick move even if she was going through it.

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Yeah, this one was kind of a stinker to be honest. Didn't like Emi whatsoever, she had no redeeming qualities. The kiss was very unrewarding and felt like just enabling her behavior. However I really enjoyed Yuu's character design, like a lot.
Also would Ace/Aro tag be fitting?

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"This girl's fixation is, me."

Me whenever my autism picks a new character to obsess over.

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wow that credit page was a jumpscare

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Snowflakes discussion 31 Jan 09:25
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Does this really `deserve an angst tag?

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I really like the emotion in page 7

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Milktea discussion 30 Jan 19:42
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oh... oh... oh. D:
The art was pleasant though

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Milktea discussion 30 Jan 19:41
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ahhh these stories where someone reminiscences about their first love always gets me

real also love the jerma pfp

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This one confused me, but maybe im just stupid :')

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...oh

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Snow Muse discussion 30 Jan 09:38
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Lipsticks are so gay, I love lipsticks.

real

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Snow Muse discussion 30 Jan 09:38
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aww that was cute :)

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Girl Friend discussion 30 Jan 09:29
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the art is beautiful :)

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I LOVE the artstyle! The textured lineart is just,... MWAH

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Oh I really like the artstyle!

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ugh not a cliff hanger :/

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awww cute :)

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the end quote is so real

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x15 WE NEED MORE IT

x16 WE DO NEED MORE

x17 USELESS LESBIANS!!!

last edited at Nov 16, 2024 9:24PM

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Me when I saw Until the Next Station get a sequel:

SW REFERENCE!? SW REFERENCE! :D

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she kind of looks like shimamura in the first page

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This is a perfect depiction of lesbians in their natural habitat in just 4 pages.

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Wow, actually started tearing up. This hit way too close to home, I have BPD and this right here is a textbook abandonment triggered splitting episode. Actually, this might have even inspired me to be better because what if this is how I cause people to feel?
I don't like however how everyone here is just saying it's abusive and just bashing on the story though, it's just adding onto the stigma of mental health.
I don't know, maybe I'm just seeing things wrong as I have BPD myself (as well as autism) so from my viewpoint I don't see things as negatively. If anything I sympathize with Sayumi, although she definitely should have communicated things better to Jun.
Remember folks, in relationships like this, communication is key.

last edited at Nov 16, 2024 9:05PM

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I mean, I guess the ending is up for interpretation? Like we don't get "indubitable proof" that she died?? So I mean one could always just hope for the better outcome, yeah?

Or not, I mean angst and depressing stories are cool too.

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Suicidal thoughts are kind of a feeling that never goes away..........!!

The thought comes and goes at random without an warning or triggers.........!! So the girl that says that she wants to die, can't really help it because it is a phantom emotion.

That being said, just because people have suicidal thoughts doesn't mean that they are going to always look for a way to end it all...................almost all the people just focus on taking a step forward one at a time. The only factor that will make some commit suicide is when there are literally zero factors that deter that emotion........! This seems a bit grim for those that read this but as long as people just focus on taking a next step, they can push through...........!!
One sign of suicidal thoughts is that the people will casually mention about dying, so the best thing for people around them to do at the time isn't to say something akin to no to them, but instead get them to indirectly focus of something in the future, cause getting them to establish an event in the future will help them focus on it whenever they feel overwhelmed by their emotions......!!

So in regards to this story and to all the readers, there is no solution to completely erase the thoughts of suicide, all you can do is to ensure that they have something in the future to look forward to. It can simply be a minor thing, like saying lets have lunch at this place on so and so day, or to mark an event sometime in the future no matter how small it may seem. That is pretty much the most effective action anyone can take to help out suicidal people......!!

So the blonde girl should say something that'll become a factor for the girl to not act impulsively at some point, so saying something similar to the statement that she'll be lonely without her even though she is popular will unconsciously become a factor for the girl to keep living her life with the blonde girl......!!

This story has good potential, but the author needs to work on the research some more.........!

Agree with all of this! I've struggled with suicidal ideation since the age of seven or eight and you're description of it was spot on. There are days where I just observe objects around me and think "I wonder how I could kill myself w/ this?" Although I never would as there are too many things worth living for. Also I agree with you're other points completely!!