Also, there is a possibility that the person just have depression and low-self esteem as a kid that makes her think some of the bad thing that happen to her is due to her health condition, which just feed to a viscous cycle of her hating herself.
But that might be just me projecting, and trying overanalyzed something that does not need to be analyzed, and instead just consumed and enjoyed.
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