@This Sama. You are too smart. I'm losing the game here.

mvl89
Afraid or not, you don't chose when to love someone, you either acccept it or regret later for wasting it.

You indirectly told Rainy365 you would make her fall in love with you and then called me Honey Bee, you're so cruel trying to play with our feelings by playing dumb now, my kokoro is brokoro... (T^T)

Hahahahah...i don't see that in any of this thread. Lol. I cannot stop laughing.

Thiaguinho

Hehehe nice. I would like to see you fall in love.

Lolz.. to see means to witness, so you wanna be there to..
Are you implying sth? xD

Yep. I'm gona really stare and see it with my eyes. I might even use a pair of binoculars to see it too. Hahaha

See.. she is playing dumb, now...
This is irritating and cute at the same time xD

Oohh i finally got what you're asking hahaha. I really were thinking about something else.

@Thia Sama. I guess i'm just afraid to love someone.

What? When did i try to seduce you two? Any reference to that?

Thiaguinho

Hehehe nice. I would like to see you fall in love.

Lolz.. to see means to witness, so you wanna be there to..
Are you implying sth? xD

Yep. I'm gona really stare and see it with my eyes. I might even use a pair of binoculars to see it too. Hahaha

See.. she is playing dumb, now...
This is irritating and cute at the same time xD

Who is playing dump? You didn't put a name there.

@Thia Sama. I can be picky too. I'll move on if you won't give in.

@Thia Sama i get really worried about my parents since they are the ones that love and continue to love me the most. I got so worried that when either my dad or mom calls me i keep being afraid to pick up the phone. I also worry a lot about my sister who has bad kidneys. When she was hospitalized i went to see her and just passed out. Since then i became even more scared of picking up my phone.

I'm deadly serious on that.. i set up like that..
Although my mom randomly saying sth that she wants me to have my own family..
Not that I dont want to, but i cant accept less than I fall in love to that someone and that someone loves me back. Sth more than just physical attraction and experiment ~~

Hehehe nice. I would like to see you fall in love.

Lolz.. to see means to witness, so you wanna be there to..
Are you implying sth? xD

Yep. I'm gona really stare and see it with my eyes. I might even use a pair of binoculars to see it too. Hahaha

I'm deadly serious on that.. i set up like that..
Although my mom randomly saying sth that she wants me to have my own family..
Not that I dont want to, but i cant accept less than I fall in love to that someone and that someone loves me back. Sth more than just physical attraction and experiment ~~

Hehehe nice. I would like to see you fall in love.

@Thia Sama it's a secret if you don't know who Honey Bee is. Did i call you Honey Bee by chance? If you become too charming i might get seduced by you.

Love makes you weak and so very afraid of life. You constantly worry about the person you love, and miss that person a lot on very second.

@Thia Sama. Man, I'm still laughing at your last statement. You are great!

mvl89
You can laugh, but that kind of thing happens a lot in real life, death, slavery, forced prostitution, you can easily get fucked up by this kind of marriage, there's nothing to make your mind about, first of all, you don't chose who to fall in love with, that either happens or not, as for marrying someone, you either marry the person you love and that loves you back, or don't marry anyone, that's the only choices, leaving your life at someone else hands can only happen when it's someone with you have mutual love and you can trust blindly, not some random person, you wanna die or what?

Hahahahaha ok i just died at your last statement.
I guess you are right.

mvl89
What you would learn is that this kind of thing a lot of times is a trap and you would end up in a really abusive relationship with a jerk who treated you like a slave, you're never going to learn about romance from some random guy who you don't know and don't even feel nothing for him, forcing yourself to try experiment those things will only end up hurting you, you're better alone, you can just be asexual or demisexual, nothing wrong with not knowing anything about romance, you're better trying to flirt with guys or girls somewhere, you can at least chose the person you want and try someone else if that one didn't work, seriously, never do something like marry a strange far away from everything and everyone who could help you, you will regret that and might end up dead or locked up somewhere where no one can find you if you tried to get away from that situation.

I hv same opinion with Thiaguinho..

Btw, you made me googling for that demisexual thing.. xD

Hehehe i am so done with random guys from far far away. Now i have you Honey Bee.

@Thia sama. LOL. I don't know why i had to laugh at your advice.

The thing is I cannot make up my mind about marrying or not marrying, fall in love or not fall in love, so i just let some random guy made these decisions for me. But i am done with marrying a stranger.

@Thia sama - i don't know haha. I thought i could learn about romance and love by marrying some random guy from far far away.

mvl89

Don't scare me like that lol. How can i turn out to be the greatest pervert? Hahaha. Maybe it will be a good thing? Hehehe.

Well, your future girlfriend will definitely find it a good thing.

I also had to go to work but guess I'll end up sleeping all day, my sleep schedule is all fucked up lately, good thing my boss is my stepfather, so I don't need to worry about being fired yet, but need to try fix this soon.

I have never thought about dating a girl. I wouldn't even know what to do. I still don't even know how i feel about men. I tried but my ways were totally off. I have always ignored romance and just love my job. I tried to get married with some guys from far far away before just so i can move on with life.

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dofudofu

Yeah. Is there somewhere we can make a private forum and only invite by email address or something?

No idea, I think there is somewhere where we could do it, but besides irc I don't know any, someone else has any idea of a place we could try?

Lol you have an elaborate imagination that has read too much yuri :P

Please, you can never read too much yuri, and can you really say that what I said is not true~~?

Haha it's fine whatever she does.

I see, so as long as she doesn't force marriage or adoption, guess you're pretty much wrapped around her finger, she sure captured you for good.

Bottom of the bottom. There needs to be a song about that.

