That's just a theory. That I'll never comment on.

To help deal you with the trauma of never finding out, I'm leaving this.

No trolling Polish lesbian should struck fear onto you with it ;)

Triggered polish lesbian are terrifying. But I'm still the most evil out here ;)
Just like this little cute thing with red eyes

Trust me, I know plenty of those of species, and let me tell you something: we are seriously terrifying.

And trust me, been hanging around sapphic girls from the Land by Vistula a lot recently.

Messing with one is a more sure way for a deathwish than signing a contract with that snotty bastard.

@Rina Kind of feeling like that comment was a clever plot to smuggle this song here ^^

Playing that with the Apple Pen gizmo song at the same time.. it's.. different.

Maybe whistles

And ROFTL I could imagine how weird it'd sound XD

Alternative song to play on any boys love video.

You might not want to play this song in a public insitution or a church if you catch my drift.

Actually, scratch that, both ideas are brilliant.

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Since this part of the post is an edit, now giving you a thought for thought whether missing the "T" in your name was a typo or done on purpose.

On purpose ofcourse, the grudge you hold against me is so great it's only natural you'd mispell my name to hurt my feelings ;)

That's just a theory. That I'll never comment on.

To help deal you with the trauma of never finding out, I'm leaving this.

No trolling Polish lesbian should struck fear onto you with it ;)

This is the original PPAP thing.

I still have a vague feeling I've heard that music before.

(male/male is so alien to me I don't have an opinion on such slashes..)

Everyone knows that Izaya x Shizuo is the one true BL pairing ;)

@Rina Kind of feeling like that comment was a clever plot to smuggle this song here ^^

Playing that with the Apple Pen gizmo song at the same time.. it's.. different.

@ Galich

That is probably the best video posted here.. or that cat from a few pages ago.

Don't tell me you don't know the original...? ^^

Read that post, felt suddenly very old.. or like a luddite.

So I'm taking there was an original video to it?^^

Also feeling like an idiot for misspelling the word "luddite".

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So, the rick roll meme still exists in 2016 ?

To think a friend of mine one day got rickrolled on a pornsite long time ago, this shit was so viral back then.

Okay, he does get some of empathy from me for that.

Let's hope he was looking Redhead.

Guys, guys, The Walking Dead is going to be made into an anime by Studio Madhouse!

@Rina

cOLD news. Heard about it for a while.

@Anon Ohayo^^

I don't think you miss much not reading Netsuzou Trap. It's okay so far but that's all it is. Not a must read in my opinion. And I'm also rooting for the girls. Takeda and Yuma could never be happy together as a couple so rooting for them wouldn't make any sense. Just meant to say that Takeda never did anything to deserve any hate. He's a good guy who just happened to fall in love with the wrong girl...

Hmm, I see.. So you did smuggle your opinion on the topic silently ;)

In all seriousness tho.. Not in the direct context of what you said, but I honestly do think it's pretty justifiable how one group of the audience can root for a certain pairing just because of the gender(s) of the characters.

Needless to say, I myself always try to go for the logical/healthy pairings. I have plenty of them that I like in spite of them being hetero (male/male is so alien to me I don't have an opinion on such slashes..)

Well, from what little I understood the main reason for such reactions is that very often in yuri works in here it's the second woman that loses in a love triangle. It's a pretty logical conclusion that people will root for the underdog in suchs stories, and that is without even getting to the part of the theme of this forum.

But hey, I too have a bias for two girls relationships.

Seeing a new avi.. also one of the very few from those forums that I know the source for.

Here's a song to accompany that:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hji4gBuOvIQ

An excellent choice, as expected of your musical tastes^^ Not the most mainstream song of them as well.. not that something being mainstream is a bad thing.

I am still recovering from the shock received by finding out that they actually had both Paul Simonon and Mick Jones
of The Clash for one of their albums..

Anyway, hoping you're doing well. Remember, you have people rooting for you here.

I remember d (^‿^✿)

Glad to hear it!

Thanks! Will see how those things will turn out.

You have to trial work, right?
Hope you'll get the one you like better in the end...

Yea, in both case scenarios. In spite of my lack of experience I do believe I stand a chance.. thank God I am the chatty type. For once it will help me in life.

Might be a bit late here, but.. just saw the trailer to Ghost in the Shell movie. I.. will try not to judge.

