Again, the second one is easier to explain as just Touko’s confused and distorted thinking, but it does seem odd that her central fear is based around an assumption that she will inevitably change when she seems to have devoted herself to not changing.
Yeah I'd say it's just a function of her self-loathing, mostly - especially at the time she says it. She's trying to be like her sister, but because she hates herself she isn't confident in her ability to maintain the front she assumes she has to put up to keep deserving someone's love.
Also, in some regards her finally starting to move past her obsession with emulating her sister - or really, the image SHE had of her sister - is a double edged sword. Now, of course, she EXPECTS herself to change to an extent as she finally allows herself to explore and develop her own identity more freely. But she still fundamentally doesn't think very highly of herself, and still also thinks...well, precisely what she said in the chapter: that if somebody says "I love you" that means they specifically and exclusively love the image of herself she's been presenting, and that if she should ever be unable or unwilling to conform to that image any more, she'll lose that love.
I'm wondering how many chapters the anime will cover. The pacing in the manga doesn't give the impression that there's much room for further improvement. It'd be quite a tragedy if the plot is rushed. Almost as worrisome would be a "go read the manga" ending.
12 eps would be too little to cover all the materials & 24 eps would be too many. This is why I don't like how almost every anime has to stick to these numbers. It's most likely going to be one cour, so in order for the anime to reach any sort of proper resolution (I'm guessing the play), it will need to cut out some earlier chaps.
I expect 7 manga volumes with 39 chapters in total. 1 cour can absolutely fit 13 episodes which makes it roughly 3 chapters per episode, or approx 2 episodes per volume. I expect the cuts on volume 5 to a single episode due to some filler materials there. And given the level of the scriptwriter/series composition, the anime delivery should be absolutely awesome! I just really hope the director doesn't mess up the rest.
There's definitely some easy editing they could do around the play. I love the manga and all but Nio made a bit of an obvious misstep around the play IMO - namely the play went pretty much EXACTLY how we were specifically and explicitly told it would go in the chapters leading up to it. The screenwriter - who's been REALLY good on a bunch of other projects - could easily save a lot of time by skipping a lot of the pre-play explanation or by condensing the play itself into a montage or something.
I think they've got a good shot at catching up with the manga if they're smart about how they edit things, tbh.
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