@matsuri_wins Exactly. Mei isn't indecisive and clearly knows what she wants. She wants to be with Yuzu. But she can't, due to the reasons we all know, and she acknowledges it in the letter. But we don't now what happened during those 6-7 months of time skip. May be Yuzu did try to tell her that she is capable of facing all the social stigma associated with coming out and stuff. But I will agree with some others on this thread that this time, Mei should figure out what to do with their relationship. Well, she is a smart girl, so I guess she can come up with a plan that will help her to be with Yuzu and at the same time, she can do her duties as the daughter of Aihara family, even if she is already half a year late. If she can't, I hope someone else in the manga does, I can't stand bittersweet or marriage endings, especially when this is one of my favourite mangas :(