Yeah... well... we'll see how it turns out...
Not too keen on Scarlett Johansson playing Motoko... not that I dislike her... just not what I would have imagined... The trailer looks okay-ish... Not great. But I actually expected much worse ^^

Same here. Got nothing against her, but as Motoko.. I don't know, I really am trying my hardest not to judge. Will see how it all pans out, will probably go to cinema to see it tho.

On a side note, Batou's eyes look horribly stupid in that film. Nothing will change my opinion on that.

@ Neko chan

Don't believe a word they say!
Red Bull is the only way to go! (◦’ںˉ◦)v

Anon ye I turned to redbull, getting more awake, it's like 10 and I'm on 500 words, so half way basically XD. Also wow! I never thought this was gonna be a female dominated thread, it's hard to tell from peoples writing if your a boy or a girl unless your like me and sometimes just...0//w//0 >A< Q0Q XD @u@...lel XD

Neko You reminded me at how often people tell me that my writing on the web looks like an essey. Got this one friend who went on for a good 15 minute long rant about it. Decided to splice some emojis into my posts, and now he's complaining about those as well..

Galich

Knowing your tastes, and what you despise, I wouldn't recommend you to read it, but you won't know unless you read it. If you're planning to do so, prepare some sweet yuri stuff in advance, ;)

@Utopia Well, you do know a bit of my tastes, so I'll take this as a no-no. Not everything is sunshine and roses.

Since this part of the post is an edit, now giving you a thought for thought whether missing the "T" in your name was a typo or done on purpose.

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@Anon That is probably the best video posted here.. or that cat from a few pages ago.

@Rina Got a very small hint as if someone tried to tell me not to stick around..

One part of me says not to get involved since never even checked out Netsuzou TRap.

But the other part roots out for gay girls too much.

@Anon99 Long time no talk! Seeing a new avi.. also one of the very few from those forums that I know the source for.

Anyway, hoping you're doing well. Remember, you have people rooting for you here.

Thanks! Will see how those things will turn out.

Might be a bit late here, but.. just saw the trailer to Ghost in the Shell movie. I.. will try not to judge.

But those eyes still look stupid. And the nudity worked much better in drawing imho.

Hoping the same, Anon, we all hope you're doing well^^

@Rina Guess I'm a pretty predictable gal then :P

A random reminder that mandarines are the best fruits. Any man who tells you different either has his hand in your pocket, or a pistol to your neck.

Highly doubting anyone will get that reference, but oh well.

Carbonated water is also very high on my list; simple yet effective.

Probably my all time favorite female character, from my #2 all time favorite anime

Mwahaha ! El psy congroo; Galich is already confirming this one

I'm Galich, and I approve this message.

So I've to hand in a 1000 word report by next week...

Omg same! Exept my 1000 word essay in due tomorrow and I heaven even started XD I'm such a Procrastinator like I jus don't learn man. And I'm also so sleep cos school was so long today TT//-//TT I jus can't be asked to come in sometimes but I do it anyways lol. I'm falling asleep someone tell me how to stay awake for essay =-= zzz.

Also jus a curio use question, how many girls are on this forum ? (=゜ω゜) as a girl I'm jus curio use if more guys or girls read Yuri manga ehe

@Neko Gonna stand with Rina on this one, coffee is your best bet. Then again, I know dime-a-dozen people that have reported to me opposite effects of it, or being unable to bear with it's taste.

Personally, I could drink coffee only and I'd be more than happy with my life, but that's just me.

Iirc small doses of caffeine can have opposite effects and make you even more sleepy. To get a confirmation you should ask someone smarter than me, preferably someone that didn't have to keep begging their biology teachers all the time to let them pass the school year.

Well, about that question.. hmm, that is a hot topic of debate. I remember having quite a lot of discussions on the topic with a few users of the forum, with general conseus being that there's more girls than guys. Usual numbers dropped were 65/45 to 80/20. In this thread however, there's a huge surplus of girls. On second thought, there can be never too many girls, so my point is invalid.

Don't really recall what was the ratio I made way back in the day, but it was probably among the lines of 80%+.

Post wise girls are extremally active here as well.. four most active posters here (Anon, me, Rina and Blackkitty) are girls.

Then there's ChocolateCakeLover, but no one really knows of their gender.

Thought for a moment that you had changed your avis twice Rina. Either one, both yours and Serena's are great^^

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^ Galich made the pub pay for it :O

Sadly, it was just the guy paying for the beers, but I swear to goodness, I should get a discount or something for dealing with such people.

