Do you think rape is hot or something?
Rape fantasies can be pretty hot, yeah. As well as a lot of other fetishes that exist in a "2D environment", so to speak. Hence why cheap erotica, whether we're talking about books, games or movies, is popular.
I myself hate rape with all my might but I admit that I have dreams about being raped by a girl of course, being tied up and stuff (and I seem to enjoy it in the dream).. like, what the fuck brain. I heard of lots of people who have those sort of fantasizes, must be something psychological, dunno.
fantasies about being rape is kinda normal. without context, of course. as if it were a role-play or something like that...
which is definitely not the case of this manga :V this manga contextualizes the whole idea of abuse and abuser, and the confusion of a young victim with the trauma and its "consequences".
in other words: this shit is creepy