Definitely, it would probably fit me too, and that other person who called herself a eternal bottom, don't remember who it was.

Haha well I think you can infer a pretty good picture of how I feel about her from the things I've said about our relationship. Talking about how someone makes you feel is one of the tougher subjects in life :P

Yeah, guess there's neve a easy way to talk about this kind if thing?

I was trying to think of a line even more typically corny than this one, but nothing specific is coming to mine lol

It's hard to think of more corny lines than some you find in manga...

mvl89
The naive ones are some of the greatest covert perverts, you can't fool me! 8D

As for trying sleeping, I woke up today at 20:00, didn't sleep again, right now 05am, probably going to sleep between 06am and 08am.

Don't scare me like that lol. How can i turn out to be the greatest pervert? Hahaha. Maybe it will be a good thing? Hehehe.

Now it is 3:02am. I have to get up in a couple of hours. Since it's Friday, later today when i get off from work i wil take some poison to knock me out to make up for the lost times.

mvl89
Lately I don't even have money to share xD

dofudofu

Some of the others have a Skype group going. Personally think a real-time chat isn't for me at the moment. It's nice to drop by the thread and see what folks are up to and join in when possible.

I don't think it need to be a real-time chat, just somewhere else where only we could access and read what is posted, something private, like that it would be a lot easier to talk about some topics, public places always have limitations.

Lol nah she just woke up for a moment and felt like talking. I'm usually the only one with terrible sleeping habits (it's 3 in the morning...)

I see, guess she can't even sleep properly knowing that soon you're going to be forever in her grasp, you fell in her trap, no escape now. xD

Here is 4:30 am, probably won't sleep for a few more hours.

I don't put anything past her anymore.

Better just accept things will be like that and go with the flow, it's pretty obvious who give the orders in this relationship. xD

Loooooooooooooooooool. Can't breathe. #SejuTheTop.

Only way to make a eternal bottom to be the top is pairing them with someone who is a even greater eternal bottom. xD

I meant if I answer then I'd have to talk about how I feel about her, and that'd be pretty embarrassing. And gross. Let's spare us all that.

So that's what you meant, there's nothing gross in that, I wouldn't mind at all, nothing to spare us in my opinion, so go ahead and say it. 8D

Rainy365
haha, that line. xD

Though when it comes to funny lines, the best always comes from hentai...

I just gave up on sleeping. No matter how i tried. I started at 7pm and still wide awake.

Haha i won't admit many things here. As for that subject, i'll discuss and talk about it with my special someone in real life. Only that person will really know about what i'm thinking or really like lol. I do think it's fun talking about it with your love one. I'm saving all that for that person. That is all.

That's why you are our snow flake :)

This is time for another cliche line as in manga:
"Uhhh... What's is this feeling? My chest felt tight and warm"
XD

Hehehe i guess so. I'm still too naive on some stuff. Hmmm that warm feeling huh? What can it be?

mvl89
I have to agree with that, even if this was private, there's some subjects that are just way more fun to talk with your partner, things that only they'll know and no one else, of course, not that I know how that is... (T^T)

As for admitting things here, that's the problem with talking in a public place, we can't talk about certain things here, that's why it would probably be better if we made a chat somewhere else where only we could access...

Yes, some stuff are more fun talking with the person who actual loves you and some stuff are more fun talking with friends. I don't care much about money but when it comes to me, i'm pretty selfish sharing myself.

Rainy365 and Newp
B-but I don't know anything, really, I'm too pure for that, totally...

dofudofu
Oh, so you two finally talked about that moving together problem? So how did it go? Any detail to give? xD

mvl89
Don't be like that, not all videos are weird, a lot are pretty soft and vanilla, n-not that I know about that of course. Suspiciously Specific Denial

Haha i won't admit many things here. As for that subject, i'll discuss and talk about it with my special someone in real life. Only that person will really know about what i'm thinking or really like lol. I do think it's fun talking about it with your love one. I'm saving all that for that person. That is all.

At least they're just talking, wait until they start to post link for some videos...

Ehm. We're not going to do that..lol.
And mvl haha sorry I brought this topic back up , didnt know you felt that way

Nahhh... you got her wrong...
She will absolutely read/watch everything here...

Who watch them? Not me. I only want to watch my honey doing it. Sorry you can't make me watch those weird videos hahaha.

dofudofu
I don't think you can really compare amateur with professional, cause they're made to sell, they're all made in a way so whoever will buy will feel excited by it, a lot of times the sex is not even "real" since the girl is just acting, but of course if we're really going to argue about the differences of amateur and professional porn, I think this would become really awkward, I mean, more awkward...

Also, about what kind of porn are you girls talking about? General? Lesbian? Fantasy? Webcam? Cause I still didn't get to the part of the discussion where this talk starts, just on page 43 of the thread.

Rainy365
Oh so it's a dog? Thanks, guess what Lin said makes sense now.

mvl89
At least they're just talking, wait until they start to post link for some videos...

As long as they don't actually embed these videos or images here lol. I'll die of being shocked. Hehehe. My poor little heart.

Wow left the thread and now KitKat101 is Newp's wifey and mvl is Rainy's waifu? When did that happen? XD

Yeah somehow ...
Rainy somehow has stolen my heart. I can never win any argument when it comes to her lol. Blah blah blah lots of things happened. You could have been seduced by someone too if you were here often.

Well you both are cute around each other xD...I'm here, I just don't join the convo that often, I enjoy reading the conversation going on more.

I also hide myself too. Some stuff these ladies talk are just beyond my head lol. Sex and porn and ummm???? Lol just too much for my little heart.