At the very least he did have some money on him.

@Anon

So do I.. well, I have plenty of meetings with psychiatrists before being allowed to take the decision.. and well, I wonder if it's the only thing that makes me feel unhappy.

Who knows?
It's usually not that easy to answer a question like that. Especially when you've carried those feeling around for a while...
I imagine that it must be similar to those barricades inside of me.
I had those for as long as I can think and I still don't know what really caused them.
On some days it's better, on some it gets worse again...
People often tell me stuff like „Why don't you just...“ But it's not as easy as that. I mean, if I could „just“ get over it like that I wouldn't have such a problem at all...
Strange, I tell ya! ^^ Life, and especially people, sure can be complicated...

I hear ya. The complexity of structure of a human mind is both a terrifying and a fascinating thing. One cannot really find any answers to the questions of "is this situation the driving motor of me not feeling well mentally?"

One of the most fascinating things is how we shift our moods, those feelings come and go. I don't believe that a particular set of emotions is connected solely to a certain experience; feelings are the same, the reasons are different.

In other words, I understand ya^^

I remember talking to one of my friends that ia studying psychology, he's confirmed what I heard before: a lion's share of things they learn is biology, how the mind works.

Many claim that overthinking stuff is solely connected to being an introverted, having high emotional intelligence and such, but I call nonsense on that. There's just people that deal with it better or worse. We're all suffering our
weltschmerz that we need to deal with.

Barricades are an awful thing.. well, the best thing one may do is try to think over what causes them, but they're often irrational. It's a vicious cycle of overthinking

Kind of got reminded of "to the happy few" of Stendhal.

Okay, here's a little back story to this very post. After the job interview I went to the same bar I did after Trump's victory for a drink. Everything up to this point was written there, hence this post may be a bit inconsistent. Writing this here since I'll post a pretty weird story surrounding my stay there at the end of this post.

I can imagine that it was tough for you... since it was quite a big symbol of your life so far.

You're pretty much on the spot here. After I started growing it my life went uphill, now that it's going south very fast I felt forced to get rid of it.

Funnily enough, I always asssociated it with my well being. Let's hope I was wrong.

Unfortunately.. and no seperate changing rooms.. that's what I'm afraid of. Pretransition or not, it's gonna be unpleasant for me.

Yeah, that' s gonna be awkward...
But I'm also surprised about the whole mandatory PE thing at a university... 'cause most people attending university are still quite young, sure. But what about the older folks? I mean, here in Germany sometimes 60 or 70 year olds decide to study again. Does that happen in your country as well? And do they have to go to PE too when they're just there to study... theology for instance...?
We don't have mandatory PE classes after high school here.

Well, it depands for the uni. The uni I want to go to (the one I was already going to..) has mandatory PE classes, 1,5 hours for one week.

As far as my uni is concerned, yes, you need to take those clases even for studying theology or history.

That's a pretty good question; well, with PE classes you can more or less select what you want to exercise; be it football, bike riding or even bloody horse riding. This's reminded me that I used to ride horses.. thanks for reminding me^^

Maybe it's just me being a "special snowflake" as my friend refers to me, but I'd say that expecting separate changing rooms is not exactly asking for too much.

Anyway, I hope you'll overcome your blockades!

Looks like another sleepless night today.. what makes this one specual is is the fact that I have an interview in less than 8 hours.

Will try to reply to posts after it, this week's been pretty hectic.

Good luck, Sista!

Yeah... Same here.. a very sleepless hectic week which is finally over!!... And I have to reply to some posts, but I guess it will happen later.. my mind is rather erratic right now..

@OlderSis Thanks^^ The talk went pretty decent actually. Same story as before, will be contacted for a test day this week from both potentional employers.. to be honest, I'd much rather work at this hotel than the previous one, since it has much better transit and more foreigners.. guess I grow bored too quickly.

Hopefully you'll catch up on your sleep schedule! Remember, peace at mind is a peace at home.. or it went something among those lines.

@Rina Well.. the instalation of icons beats me.. all packs I found required a program to enable them, and most of them required money.. ended up setting my picture of a bustling city downtown instead. It looks even worse than my older generic Japanese village that I used to use.

Also, didn't realize that Discord was this popular. A few months ago a friend of mine told me about it..

So relating the pub story.. I was sitting there, drinking my raspberry tea in silence and writing this message when suddenly a guy in his bvery early 20s approached me rambling about girls. Asked if he could sit next to me. I agreed.

