Bruh I turned 41 back in March and had to spend it alone because I have to self isolate or legit risk death with Covid19. I've barely seen another human face to face since then. I've been disabled and havent worked since 2011, and it will be like this for the rest of my life. Also, hopelessly single, sigh, and will also probably stay that way for the rest of my life. And it's not like I had some great life before this disability bullshit. So I get the angst and bad feels.
But on the bright side this lifestyle means the covid thing hasn't changed my life much at all. I have not had to deal with the stress and struggle so many have. And I finally got my hands on an Oculus Quest which should be here Monday, so I got that going for me, which is nice.