Boy, was I in for a surprise.

He's started with saying he comes from a very influencial family from Italy whose begining of the family tree begins in 1108.. then goes on to say that they were working assassins during the renaissance in Florence, being of Auditore coat-of-arms (yes, the guy literally said that he is a descendant of the main protagonist of Assassin's Creed, and he did "acknowledge" that there's a video game about his great grandfather etc, that all of his ancesors were knights templar and got exiled into Poland after a failed attempt on Lawrence the Magnificent's life.. then got into conflict with Rodrigo Borgia (or Alexander VI).

Oh, and also mentioned that he's related to Leonarda da Vinci.

Then he's started rambling on how this country would be muchbigger on the maps if it were a hereditary monarchy.. and after that, said that his girlfriend is a "pleb", and if it were 15th century, she'd be beeheaded had she even come close to him. Wish I was kidding.

Then he went on and on about how he hates the fact that the nobility doesn't have special respect and privilages today.. while pretty much being a chouvenist, believing that "a woman should stay in the kitchen, nothing more, nothing less".

Well, good luck to him and his 4 mansions in Italy and plans on becoming a knight templar like all of his ancestors at the age of 30.

Since he was insane enough to be somewhat amusing and not crazy enough to be an actual threat I was listening to his crazy ramblings for 2 hours. Got a few beers for my effort.

Well, dunno if I said that, but I'm a real magnet when it comes to crazy people.

The most terrifying thing? He got completly drunk and was still talking and talking.. and he's shown me his ID.. he did have an Italian surname. I am honestly a bit terrified that such people walk the streets.

If this man was speaking the truth, then I'm bloody Anastiasia Romanov.

[http://cubmagazine.co.uk/wp-content/uploads/2016/09/Magritte3Not-to-be-Reproduced.jpg](Everyone is posting songs this days.. guess I'll try to be innovative by posting a painting instead.)

Magritte is probably the greatest thing to come out of Belgium. Not implying that there weren;t plenty of great things coming from Belgium.

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Looks like another sleepless night today.. what makes this one specual is is the fact that I have an interview in less than 8 hours.

Will try to reply to posts after it, this week's been pretty hectic.

@ Galich

( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°)
Nice pic!

A shame how easy it is to get used to conveniences in sharp contrast to disadvantages.

That is really true.
But you can also get used to bad news even though it feels less pleasing...

I realize how important of a decision it is, but if that's what it takes for me to not feel like a half-arsed broken toy, then so be it.

That's the spirit! I just hope you'll be able to hold on to that on your way there even when things get rough again...

Just out of curiosity... Have you gotten rid of your beard yet? ^^

Dunno how it's gonna play out with the uni tho.. no individual changing rooms during mandatory PE classes

You have mandatory PE classes in college...? O_O

@Anon

Thanks! I really like your new one as well. Reminds me of The Dark Side of the Moon by Pink Floyd.

True that.. but from my experience it's much easier to get used to something positive.. kind of sucks if you ask me. Oh well, such is life I guess.

So do I.. well, I have plenty of meetings with psychiatrists before being allowed to take the decision.. and well, I wonder if it's the only thing that makes me feel unhappy.

Now that's a good question.. yup, a week ago^^ Pretty much came with the decision to transition. On a bit of a funny note, I literally started crying while I was shaving it lol.

Guess I get attached to things too much.

Unfortunately.. and no seperate changing rooms.. that's what I'm afraid of. Pretransition or not, it's gonna be unpleasant for me.

Will actually write it on a sticky note to not forget.. Thanks sis ^·^

Well.. probably just a normal day at that job (a receptions at a hotel).

Agreed on that^^ Moderation is the key. cough American politics

So I will be rooting for the future miss receptionist then ;)
it suits your outgoing personality, but it also can be a bit stressful job.

The political talk makes me crave a glass of wine..

@OlderSis

Thanks! ^.^

Well, plenty of people say I'm outgoing.. and I need to occupy self with something.. we'll see how it works out in the end.

Got another call today from another hotel for the same position.. aren't I a lucky girl.

Passes a glass of wine* Funilly enough, the first thing I did after I came back home after writing that message was falling asleep and then waking up with slight hangover..

For everyone.. thanks to Anon got reminded of this song.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_FrOQC-zEog

Probably a good way to live through the presidency.

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Well anyway, look at the bright side. A lot of INSUFFERABLE whiny SWJ cunts (who would be more than happy to DELETE most of this site's content and were most likely behind the attempt to censor all anime and manga) are whining like there's no tomorrow.

This term is so overused I don't even know whom you meant.

Hardly a fan of calling anyone a cunt either. At the end of the day most of so called "social justice warriors" are just misguided individuals that genuinely believe that they're doing good for the world.

And this comes from someone that believes that most of conservative politicians are..a bit hypocritical at times.

Well you know what they say about drowning sorrows...darmn bitches eventually learn how to swim.

I still dont know how to swim.

I'm in shock...I thought Americans didn't favour Trump according to early polls. All over social media too people were dissing Trump. Am I to believe that all those strong opinions were shared by the American minority?

Pretty much an effect of silent majority ( the ones that dont share their views publicly), the way that the U.S. elections works (state wide, and not counted how many have voted) and the fact that people that want a change (be it a good or a bad) are the ones that are the most active during the voting.

@oliver by polls yes, but not unpredictable. The way that the U.S. system works they count the state votes, with some states' votes having more power than others'

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@Galich

Bright side, at least you have shots (right?) lol. Just don't get too drunk :>

Beer right now. Bordering on drinking too much, but oh well.

Will remember! Well, I still need to pick up some documents from my uni, so I need to be (somewhat) sober in the next 2 hours.

:) please, do so!
Do you know what kind of test it will be?

A lady should know how to hold her liquor! ^^

Will actually write it on a sticky note to not forget.. Thanks sis ^·^

Well.. probably just a normal day at that job (a receptions at a hotel).

Agreed on that^^ Moderation is the key. cough American politics

Think I drank a bit too much.. well, I still believe it's justifiable.

Also, Rina's method is more than appropriate.

God, some right wing assholes sat next to me and now they're discussing how the Secret Service is going to "take care" of Hilary. I feel even more miserable.

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I'm so sorry guys... :( I'm speechless.. for that clown to become a president... There should be something wrong with this world.

Sis, I'm with you, you know that! :)
Perfect timing, Galich ;)

Thanks Sis! I'll be sure to write when I'll be having my test day. Need your super powers :)

As an added bonus:

Galich's "cope with Trump the president" pack

http://m.imgur.com/358w8Gj

Going in.

Good luck Galich! ^ _ ^

Thanks ^^

Well, the talk went rather okay. Will have to go for a test day next week.

Went to a pub nearby to "celebrate" the election of the new president of USA. Had a very interesting talk about politics with some professor that was sitting next to me. He was as happy with this turn of events as this entire is.

Curse me for being such a lightweight that I got drunk with just one beer.

I guess that being thin has some downsides as well.

At this pace I'll fall asleep here.

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Gah, 10 more minutes of standing outside at 3 Celsius. Thank God I have a longcoat that partly negates me not wearing my warmer jeans.

Actually, writing this post took away 5 minutes of my waiting. Yay for Dynasty Cafe.

Even bigger yay for pocket mouthwash, made the aftertaste of a horrible coffee disappear and replaced it with chilling mint.

Going in.

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@Anon and Kal3d Thanks! I dearly believe that three time's a charm, or atleast tell myself so.

Well, as Russians say: поживём – увидим

Also, note to self, coffees at nearby hotels are expensive.

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30 minutes before my job intervew I go to Dynasty and see the most recent posts..

Well, that goes on to confirm that the US voting system is broken, people are stupid and the silent majority is a force to be reckoned with.

I honestly cannot even come up with anything better. My brain refuses to acknowledge this.

I legitimately regret the fact that I didn't bring an inhalator with me.

Oh well, back to sipping preinterview coffee at a nearby hotel.

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OK, this time it doesn't count... Make sure to tell me next time so that I will be with you^^

@OlderSis Tomorrow at 9 in the morning I'm counting on You ;)

Would've said that I got the call because my employer in spe finally got a picture of the cute girl that they want to employ with the CV, but.. I'm at least somewhat self-aware.

So apparently I'm sick (lol), can't remember the last time in this year that I was under the weather...how odd.

@Rina Really sucks to hear that.. hope you'll get well soon^^

Not sure I'm doing the cute-bookwarm girl avi thing good.

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Talking about snow, we just had snow this morning in Paris. Weather has its own surprises ...

You still can do like Itachi from Naruto y'know, he hasn't this family problem ... since he killed his whole clan, no family, no problems.

Considered that for a long time, but figured out that my parents are okay. The rest of my family tho..

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